Amie Balesky: Spirits and Afterlife
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What's up, you sexy motherfuckers? Welcome to another episode of Dumb Blonde. Today, I have TikTok's spiritual advisor, Amy Boleski. How are you doing, baby? Did I pronounce it right? Yeah, you did. You did absolutely. How are you doing, baby? I am wonderful. I'm so happy to be here.

I'm good. I'm so happy to have you here. Me too. Thank you. It's been a year. Dude, it's been a long time in the making. I know. It has since last October. Yeah. Our schedules have been just fucking insane. I know. Everybody's. You are busy. All the time. Literally. All the time. Talking to dead people every day. Teaching classes. Teaching people how to talk to dead people as well. What is our class of teaching...

people how to talk can can anybody talk to dead people anybody can really you don't have to be born with a gift well no because you are spirit inside of a meat sack right so it's just getting back to what you are and you have to figure that out because in our normal daily life nobody teaches you how to do it and then after that what do they do they teach you it's scary or they teach you it's bad right you know and so it's about teaching you how to like ground yourself and feel the environment and the earth and spirit and everything around you

That's insane because I always thought that you had to have the gift or a gift. I mean, there are things that kind of like supercharge it, right? There are things like if you have a near-death experience, right? Or certain signs like Scorpio or a lot of cancer or a lot of Pisces and stuff like that. Or if you've had a lot of like trauma or tragedy or anything like that, it can kind of like kickstart that. Why? Because you are more sensitive, right? You're more into your feelings. You're more into feeling your environment. That's essentially what it is.

That's crazy. So growing up, I found out, because I've always had a thing like a sixth sense. Yes. Always seen spirits and always had that. And you can feel it in people. Yeah. No, always. And I found out before my mom passed away that I have a, I come from a long line of

white trash witches from Kentucky. There you go. I was like, she's like, we all had gifts. I'm like, no wonder you guys are all drug addicts. Like literally. Did you know most mediums and people that do this, what do you see? They smoke cigarettes because they calm their anxiety or they drink a lot of alcohol or they do drugs because it almost every, you can feel everything. Like even the lights that you have on here right now are,

very jarring personally. I mean, I know nobody really likes them, right? But like, it's like an umpteenth degree at the same thing. And so when you're walking around and you're feeling everybody's feelings and emotions in the room or like all everything's vibration, you just kind of have to like try to mute that. That's why I'm sober.

Yeah. Well, so I, that makes a lot of sense because I'll walk into grocery stores and I can't handle the lighting. I just told her before when you were in the bathroom, I was like, these lights are just killing me. Like I can't see, like it's really brutal. But there's some people like him that it doesn't bother. Yeah. No, it's crazy. When I was a drug addict, my drug of choice was Xanax because downer. Yes. Cause I have, I'm just riddled with anxiety. So I was always like seeing shit. And ever since I was a kid, uh,

Did you know your anxiety also means that you are more tapped in the spirit, right? And you're probably feeling it around. And also because you're dealing in music and, I mean, even think about the music that your husband, that Jelly does, right? It's a lot of very high emotion, right? And so that in itself is a vibration. And, you know, all the friends that were around him, all the things that he did, there's all these certain vibrations that come with it that essentially you feel and it can make you feel uncomfortable. Yeah. And you don't even realize it. Yeah.

Yeah. Well, I realize that now and we'll get, we'll get into that, but I want to find out, let's bring it all the way back to your childhood. Okay. So where'd you grow up? Uh, Houston, Texas. Oh, you're from Houston too. I'm from Houston. That's amazing. I think you did tell me that before. What area in Houston? Around Buffalo Speedway. Oh, you're over there. Okay. Yeah. I'm down in, uh, like the rich people. Yeah. No, no, no, no. Yeah. Down in Baybrook, NASA area. You didn't even have to say it, but I was, I was,

was thug nasty though. I grew up, I went to school and pass a get down Dina. Oh shit. Yes. Because that's only where they had orchestra. Wow. I was an orchestra nerd. And so I grew up in like by the bay, but then I was on transfer to that school. So that's how I learned Spanish. I love that. That's amazing. As a child, did you always have this gift of knowing and like,

There's a couple of weird stories ago that first off, you know, when you're a kid, you naturally have this gift, right? That's why you see, you know, people that aren't really there. You're like, oh my God, I saw my grandfather. Well, you do anyways, but I had cancer when I was five. I lost my right kidney, part of my intestines and part of my liver from it. And that was my first near death experience.

And then after that, I started seeing and experiencing spirit. And I can remember this is like one of the earliest vivid moments is I remember being in the grocery store Randall's. I'm sure you remember the name Randall's. Okay. And I was in there with my sister and my mom and I was sitting on the bottom of the cart, you know, as a kid, like huddled on down and my sister's on top. And I remember we were stopping and my mom was looking at like noodles or something. And on the other side was the coffee aisle. And I was looking at a woman and

And I remember looking at her and I could hear her thoughts. And I was like, she's going to get that one. And she grabbed it. Like she put the one back. And I looked up and I remember, I think it was about six. And I remember asking my sister, my mom, can, is this, can you do that? And they were like, no, what do you mean? And I was like, oh, this is odd, you know? And then it just kind of like continuously progressed from there. So your gift was being able to read people's thoughts. You didn't see spirits or did you see spirits?

Oh, see spirits at the same time. Yeah. So, but remember it's, it's about an intention. You're feeling an intention. You're feeling a thought of feeling an emotion. Now, whether I read her thought, I don't believe it was her thought. What it is, is that we all have spirits around us, right? And you always have your higher self. I mean, and even something that you want, that you love, right? That attention that is, you know, you're going after it. So you can feel that vibration of what they're going to pick.

Right. Essentially. Right. And so whenever you're reading for somebody, you're not reading their thoughts. You're reading their higher vibration or their higher self. Going through cancer at such a young age, you talk about it so casually. Yeah. Well, I mean, because, I mean, what else are you going to do? I love you. What else are you going to do? You bad bitch. Yeah, yeah. Exactly. Yeah, I'm a bad bitch. Exactly. No, I mean, I had. She's like, we don't show emotions over here. Exactly. We do. We do. But I cried enough.

And I'm not back there. Right. I'm not back in that time. And if I hadn't had that shit happen to me, I wouldn't be here where I am now. That's profound. We need to clip that because that's actually really a lot of people need to hear that. I'm not back there. Yeah. Because there's so many people who deal with trauma and all they keep doing is repeating it on a loop. And that's a cycle.

Now, this is the whole thing. My favorite phrase is, you know, you need to live in the present moment. You need to live in now. Why? If you have a lot of anxiety, it's because you're living in the future. If you have a lot of depression, it's because you're living in the past. Well, I'm sorry, honey. Life doesn't happen back then or in the future. It's right now. Yes. And that has been my biggest lesson this year, actually, because I realized that too. And I've never been a depressed human. I only dealt with a depression after I had a miscarriage in 2020. I'm sorry about that. It's okay. I get that.

And, um, but I've always had anxiety and I was always like, I've got to stop future tripping and it's helped me tremendously because to try to be in the present moment because I'm like, I don't want to worry about what's going to happen fucking 10 minutes from now. Like I just want to enjoy who I'm with, what I'm doing. Yeah. You know? So now my anxiety only flares up. Like if I get like super stressed out, like the shit with my dad. Yeah. Oh, I know. And that's, that's natural. Do you want to know how to be in the present moment? I would love to. You ready? Yeah. Okay. Do it. Okay. So focus just right now.

focus on what the mic looks like. I'm just kidding. There you go. Grab it and lick it. No, no. Just focus on what the mic looks like. Okay. And then take a deep breath in. Breathe out. Just focus on that. Not on anything else that's going around you. Boom. You're in the present moment. It's grounding. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I did last night. I was having a panic attack on the way to the hospital. Yeah. And I leaned forward into the vents and I was just like, what can I look at? So I had my water, my trusty fucking water bottle. Yeah.

You guys need to sponsor me. Mountain Valley Spring Water. They're everywhere. Literally. Boom. They're littered everywhere in our fucking bus. And I just focused on my bottle and I just did my breathing and stuff like that. Good job. Thank you so much. So let's rewind it back to your childhood. Okay, so you went through the cancer thing. You started realizing that you had this gift at a young age. Your mom and your sister weren't tapped into theirs. No. At all. No. They were just hanging out in their meat suits. Yeah. Everybody goes, oh my God, did you have people that were...

you know, mediums in your line. So, so everybody said no, no, no, no, no. Right. And that wasn't a thing. And we didn't realize until I was probably about 17 when we got this fun little diary from my dad's grandmother over in Russia. Anyways, we're Russian Jews. So they, my aunt,

I guess you'd say decoded essentially or like changed it in English, right? And we found out that she was called a white witch. Wow. Yes, but this was back in 1888. Yeah. So that is the only sign that we have from that. Wow. That's it. I feel like it was so prominent back in the day. I feel like everybody, now it's starting to be like a cool thing to be a witch nowadays, but for a while there, it was very hush-hush and a lot of witches, like Stevie Nicks, she's been a witch for a long fucking time, but couldn't talk about it. No. Still doesn't talk about it. She's an OG, but it's like,

I feel like it was so hush-hush back then, and that's when it was prominent. Well, Craig, do you know why, though? Because we didn't have as much stuff to do. So we had that time to focus and calm down and breathe and feel and realize you're connected to everything. So keep taking me on this journey of your childhood. Oh, journey on journey. Okay, so five years old, had cancer, had fun. Yeah.

Um, had, I mean, that was it, right? Had foot. You can only deal with it with sarcasm. So, um, had chemotherapy for two years. Uh, yeah. Lost the whole hair thing. I mean, the whole nine yards. I was actually going to break. Oh yeah. That's a lot of trauma. Yeah, it was, it was. But, um,

I made it through. And it was good. Then my best friend ended up getting it. That at the same time, we were actually in the hospital at the same time. Oh, my God. That's crazy. Oh, I know. He ended up dying from it. Oh, my gosh. And so he has kind of like been around me for forever. It's weird. You just kind of like see things, experience things. Maybe he was one of your spirit guides that just came to visit. That was probably one of the things. And, you know...

I guess until about 10, it's all just kind of normal after that. I don't, I mean, there was, I don't really recall a whole lot and it wasn't until I was around 11 when I started having those things where, um,

you know, you talk about it and then it happens. Right. Or you have these things where you think about a person and they show up. Yeah. That happens to me all the time. Now ask me, me. It's crazy. I predict so much shit that goes down because we're all in line with it. Or I literally will say, I want this and it happens. Yeah. Do you know what that is? Manifestation. Absolutely. So do you know how it works?

Well, I mean, I just say I want shit and it fucking happens, but I believe it. Yes. And that's what I tell everybody. I'm like, before I even had a hit podcast, when Mimi and I first started, I was like, I'm going to have my own radio show. I'm going to be the female Howard Stern. I'm going to, you know, which with that trajectory is kind of curved a little bit because of the whole Me Too movement.

Yeah. You know, stuff like that. Absolutely. So Howard Stern isn't who I aspire to be, but it's like, I'm going to have my own radio show. I'm going to get millions of downloads. I'm going to chart. It all happens. And I really believed it. No, it's belief. And it's because your heart aligned with it. Your soul aligned with it. And then the universe reflected it back to you. Yeah. No, it's amazing. Yeah. I like it. That's how it works. That's how this works. That's how you work. That's how he works. Yeah. You know, all of it. We're all here because of that. So back to childhood then. I didn't really have...

As I can recall, not a lot of crazy things happening. I mean, in the midst of all of this, you know, cancer, blah, blah, blah, blah, we didn't know I had this, but I used to walk around and my kneecaps would dislocate and my hips would dislocate. I just got goosebumps. It was weird. And I was never able to be in sports or anything like that. Hmm.

And getting to be about 16, I had my second near-death experiences. And then I started really channeling for like people at my school, people in my high school, teachers and stuff like that. What was your second near-death experience? I had bacterial meningitis. And it went up and, you know, it causes swelling in the brain, right? And so anyways, I went into the hospital, coded, you know, stayed there for four or five days. And...

came out and I just began channeling for people. And I grew up in Pasadena. So what was there a lot of? There was a lot of shootings, right? There was a lot of people dying in car wrecks, you know, all these crazy things. Gangs. Yep, gangs. And so... Where my sister lives. Yeah, I see. Yeah, you get it. And so I would go around and I would read for the families or I would read for the teachers who lost their family. Yeah, like 16, 17, 18. Were you charging people?

No, I was just doing it. I was just doing it for free because I didn't understand it. And so gradually people started coming to me like, hey, Amy. Do you think whenever you coded that, can you remember anything from that? I can't remember from that one. No, I just remember getting out of it and having the profound feeling of like,

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That was it. It was just almost like I... Was it peaceful? Yeah, it was very peaceful. Oh, I'll get to one about dying, like, and how it felt, like, the whole nine yards. Oh, shit. Oh, that's number four, though. Oh, my God. That's the last one. Oh, there's a whole cat. Yeah, I am a cat. Yes, yeah, yeah, exactly. No, it's weird. And so that was one of the things...

And then we move forward. I get married. I have my child. How old are you? How old are you when you get married? I'm 20. I get married. So 16. You're doing readings for everybody. Everything's okay. You beat the meningitis. I beat the meningitis. Everything's good. Graduated from school. Did you stay in school? Yep. Graduated from high school. Went to college. Finished my associates. Met a guy. My first husband. Got married to him. Told him what I did. He told me it was evil.

I was going to say, how is it dating people being a spiritual advisor, psychic medium? Well, we happen to have somebody right over here that can tell you all about it. We'll get to him soon. But like, does it freak dudes out? Are they like, no bitch, I do not want to deal with this. Okay. So that I, I was back then, um,

you know, I didn't fully know it. I was doing it, but they didn't really get it either. Right. And when I would do it, I want to do it with them in the room because it's, it's kind of, you know, you do it with your client. Right. That sounds weird when I say that, but anyway, you know what I'm saying? I've done it with clients. I've done it. I know. Right. Me. Yeah.

I know, I know. So I would tell them and they'd be like, oh, okay, cool. You know, you're like a 17 year old boy, whatever. But my ex-husband, he grew up, he was half African American and half Thai. And so they grew up in a very Southern Baptist Louisiana family. And so they would tell me I was going to go to hell for it. And I'm like, how can you do this and go to hell if it's the next thing that God does?

Like it just never made sense to me if it's all about love and that's what it is. Why are we putting the fear into it? Yeah, exactly. And it's, it's helping people and it's, it's helping me too at the same time. I feel like Jesus kind of was like that in a way. Jesus was that. Jesus was a higher, uh, uh, came into a body. He was God came into a body. Everybody's God that's in a body.

Okay. Even you, that's why we create anyways. So he came into a body. He started aligning himself with light and realizing what it was, realizing what all this stuff was. And then Pontius Pilate was like, Hey, I want you to be a part of like this Roman thing. And I want you to love Zeus. And he was like, no, I'm not. And then the Jews were like, Hey, I need you to do it this way. You're making us run out of money. Right. Because everybody starts moving on with the whole Jesus thing. And they said, we just got to nix them. Hmm.

And that's what they, you know, that's what they did. It's kind of like what the government does to people now. Absolutely. Oh yeah. Oh, that's a whole, yeah. That's a whole nother podcast. I know that's a whole, oh, I can, we can talk about that. That's a whole nother area. But, um, you know, I met him and he really didn't care for it, but at that time he ended up going to the air force and, um, I, yeah. And I moved with him and, um, I became kind of like the resident air force medium.

So I would go and I would read for everybody. And anyways, in the meantime, I ended up having my kid and, um, and then I ended up starting to have, uh, a lot of issues. It's okay. Hmm. It's okay. A lot of issues. Um,

And I didn't know why. What kind of issues? Oh, bad ones. Like my vagina falling out of my body. Oh. Like bad. Like bad. And this is after you gave birth? Oh, after I had a kid. Like, have you ever sneezed and your asshole falls out? Like, that's a whole nother thing. Okay. I can't wait for those times in life. Oh, just wait. Oh, yeah.

Are there any diaper? I had to make you laugh. Are there any fucking diaper sponsors? Because I'm going to manifest a diaper sponsorship. No, please. Just no. You put on a glove and you shove it back in. Anyways, like these crazy things. And so I started going to doctors and they were like, oh, you're too young for all this. You're like 23. So I started doing all this research. And I was like, I started thinking. I was like, why is it that my kneecaps pop out?

pop out why is it that i have this crazy stretchy skin why is it that all of my joints bend backwards right this doesn't make any sense why is it that all this stuff is happening to me and i ended up being my own advocate

You have to be. Uh-huh. I ended up being my own advocate and I wrote everything down and I went to my primary care manager after like three years and I said, look, bitch, this is what's going on. Pay attention, lady. That's exactly, that was it. And I said, we need to get me to a geneticist. And so a year later after that, they diagnosed me with a thing called Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. It's a connective tissue disorder. Say it slower one more time. Oh, Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. Wow. It's a connective tissue disorder. So you lack tissue.

the gene that creates mitochondria. So you have a mitochondria defect. So all of your genes that create, um, collagen don't work. So you're born with collagen, but it can never reconstitute itself effectively. And so that means that all of your connective tissue, including your organs, your veins, your bones, everything is essentially like rubber and it falls apart like very easily. Um, and it's super, super, um, tender. And so anyways,

When I found that out, I had 26 surgeries to save my life. Oh, my goodness. In, like, the next five years. What kind of surgeries do they do for that? Got everything. So this segues in. So I had a...

I ended up not being able to breathe very well. Like a thing with like autonomic nervous system where I just couldn't catch my breath. I started getting really dizzy. I was having these insane headaches my entire life. I couldn't figure out why my eyes would bulge out of my head. It was terrible. And I was like, oh, it's just headaches. Well, I ended up finding out because of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, I have a thing called Chiari malformation. So it's where you're

squeezes your brain and your brain essentially gets pooped down into your neck. And so it...

kills your brainstem essentially and so you lose uh the ability to walk you lose the ability to breathe and if they don't do surgery then you essentially die like that's it and so i got to a point where i couldn't walk anymore and i was in a wheelchair so i was in a wheelchair for about two and a half years because um and you have the calf i got out of a speeding ticket that way oh it was very old talk about that shove a tube up my pussy hole that's exactly what it was i was like hey they're like ma'am you're going fast i'm like i know and i showed him my calf i was like i can't

But, um, but yeah, I ended up going in and I, it was my birthday gift to myself was brain surgery to have that fixed when I was 26. And so I went in two days after my birthday, hashtag Scorpios. And, um, yeah, two days after my birthday, I had the surgery and, um, it went well. They essentially take like a, um,

a golf ball size of your skull away and they put a patch there and they lift everything up and they take out your first and second vertebrae. So if you notice that I'm like turning, that's why, cause it's hard for me to turn my neck. Do you have like a soft spot back there? Oh yeah. Yeah. I'll show you the whole thing. Yeah. It's all, it's all open back here. I broke my C1 vertebrae. That's crazy that they just take those out. Yeah. Uh huh. The first one. Yeah. And they like, they, they fuse it. That's a dangerous surgery. Yeah.

Yeah. It's like not one for the faint of heart. You could have never walked again. Absolutely. Yeah. Or, or like been alive because of all the pressure. And so everything goes great. And because of my illness, what I have, my tissues don't heal properly. So they take like two or three times longer. So I told my neurosurgeon, I said, I mean, anytime you go in for a surgery, you have to say, look guys, I have this, we got to take special precaution and they go, okay, cool. Right. Um, this guy didn't. So a week later he took out my stitches and

and i went i drove this happened in alabama and my parents took me back to houston so i could heal because it's going to be like a eight week healing thing and so i'm laying in bed and i'm just getting sicker and sicker like i can't see and i've never had brain surgery before yeah you don't know you're like okay you're in pain maybe you have nausea whatever you don't know like your brain's adjusting yeah your brains and that's we called them they're like oh you're gonna be okay it's fine blah blah anyways so three weeks later

My mom, it was during the holidays and it was their first day back. My mom's a teacher, hashtag teachers. My mom went back to school and I'm laying in our guest bedroom and I'm asleep and I wake up and I remember like being very dazed. It almost felt like this, like, like you can't really see anything, you know? And I was like, oh, and I was like, wow, why am I wet?

This doesn't make any sense. And so I get up and I look and all of my pillow and all of my back and all of my shirt is wet. And my brain incision had opened up. And with every heartbeat, I had CSF fluid gushing out of my head. Oh my God. It was so terrifying. The first thing I did was call an ambulance and they were like, we won't be able to get you to the hospital quick enough.

Like there was going to be 45 minutes. That's, that's what they said. We'll be there in 45 minutes. You have to go down. Like they were, I called my doctor. They wanted me to go downtown Houston. We lived, like I said, in the East side of town. They said it was going to take too long. I called my mom. She rushed home. They wrapped me up in a robe. They threw me out.

throw me in the car, my poor 80 year old father. And like, we're driving down there. And I just remember looking out the window, like with my face, like, okay, this is great. And like, everything's kind of like shutting down and we get in there and they roll me in. And I remember just sitting there and I'm freezing. Why? Cause I have this crazy infection. And I told the doctors, I was like, please don't send me home. And they bring me to the back and

everybody rushes in and they couldn't give me any medicine because my blood pressure and everything was so low and they go, okay, we're going to have to turn you to the side and put this tube in your spine to get out this infection. You can't have any lidocaine or anything. And as they do that, the stress I'm laying on my side, here's the like heartbeat monitor over here, right? I'm laying on my side. They do that. I can feel the pain and everything shocks.

And it starts going down and it starts going down and it starts going down. And I'm watching my heartbeat and my pulse go down from like 120 down to 40 down to 30. This is the weird thing. While I'm laying there watching this, I hear everybody screaming, coding, coding, coding. And then all of a sudden my vision goes like this. It's not looking at that. It's looking down. I've heard that about from so many people. And I didn't. It was amazing.

Was it peaceful? This is so weird. I might cry for this one. It was so weird. You're looking down. You're seeing all this. You look at your body. And the only thing I could think of was, I hope my mom knows that I love her. Oh.

And I remember going out and seeing what book she was reading. It was a Nicholas Sparks book because they're not going to go out there and tell her right that her daughter's dying. Right. And so I remember seeing the the little swing set on the front of it. And I remember feeling just just fucking bliss. It was so great. And then I wake up and I'd been in a coma for two weeks.

And I woke up and I have all this crap all over me. And they were like, oh my God, are you okay? And I'm just opening my eyes, you know, like completely plastered. And it was just, it was insane. And then after that,

I was in there for another two months. And after that, I remember getting out of that hospital. It was very interesting because my room that I was in for two months, there was a window, but there was a window that faced the brick wall. So you're in this room for two months. It's very interesting right here right now. Very triggering, right? Yeah, very triggering. And I remember getting in the car and going on the way home. And I was sitting...

In the car. And I remember having so much compassion for everything. I was like, oh my God, Mr. Hobo, you are one. Like the grass was like hyper green. The sky was high. Everything was just so intense and beautiful. And at that point, like just shit started getting really weird after that. Like, I mean, all the other ones were just like nothing compared to this thing. And I, I mean, I read fucking everything.

everybody I read everybody and it just kept going and it still hasn't stopped so that was do you think that he keeps saving you for a reason uh I mean I'm here with you right now right yeah yeah exactly yeah I I think that they're like this is your journey this is your mission oh yeah this is my journey this is my mission so you asked me you're like oh you went through cancer

you know, and you just kind of glaze over that. Well, because it's been much more crazy after that, right? Like this was the big thing. And after that, I showed appreciation. I showed love. I mean, I see how everything comes in alignment. I see how anything that you want, including that thing sitting over there, came into my alignment. I mean, you, everything. I mean, you can have anything you want. Absolutely. If you just put your mind to it, you know. That's so heavy. I can't believe you've been through all that and you're still just so upbeat and positive. A lot of people would let that

I know life's too short to be shitty. Derail them. Yeah, absolutely. It is. So you wake up out of this thing, you start reading for everybody. Do you stay in the marriage? He was hanging out with the babysitter while I was having brain surgery. Let's just say that I ended up finding that out. Got home like six months later and I looked at him. I was like, this isn't for us.

Like nothing aligned. And so I left him with my son and a bag of clothes. I left our house, our three car, I mean, our two cars, everything. And I moved back to Houston and I was still in a wheelchair, by the way, when I came back. Okay. Cause I still had multiple surgeries to finish up with like my abs ripping. I mean, you name it, there's just a ton of stuff. But I left and I remember getting back home to Houston and I said, I don't know how I'm going to do it, but.

I'm going to be something. And that was what, six years ago. And you were ready. You were just like, this is it. I'm going to change the trajectory of my life and just use it for good. Higher purpose. Absolutely. And now we're here. Yeah. So you get back, you're single. Yeah. On Tinder. I wasn't on Tinder. I was at a really nice steakhouse bars. Let's just say that. What were you doing? Nothing really nice. You were staking out the, I was staking it out. The selection of meat. Yes. Exactly.

You were looking for that prime grade A cut, right? Yes, absolutely. All the Sergio's, all of them. Yeah, no, I got back and I decided I got a job as...

I was doing my mediumship, but I got a job as the, uh, God, we general manager for a really, really big day spa. And I met a lot of really cool women there that kind of like we're having their own business and we kind of all got together and just had a really good time. And people underestimate having, um, a big camaraderie of women. Yeah. When you have women that you guys can support each other, it's such a good feeling. Well, yeah. Well, you can talk shit together. You guys can build together. Like, it's just like a family. Well,

Well, it is. And it's when you... I guess you say it's hard for people like you and me, right? Because you tend to be... I don't want to say this in a bad way, but you tend to be the alpha, right? Kind of in a way. And so...

it's hard to find women that are also in that. Yeah. I'm surrounded by all alpha women. I know. And so when you find them, you just click and you stay together. And, um, and yeah, so I, I got back, I was doing my mediumship. Um, I was working there. It was wonderful. And then I started dating and I did like 26 people in six months. And, um, it was cool.

great speed dating yeah very well I speed date I mean they didn't have to know about each other right it was the whole thing yes it was always just like looking for love in all the wrong places or you were just like you know what dude I just almost died I just got out of a marriage I am ready to just fucking that new stitched up vagina fucking get to work that that but

Nobody knew I had a baby. Nobody knew. And also all we do, they just stitch it all up. Yeah. So what they do, it's called a seal. I believe it's called a celiac coloplexy. And so what they do is I had these words so smart and like, I was like, it's nothing. I

I have to be very educated on these things, right? Otherwise I die. But I had a hysterectomy, a full hysterectomy. And then that happened. That actually had happened about two or three times. And then all of my abs, because of my connective tissue disorder, they ripped open. And so they had to do all mesh. Anyways, the whole thing. So I was looking good. I essentially had a tummy tuck, right? Myself with everything else. And I was going out and I was trying to find somebody that I loved. And I was like, and I actually...

I actually didn't. I knew what love was for a parent child. I knew what love was for my kid. I knew what love was for a friend. But I didn't think that love for another human being, like a romantic relationship. Healthy. Yeah, healthy was really truly out there. And so I guess I was on a quest to find that. Which is crazy because your parents are still together, right? Oh, yeah. Yeah, well, they were. He's dead now.

But yeah, they were. They were together for 40 years. Wow. For a very, very long time, which is really cool. But I mean, at the same time, they were also an old school relationship. You know, if he, they were 20 years apart. And if he said, Kathy, jump, she would say yes. Right. Right. It wasn't always reciprocated. It was that old 1935 like type of thing. So, yeah.

But I wanted something like more. I wanted like a teammate. And so I started dating all these people. And I mean, everything from doctors, geneticists to lawyers to, you know, the person that was the bar person, right? Like all of these. And one day I just got tired of it.

And I sat down. Lawyers are not easy to date. I've had them as clients and they're the lawyers are the worst clients ever. Yes, they are. Yeah, they are. They think way too much and they don't want to argue about everything. Everything's a rebuttal. Everything all the time. I know I'm right there with you. And I remember sitting back in my apartment and I was like, why am I doing this? I go, I need to sit here and just figure out why.

you know, what am I doing? And so I decided that I would just be me and my cat alone. Crazy cat lady. Yeah, just me and him for the rest of my life. I love the crazy cat ladies. Yep, exactly. Well, I mean, dogs are too much work, especially when you're working all the time, you know? I love my chaw. Oh, I know. Everybody loves him. And so I go through and I start writing down the names of each one of these people. And I started thinking, like, what did I like in them that I was trying to find within myself? Hmm.

And so I wrote down everything that I liked about each one that I couldn't find in myself. Your self-reflection is amazing. Yeah, it was hard. It's it was hardcore. And so I thought, you know, the lawyer, what did I like? Well, I like that he was smart, that he wrote books. I like that he was fun. I like that he didn't have to worry about money. I like that he was confident. But yet he couldn't have a conversation.

Right. And he was kind of boring and he was a little childish. Why did I like the bar guy? Well, I mean, he was great. He was fun. We would dance country music in the living room at three o'clock in the morning. So that was great. But he was also a chronic alcoholic and he had gotten like 70 WIs and he was going to jail all the time. Like that's not. Yeah, it's stupid. So there's all these different things. So I said, you know what? I'm just going to be this for myself.

And and we'll see. So I decided to be a celibate lesbian with my cat for like the next nine months, essentially. Yeah. So I did that. You have a very extreme personality. It's like one or the other. It is. It's one or the other. Well, it's very Scorpio of you. Absolutely. Yeah, absolutely. And so I decided to be a celibate lesbian. And that's when that thing showed up. Well, hold on. Let's not brush over the lesbian part. Oh, no, no, I was. I've never I've never done that. I had a lot of friends that were lesbians, but I've never been a lesbian.

ever ever ever oh what did you say you decided to be a celibate what as a celibate lesbian that just means that i i'm not going to date any men at all okay i was like we're not brushing over the no no no i never i never have no but i did tell him i said if it happens that him and i don't work out i will be that just going yeah no i say that to everyone yeah i could never be a lesbian i love penetration too much but i do say if jay and i don't work out i'm gonna have like 26 year old cabana boys yes

That's it. There's going to run around emotional attachment. Don't care. Just come and bang me and leave that and leave. Exactly. No, it's just going to be me and my dog. So you decided to be a crazy cat lady lesbian. Uh huh. And,

And just by myself. Yeah. How'd that work out? It worked out great. I didn't have any worries. I didn't have, you know, any problems, any issues, but it was boring. Right. And, you know, I was reading and I love that. And I had all these friends and I had all these clients and it was great, but it was, it was boring. And I said, you know what? I really want a partner. And so it just happened to be that my best friend at the time, her name's Julia. She wanted to start dating again. And she says, Amy, you're really good with words.

And I go, yeah. She goes, I need you to make a Tinder profile for me. And I go, okay. She goes, but the thing is, you have to make one for you too. And I go, honey, I go, I don't need to make a Tinder profile. I can just go down the street. Like, I mean, go to pick up somebody, right? It doesn't matter. And she said, no, Amy, do it. And so I made one for her.

wrote out this big thing all these pictures and then on mine I put one picture and I said I like street tacos and champagne that was it and um anyways I ended up getting sick again like a month later I never looked at it I didn't want to have any I got sick again um and I got sick again with

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and all of them. She's like, well, I lived again. Let's get on Tinder. Absolutely. Yes. Yeah. No, no. So I look, cause I was just curious. Cause I told Julia that I just wanted to delete it. Like I was, I'm not going to do it. It's just going to be it. And there was one guy with one picture and he said, Hey, and he said, gee, I like street tacos and long walks on the beach. And that was it. And so I messaged him and, and that's my husband. Yeah.

Yeah. And that's my husband. What's hubby's name? Yeah. Oh, his name is Chris. Hi, Chris. Say hey. Chris is here. Yeah. And they're so cute. Let me tell you guys, whenever I came in, he's like reminding her to do things. Like you guys are like your yin and yang for each other. He's my little Taurus Aries. Yeah. Yeah. And I'm his little Scorpio Libra. And the other thing is that I would not have sex with him on the first date.

because I have a lot of Aries in me. And so I like to go in and like dominate and say ha ha and then like walk away. Yeah. Essentially like I did that. And I told him I go, he comes up and he kissed me on my forehead. And he was like, do you want to come inside? I'm like, no, no, I can't. He goes, why not? I said, because if I have sex with you, I'll never talk to you again. And so we did it. We didn't do it. But for three dates, we went on three dates. And then finally I banged him. You put in the work. Uh huh. You had long game. He did. I did have long game.

He said I came with condoms in my pocket. But I wanted to see if he would hang out with me and do all my weird little things. And so we went out to dinner. And then I took him bowling. I wanted to see if he'd go bowling with me. And then I took him downtown Houston. We had cheesecake at 2 o'clock in the morning. And then I took him home. You were looking for the romance. Yeah, I was in for the romance. And you deserved that. Yeah. Because you had already gone through your hoe phase and stuff. Oh, my god. Even though he showed up with condoms. Absolutely. He still was romancing. I was on the same road ever.

Bunny, can I? I mean, usually men are on Tinder. I'm very conventional.

We know why men are on Tinder. It's not because you guys are looking for love. I know. Can I tell you one of my most terrible things? Yes, please. So it was... And I don't care. I like to be very raw. I tell everybody this on live anyways. It doesn't matter. So there was this one time when... When was it? Oh, yeah. I was going in and I was having this major surgery to put back my stomach together, right? And they were...

essentially what they were going to do is they said that they would have to take out my abs and because of all the stuff they'd have to take out my intestines. Like they talked about how they would do it, right? The whole thing. And I'm sitting there like,

right rearranging your body oh the whole thing and so I lived before every surgery I essentially went YOLO okay you only live once because you didn't know if it was gonna come back like bad shit would happen and so there's this one time before what I think was one of my last surgeries that all of my old high school friends we all went up met up we all went to a country bar and um I did cocaine and wrote a bull nice it was just I would sorry and it was

And it was just like, I'm going out with a bang, baby. Yeah, that was it. That was it. And I was like, oh my god, what are you doing? I've snorted eight balls to the face many times. See? See? Yes. Yes. And so they were like, Amy, I'm like, oh my god, we got to do it. Like, you're only going to live once. And then that was it. I can't with somebody who has had brain surgery. Like, here, here's a line. I could never do that to you. Yes. No, I know. I know. I know. I know. But that was a choice. I love it. That was a choice. It wasn't a whole line. It was just a little bit like in the bathroom on a credit card. Yeah.

I love it. I know. At least you didn't do the pinky nail. I used to just always do the pinky nail. Oh, see, because yeah, I know. I get it. I get it. But yeah, we're, and then that's how I started talking to dead people. So you're married now. Yeah. And three years. Yeah. Let's talk about when you first got on Tik TOK, because as Tik TOK kind of changed the, the whole, your whole like situation, right? Yeah. I didn't want to say life because I mean, you've lived a full fucking life. Yeah. Yeah. There's a lot. You've been through a lot of shit. Um,

Um...

When you first got on TikTok, you were doing cooking videos. Yeah. So because I've known of you for a while. Yeah. So I first I love to cook. I'm a musician. I love playing. I love creating anything creative. Right. Because it's all from the soul. Right. And so I was on there and I didn't see anybody doing cooking videos at that point. So I said, you know what? I'm going to cook my interesting recipes that I do because technically I'm like half Mexican. Right. Because I grew up in Pasadena. All of my boyfriends were from Mexico. Yeah. And I only ate Mexican.

food. And I sang and played in a praise and worship team that only spoke Spanish. All my nieces and nephews are Mexican because my sister lives in Pasadena. Yes. Yeah, that's exactly. So Tengo La Camisa Negra was like my, you know, main theme song. But I didn't see anybody making it. And so I started making food and I started getting a following while I'm still doing my mediumship. And it was probably like a year into it. And I had this essentially like a knowing and it said, you need to go and talk to people about this.

And I was like, right now? Yeah. I mean, that's essentially what it was. I was like, why? You know, there's this thing of like, you need to go talk to people. I was like, no, because what do I do? You come out, you say, hey, I'm going to talk. I talk to dead people. How do you think people react? They either call you stupid. They tell you you're idiotic. They tell you it's wrong. They tell you you're going to go to hell. Or they want something from you. Yes. Or they want something from you. Yeah. One or the other. And so it was more like...

you know, signing something away saying, okay, accept all these, right? And so I made a video in October of 2019 and I said, hey, I also do this and I will share with you everything that I've learned and boom. And then from that point,

I was just cooking medium, cooking medium, cooking medium. And then two years ago, it got to a point where I was doing brand deals. I was doing all of my sessions. I was doing all my meditations. I mean, you name it. I was cooking. I was winning cooking competitions. And with my chronic illness, I was dying, like dying because I'm working seven days a week, you know, 20 hour days, getting four hours of sleep. And I looked at my husband and I thought, I'm just going to say prayed, prayed long and hard. And I said, what should I do?

should I stay with this or should I do with this? And everything just said, go with the mediumship. Yeah. Just drop, not drop cooking. And I did. And, um, I read the spirit of Aaron Carter in January. I mean, and I'm hanging out with instinct now. I, I, I,

So crazy. Yeah. Yeah. So apparently I made the right choice. Yeah. Right. Absolutely. Now you're like always booked out. Yeah. People, you, I've watched you explode over the past like year and a half. It's gotten crazy. And I think it's because, um,

it's raw, right? And it's real. And you're honest with people. Yeah. You know, and I think you're, I think teaching them too is another way of them. Like, cause a lot of people don't want to give away their secrets. So for you to like, want to teach people too, I think that intrigues people because everybody wants to, you know, know how to see spirits. I know. Well, I don't cause I see them all the time. I don't want to, I don't even,

want to deal with it. I'm like one of those people who pushes it away. Yeah. Like I don't want to deal with it. Well, I mean, but this is the whole thing too. If you're pushing it away, it's going to try to hit you harder. So when I went through a really tough time, um, probably I'd say like last year, maybe a year before that I was seeing, like, I've always seen ghosts and shit since I was little. Yeah. Spirits, black energy, a lot of black energy is always around me for some reason. And, um, finally last year I just got to the point where I was so tired of just being scared of it. But I was like,

Come on. Like, I don't care. I was just like, just, you're welcome here anytime. Just leave me alone. And I don't see him anymore. Ever since I just gave into that and was just like, I don't care anymore. I don't care that you're fucking floating over here. I don't care that you're over here. Do you know why? Because you don't have fear. Yeah. Fear is...

the lowest vibration. They do. The lower vibration feeds off of fear. Why do you think people keep pushing fear in the media, fear and everything? Because if they keep you low, you know, you never truly know what you are, right? You're never really living the light.

So if somebody were to do a class with you, like what is like essentially an overview of a session with you to learn how to start reading stuff like that? Okay. So I do my classes, right? So I have my thing right now. It's called introduction to channeling course. And then I have my advanced course. You have to take the introduction one. And essentially I have these people that are coming in and you know, they have been experiencing things. They're seeing the synchronicities. They, they are, um,

understanding that there's more to this, right? They see how it all kind of like goes together collectively. And so you're coming in and you're trying to teach them, um, how to open up their senses because, um,

that's number one, what you have to do. So like one of the things that I would do first off is I don't have my syllabus in front of me right now is I would say, okay, I want you to go and, you know, sit in your bedroom, sit in your bedroom quietly and just feel what it feels like. What do I mean by feel? Like if we sit here quietly, this room has a certain feel about it.

Okay. And I want you to compare it to how does the room at your house feel like you can put your mind there? How does it feel? Well, this room feels different than that room, right? Well, what is that? That's this, that's spirit. That's, that's you feeling the energy around it. Okay. So you do that. Then I want you to go to a busy grocery store. What does that feel like?

I want you to go to cemetery. What does that feel like? I want you to feel the differences. Okay. I want you to go back to your bedroom. I want you to start thinking of your dead grandmother. I want you to call her in and then I want you to feel your room. Right? Well, you will feel that it's different. Okay, because she's there. It'll almost be like there's not an emptiness anymore.

Do spirits always come if you call them? Yes, absolutely. Why? Every time? Yes. And it's always them or is it, could it be another person? No, no, no. I mean, I mean, there's spirits around you all the time, but remember your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, even your words are all energy and we're connected. See the words that I'm using right now. It's the, it's the best way I can describe something that's non-physical. So please just, just go with it. So we're all connected, um, by what I can understand so far is like a web. Okay. When you, when you,

get in a connection with somebody like when I get in connection with him or with you whatever it may be um their thoughts their feelings their emotions or their um ones you can kind of like feel them right so maybe he's um in another room and he has this big want of like wanting a Dr Pepper and then all of a sudden I think oh my god I should go get Dr Pepper's for us right so I bring it back and he goes oh

I had no idea. Yeah, I was just thinking about that. That's the web because you're connected just like the other day, right? I sent you that, you know, you and I had that phone conversation and then all of a sudden I get in my car, I'm going to the mall and there's a car in front of me with a license plate, bunny. Yeah.

how weird, right? That's not weird. That's because it was brought into that. So anyway, so spirits use that line to connect because whether you have a physical body or not, that is still there. That connection is love. And so when you think about them, that essentially like tings that vibration, like hitting a guitar string and they show up. Right. And remember, I want you to think about how the spirit world is. So

It's you here. Okay. The spirit world is all around. Okay. So then they can just interject, interject, interject, interject. And so that's how they work. Yeah. That's how they work. When you read Aaron Carter, for those of you guys who don't follow Amy on TikTok, which you should. Yeah. When you connected with him, can we talk about that? Yeah. Yeah. Of course. Let's talk about that. How did that go? So of course I don't like to know anything about anybody. Right. Right. Like, and the whole thing is,

When you go into a session, obviously I knew who I was going to channel. Right. Right. And so I, his family authorized it, right? Oh yeah. Well, I was reading his sister, his sister and Nick. And so, um, or sister at first. And so I go in there and I start calling him forward. What do I do? I just sit there quietly. I get in the moment and I start saying, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, come here, come here, come here. And you can feel that there's a difference in the room. Um,

Now on that feeling, how they feel, that depends on where they're at in the spirit world. Okay. And what do I mean by that? The spirit world is from the...

best way I can explain a non-physical place to a physical reality is it's almost like a really tall apartment building. Okay. Everybody's in the apartment building, but not everybody's on the same floor. Okay. But everybody knows that everybody lives in this apartment building, but not everybody's talking to everybody. Okay. It's like that one American horror story hotel. Yes, yes, yes. Over there in LA. Absolutely. And so when you call

in you know each floor feels different there's high vibration let's talk about Jesus God Mary all that stuff and then there's very very low which is essentially like where Hitler would go something like that what people consider hell yes hell exactly so is there a purgatory yes absolutely so I go through and I feel him

And the first thing that I feel is somebody, I get visions in my head and it's like somebody walking around smoking a cigarette, um, anxiety. Where would they be? Lower. Yeah. Yeah. Why? Why? So for me, I have found a pattern that when spirits are in the middle vibration, it's because they've either, um, either they're waiting because they got murdered, like something happened and they're trying to like help the family because the middle vibration is where we're at too.

We are in the middle vibration. Okay. Why is that? Well, because we have the choice to do good or we have the choice to do bad. Okay. So we're here in the middle. Um, and so that's also why most of these, we're going to go back to Aaron too, but that's why most of these things, when you talk about ghosts or I felt really sad, or I think my boyfriend that unalived himself is around me, it's because yes, he is because he's in this vibration with you. Um, the, that purgatory area, that middle vibration from when I get visions of it, it's like here, but everything's gray. Like,

Like there's no color. Right. That's the best way I can describe it. And there's anxiety. A lot of people are smoking. Uh, they walk around with bottles of booze. It's a whole thing. It's a very mental thing. And so he shows up and he's there. And I look at Angel and I was like, I said, I think he's in the metal vibration. She goes, well, we don't really know how he died yet. You know, obviously they knew the bathtub. Right. But, um,

I keep going and I keep channeling him. And he talks about drowning. He talks about drowning and he keeps saying, it's my fault. It's my fault. And he shows me drugs. And I said, do we know if he passed of this or this? She goes, well, we're not sure yet. Because the whole autopsy didn't come out yet.

And so I go, it's weird. I said, I think there's something involved with drowning. It's almost like he takes something. He has like the seizure or something. And then he drowns and she goes, oh, okay. And he's talking to her. He's trying to connect with her. She's in a state of grief. Cause it's only one month after a poor brother died. He's trying to come through and help. Cause that's what they do in order to move up to a higher vibration. They help you. They become your guide. That's what they do. Okay. Anyways, we'll get into that in a second. And so,

Flash forward, it was an amazing session. We had a lot of closure. We had a lot of clarity. And flash three months later, she sends me the autopsy report.

He drowned. And it was from huffing this and taking too much Xanax. And he essentially had this seizure. Wow. And I didn't know that was his cause of death. I did know he drowned, but I didn't know that it was that he had a seizure. Well, it goes into because of how, when you do this, it, when you huff the stuff, it causes that reaction in your brain, right? With everything else. Yeah. So it adds that. And so poor bunny. And he,

He felt so bad. He felt so bad for what he did, but he was in a good space. He was okay. He was a very tormented soul. He was. He was a very tormented soul, but he was so sweet. And he shows up in my life a lot. Yeah. And I'll show you that, actually, while we're here, just so you can see. Mm-hmm.

So there are times where Aaron Carter will show up with me in my bathroom. And I will, this is a real thing. You would think he would stay away from bathtubs. Yeah, no, and that may be a reason why he does. But no, he shows up with me in my bathroom. And when I message his sister, she is actively doing something for him. Oh.

when that happens every single time he shows up he plays the I want candy song in my head and I text her I'll like get out of the shower and I'll text her I'll say you know what is up with this so here I have all these different things hang on let me show you real quick does this ever trip you out when shit like this happens or are you used to it now

Yeah. Yeah. He's like, we're used to it now. So this was back on July 17th. I sent her, I was learning about AIDS and the AIDS epidemic. And turns out I ended up channeling two people that day with AIDS. Anyways, very interesting. Everything happens for a reason. I said, I'm learning about the new things with Ehlers-Danlos syndrome and AIDS. I said, I looked, I said, looked up what popped up on YouTube.

It was a video of Aaron Carter. And I said, watch what they say about Leslie, her sister. And they were talking about that. I said, that means something is going on today with you. And she says, Amy, I'm digging up old photos of my family. They specifically requested some of Leslie for an interview that I'm doing. She's sitting at the table. Wow. Yeah.

that's crazy okay that's part of that web that you're talking about that's the web that's the web and I said I was like oh my god oh my god she goes I'm doing a big interview for people magazine okay and then we talk about nervousness of it then right after that I get on my discord I have a I have a big family of discord people that follow me on there we have almost 2,000 people on there and the first thing I open it up and the first thing that says is Amy Boleski has Aaron reached out to you recently no yeah it

It was at that exact same time. He's talking to you. Yeah. It happens at least once a month and I have it all documented. It's all documented. He just feels safe with you probably. He does. Well, and it's interesting. So their birthday is December 7th. My ex-husband is December 7th. Like, so this like December 7th vibe like comes into play somehow too. Mine's November 7th, but that's the web I'm talking about. Okay. And that's how spirits come through.

So real quick question. When people pass and they are, because let's go into that a little bit. Yeah. When people pass and they're in the lower vibration, they can work their way up? Yeah. Yeah. You're not. So, so many people go, oh my God, are they stuck? Are they stuck? No. Right. Nobody's stuck. Nobody's ever stuck. And there's a lot of times when I see people are in this middle vibration, whether they, can we say suicide or we're going to do unalive? No, you can.

I can't. Okay. Whether they passed up suicide or a drug overdose or got murdered. And we can talk about all the different types and then how they feel because there's probably going to be a lot of people that are watching this that, I mean, especially with the fentanyl stuff going around right now. It's crazy. Oh, it's insane. That's a whole nother thing. But when, when they cross over, they can move up and they,

A lot of times if it's like the drug overdose, like fentanyl, and it was the first time they weren't a drug addict or anything like that, they just go up to the light. Like that's it. They go up to a higher vibration. But if they have been doing it and like they took away from their family or themselves, they weren't being the light, they weren't being in the best version of themselves and they kept doing it. And then they passed away, right? They let themselves become that lower emotional state. Then that's where they go. Right. And so when they get over there, what they have to do is they have to help the people that they hurt the most.

So they help their kid. They help their mom. So karma, it's like it is, it is karma and they hang around with, with people and they'll, they'll show them all the signs. I mean, everything, anything that you want, all you have to do is ask them for help. That's all you have to do. You have to allow them into your space and you have to ask them. Wow. For it. That's crazy. But I think that's comforting for some people to know that. Absolutely. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. And then with, with people that, um,

Do you want to get creepy? Yes. Can I tell you a couple creepy stories? Please. People really like me when I talk about hell, too, for some reason. And I don't know why. I think it's because everybody's fucking scared of it. Yeah. Well, it's scary. It's like a morbid curiosity. It is scary. I don't know. Today I was getting ready and I was like, oh, I should talk to this story or tell Bunny about this story. So let me tell you about one of them. So this is about the middle vibration. So there was this one time.

that I was reading this girl, this woman, and she was sitting down. Remember, all of my things are online. So all of my sessions are online. And so she's sitting down. She has her phone right here. And all I can see is that she has tile behind her. That's it. And she's wanting to channel this woman named Jenna. And I begin bringing her forward and channeling Jenna. And it's weird because I begin to feel the coldness of the tile on my back.

And I was like, odd. I said, I think she's in this room with you. And she goes, like, laughs about it a second. And so I keep calling her. I was like, Jenna, what's up? What's up? What's up? And then she shows me this flash of essentially blood everywhere coming from certain locations, like wrists and stuff like that. And then she shows me the same color tile where she's at. And I go, did she pass in this bathroom?

and she was like yeah i said did she you know commit suicide and she goes yeah she did she goes i'm sitting in the spot where i found her wow and i go oh okay and so her spirit is still in that area

And so she's trying to, like, come up to her wife and tell her how much she loves her and tell her how much she misses her. And she's trying to have this connection. And she's going through and she's talking about their Basset hound dog. Like, she's in that house with them. And I tell her all these things and she's like, I see her all the time in here. I see her all the time. I'm like, because they're there. They're helping you until they move up. And so, yeah, that was very, very interesting. How long does it take for somebody to be able to move up? Okay, so time doesn't exist in the afterlife. Mm-hmm.

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Yeah, I know. I know. But it's like, if you, if you don't, and that's, that's the whole thing. We're here. We're learning. We're understanding, you know, what is love, you know, and all that stuff. And so if you kind of like flake out on it, you know, you're still going to have to go learn. Got a second chance. Yeah. So start doing the fucking work now. Shadow work now, bitches. Yes. Yes, absolutely. Absolutely. All the shadow work. Now the whole thing, this is going to get a little creepy. Okay. So I'm sorry. And for people that have had this happen to them, I have been, um,

a person that has been sexually assaulted. So I understand this. And so this is all about sexual assault. So trigger warning. Okay. So I had, I will forever remember this. It was November 7th. It was my birthday two years ago. Me and my husband traveled over to Natchez, Mississippi, and I had to have sessions that day. Okay. And so I'm in this old, I love old creepy homes. And so I go and I rented an old creepy home.

And I'm in there and I'm having sessions and I'm having sessions with this one woman and she wanted to channel two people. And I think the gentleman's name was like Geraldo or something like that. Just it was a G name. I can't remember. It was it was something Italian. And so I go through and I begin channeling him. And whenever I start channeling, I always feel around in the area that we're at right now. And then I go up. I couldn't feel anything. I didn't feel him. And I was like, weird.

And then all of a sudden I smelled booze and I was like, okay, that's a little bit lower. And then I start hearing like, that's what it sounds like in my head. And I'm like, there's a guy here. He's kind of like laughing. I said, he may be an alcoholic. She goes, he was. And then all I hear is heavy, heavy,

Like if somebody has black dress shoes on with really heavy heels, men dress shoes, like walking on a wood floor, click, click, click. And I get a vision of this guy and he has this black slick back hair and he has this white button up t-shirt, not button up shirt that he has like undone.

You can see the sweat on him and he has this, these black long trousers, but he makes my vision go to like his crotch area. And so he's walking around. I mean, so get this, but everything is like black around him. So it's like if there'd be a spotlight on him. And then he shows me this image of him really quickly putting his hand like over a girl, a little girl with her about right here. And he was like, and the bitch liked it.

and she still does. And I look and you could feel that this little girl was my client. How do you say that? So I looked at her, I go, I think your dad is in, I said, this is your dad, right? She goes, yeah. I said, I think your dad is in a really bad spot. She goes, he should be. I said, I have a question for her. I said, did he like sexually assault you? She

She goes, yeah, until I was 18. Oh, my God. Every day, me and my sister until I was 18. And I said, and he smoked cigarettes. She goes, yeah, he smoked and drank all the time. And he goes, yeah, and I never got caught for it. And he starts laughing like, ha, ha, ha, right? And so I asked her, I said, why does he keep laughing about not getting caught for it? She goes, me and my sister about 10 years ago.

We got together. We got enough proof. We were, I think they were like 22 or 23 and we got him in jail. And she goes the day before he was sentenced, he hung himself. Oh my gosh. He never got caught. And he's just still choosing. And he's in there. So he's this narcissistic, um,

ass hat that he didn't want anything to do with me at all but he's in that lower state and so so spirits can choose to just be yeah in hell if they want absolutely yeah well because he likes that he likes the drinking he likes the smoking he likes the dominance he likes that you know sexual but you would think that he would pay type of thing after like well he is paying for it when he's going to pay for it for forever there yeah right and then at some point he will choose to move up

I feel like people like that shouldn't get a chance to choose to move up. I agree with you on that, but that's also where we, where we have to forgive. Right. At the same time. I know, I know that's where we have to forgive, but it's, it's a, it's an interesting journey and heaven is very light. We know about that with Nan. Yeah. And it's very light. Oh, Nan.

Yeah. Yeah. She loves Jay. Yes. Light and airy and fun. And so many people go, oh, my loved one is in heaven or they, you know, they passed up cancer or they had a really good life and they died. Why can't I feel them? Well, because we're here in this middle area and we're not usually making our way up to here to heaven. Right. That's why we only get little glimpses of them ever so often or like something nice, like a butterfly or like a really good song because that's heavenly. Yeah. Right. Because we're down here doing our work right now.

now so before we go I wanted to ask you anything if you know I'm going through this situation with my dad yeah is there any way we can tap into that and kind of just read his energy right now or anything like that a couple of times can you do that with the living too yeah you can yeah you can feel what you want to know yeah I just want to know like what what do we think is

I don't want to say end result, but he seems to think he can fight this. When I first saw him, I gave him a couple of weeks. But since my dad has seen me... When is he going on dialysis? Well, he has cancer, so he's refusing to do chemo.

So he wants to do all natural. So he wants to do like immunotherapy and stuff like that, which I'm flying him to Nashville to start doing all of those alternative treatments on Tuesday. Good, good, good, good, good. He just went into the hospital last night with a blood clot and pneumonia. Yeah. So we're hoping that.

works out but you know i i touched my dad last night and i told them this earlier that i felt his skin and like have you ever felt a dead person's skin i felt my dad's yeah and that's exactly how it feels and i just i touched his legs and he's so tiny and i know like he used to be just this big i know strong man i know how you feel yeah i know i just kind of want to tap into it and just see if like

I don't know what I'm looking for. Maybe. Let, let me tell you, I have, um, sat around actually last night and this morning and I've thought and I felt and, um, all they showed me for a little bit was weird. It was like real, but see, I don't, he's not retaining fluid in his legs though right now. Right. That's amazing that you said that. Is that a thing? Because

he was, his ankles were so swollen. I actually have a picture of his ankles in my phone. They were so swollen and they took him off this medicine and the swelling is going down. Good. Yeah. Good. Yeah. They were showing like this morning and last night I was sitting there. It was like, if you had like a, almost like a club foot type of thing. Yeah. That's exactly what it was. Yeah. With that. And that's why I was like, when is he going on dialysis? Because I know that goes along with kidneys and stuff like that. Um, it,

It doesn't feel like a positive thing. Right. Let's just say that too. Let's just say that. And you know, because you're connected to your dad, but I also, there's sometimes when spirits, they don't want to say three weeks. Right. Right. They don't want to say four weeks because that means we'll lose hope and we'll start living in the negative. But for me, as I'm going into this, I mean, there's an ending coming up pretty quick. And when I mean quick, I mean, it's like, I would even say,

nine months but we'll see you know we'll see or it's going to be just this really big battle because it feels like this it feels like this lull yeah right like that yeah he's like decided that he wants to fight now i'm like you could have told me this a year ago i know and i want him to fight and when he does now remember too everything everything can be um different it can change it depends on what path we want right and then we can kind of like bring stuff into alignment

That's kind of where I'm at. I'm like, you know, I'll be sad about it whenever it happens. But right now, even if it's to the point of delusion, I'm just going to let him do whatever he needs to do and what I can do to just try to make him better. Well, and that's what you do. And there also needs to be a point where you need to really think about like the comfort of also end-of-life care, right? Like getting into that. Because I also find so many people, including my dad, that even when...

like there was not a chance in hell, right? He still wanted to fight. And yes, that's good. That's good. That's good. But there was no comfort in it. There was no, it was always still, no, it was always still in this fear base, you know, of I want to live. I want to live. I want to live. And so essentially ended up going out with that and that I want to live. And I don't know, the more I see it and I look at it and experience it with,

Spirits in my own family I don't know there's at some point where I would just say You know I just want to lay down and watch TV For you know like two weeks and not really give a shit At the same time But it just doesn't Hold on I'm feeling Go spend Christmas with him He's gonna be with me In Nashville So yeah spend Christmas with him Yeah Well at least we'll make it to Christmas It doesn't they just showed me A stocking

So that's why I'm thinking Christmas will be, I literally lost my mom last year. And so I'm like, can we just get past my mom's death date? I know. So when you say in Christmas, I'm like, okay, cool. I can do that. I know. I keep having this fear that he's going to die in November too. And I'm going to lose both my parents in fucking November for some reason. And it's so crazy because I told my husband all year last year and today, or this year, I was like, I'm going to lose my dad.

Cause she knew. Yeah. I was like, something's going to happen to my dad. Like, I feel like this is, he's going to die next year. And then this year, I mean, I have text messages where I'm like, I'm worried because I just feel like my dad's going to die. Do you know why you're doing that? Because you're mourning that person who you will become when you lose your father. You, we, all of these things, everything is happening now. We're just,

pulling that frame into focus and so you know that that frame is going to happen and you're feeling it because you're more sensitive to it and so you're mourning getting to that frame yeah that's it we had a rocky relationship but he stole my pops you know so who cares let it go yeah I have then I have

As soon as I found out he was sick, I flew right to him. Yeah. And that's what you need to do. And so many people don't get that chance. So many people don't do it or they go, oh my God, I'm just so pissed at him. I hope he comes back and tells me sorry before he's dead. Shut up. I didn't care about that. Yeah. Stop it. Yeah. Go and see your parents, dude. Especially if it's that end of life. Yes, exactly. Amy, I'm so happy you came on the podcast. I love you. I'm happy. Me too. Thank you for having me. Dude, I want you to come back.

Thank you. I know. I'll come back with you. We can channel. Yeah, we'll channel. We'll do reading, stuff like that. I really just wanted people to get to know your story. Yeah. Well, thank you. Yeah. It's crazy. There's so much more. Like there's so, that's why I'm writing a book. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's a whole thing. And like, talk about spirits, talk about spookies, talk about, I mean, dog spirits. I mean, you name it, channel feel. I love it. And then we could even, I could teach you how to meditate and zone out. Do you want to feel your aura? Yeah, I would love to. Okay. Real quick. Okay. You ready? Okay. Everybody can probably do this if you want to.

All right, let's all do it. Everybody do it. Mimi, you're doing it too. All right, here we go. Come on. All right, so this is what I want you to do. So I want you to get your hands, and I want you to kind of just put them in front of you. All right? And I want you to put them about...

a half an inch apart. Okay. I'm not good with inches unless it's a penis in front of me. That's about six and a half, you know? So no. So put them about a, about a half an inch apart from one another. Okay. And then what I want y'all to do is I want you to focus. And what do I mean? Put your attention and focus it in between those fingers. Okay. So focus your attention in between your hands and your fingers and then move your eyes from the fingertips to

down to the base of your palm slowly and focus it all there just keep doing it back and forth bring all of your attention there this is where being in the present right in that moment is key all right now what I want you to do

is after we're doing that there's a lot of stuff going on in the background but what i want you to do is six mafia right yeah this is it right yeah it's usually better when i'm used to working in silence right but um what i want you to do is i want you to take your hands and i want you to slowly push them forward like in on one another without touching them get as close as you can and then pull it back you can kind of see colors yeah you can kind of see colors you can see that also i want you to kind of bring it in and out almost like bounce it a little bit

And you can feel the warmth, the warmth and almost something like a magnet, like the, you know, like when you're putting two magnets that don't like each other. Yep. So, and you can make that if you focus on it and

It almost feels like a moist sponge. I hate that word. We love moist. Right? Moist. And so that is your energetic field. I love it. It's pretty strong. Yeah, that's your aura. And you can get it to about two and a half, three inches.

You know, it's not that big, but, but, um, that is all around you. And so when you go up and you give somebody a hug and you say, Oh my God, I can feel your energy. You can. So I hate hugging people. Yeah, absolutely. Yes. Oh. And then the, the literally, I know. And truly the last, I mean, people, I like, you know, people, I don't know everybody. Right. Like I love to hug people. I am. Are you being, I know. Are you being Howie Mandel? Literally. Okay. It's okay. I mean, I love Howie Mandel. I'm on my way. I would love to fuck up all the time if I could.

Literally. I talk about my OCD online all the time. I know. I know. I've heard it before. I like it. No, this is the other thing. I want you to think of this real quick. Okay. So remember, everything is energy, right? Everything is frequency. I want you to think about everything in this space, including your body, right? So what is your body? It is, you take it down to a cellular level and all it is, is protons, neutrons, electrons, and quibs, right? Which is light, which is energy, which is

bouncing around. And then when you get into this space, you have all these other radio waves, right? You are a wave. Everything. Yeah. No, that's why I, I always go to my bus because this is so much energy all the time. So I always have to go there and kind of like decompress and shake it off a little bit. That's exactly what it is. So there you go. Yeah. Amy, tell everybody where they can find you. Shout out all your socials. Oh my

Only fans. So I, well, I wanted to, you know, they tried to get me on only fans a lot and my husband would not let me be on only fans. And you guys needed to get on there. I know. Slap some scans. Spirit. Exactly. Spirits and sexies. Um, but no, no only fans yet, but no, it is, um, it's Tik TOK, uh, and it's double S key, uh, T H E B A L E S K Y. It's not Bailey's sky.

No, Bailey's guy. I thought it was Bailey. Oh, you're okay. No, nobody thinks it's a Russian Jew name. And so the Bolesky, I'll tell you why it's that. And then, um, on everything else, it's the Bolesky. You can even Google me. I am the only Bolesky in the United States. B-A-L-E-S-K-Y. And then my website is the Bolesky experience. And you can watch a lot of my sessions, um,

I am now the most reviewed and highest rated medium in the United States. Let's go, baby. Which is kind of cool. I'm so proud of you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You really fucking just took fucking your life and just did the damn thing. Absolutely. Oh, and the last thing. So why is my name the Boleski? So my dad had seven daughters. I was the youngest one and he never had a boy. And so the Boleski name died.

whenever obviously he died, right? And they came over from Russia. They were slaughtered during World War II because they were Jewish, you know, and stuff like that. And they fought and they built up their life here. They became fur traders. They became very, you know, very wealthy after doing that. And then dad was in the Air Force. And so whenever he passed away, I said, you know what? I want to make the living.

name live on and so I trademarked it even the United States and so that's what it does live on it does look like he's proud of you he is does your dad visit you oh yeah oh my god more than often he visits him really yeah it's a whole thing so tell him tell her are you in tune oh come on come on he's like this is your thing honey I don't go and fling it out there I'm just present in my own unique

yeah i could imagine all we need to be reaching out yeah no we he feels like give me a break uh-huh president in my life and who's in the room and with her and the stories that she brings into it yeah but other than that i don't reach out looking for any extra because i got another

Yeah. He essentially is my person. I know. Thank you. He's, he's essentially the person that makes me not feel crazy because I'll go up to him and I'll, I'll get these things and I go, babe, watch what happens. This just happened today. Watch. I'm going to have this later on. Right. And he goes, okay. And then it does. And so I can go back and go, Oh my God, you did say that. Right. Like he's, he's that person for me. I love that. You guys are cute too. Thank you. I like him. We need more content with him. I know. I know. I want to, he won't come in. Do it. You're fucking hilarious. He is. Yeah.

I know. I know. He shows up every so often. He shows up when it counts. Exactly. I love it. Yay. That's what we're talking about. I love you. Thank you so much. I love you. And you got to promise me to come back next year. I will. We'll just make you our resident. Yeah, we'll do it. We'll do it. We'll feel around. We'll do it for everybody. Do you have anybody like that lost? Okay. Only reason I'm saying this, like Greg. Greg. Like around me? Greg. No, just somebody. I don't know. It's weird. Is there a Greg in the room?

No. Okay, the only reason I said that is because there was a name of Greg that popped up on my spirit box and then over here I drove by a building that said Greg on it and then I saw a street that said Greg and there's another thing. So there's something to do with Greg. Greg? I got fucking goosebumps. Greg. Hello, Greg. Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Hello, Greg. Greg.

Dude, I got goosebumps. Oh, that's why I was feeling that for you. The brother. Yeah. Oh, my God. That's what I was feeling. Oh, I was going to tell you a man was around you earlier. And I was like, she's going to think I'm weird.

weird. I don't know if she knows what I do yet. That's so amazing. Does he want to talk to her? He just showed up to say hi. Oh my God. Oh, there's so much stuff going on in the background. Hang on. Give me a second. So yeah, I saw that name over and over and over again, came in on my spirit box. And then I just thought three times on the way here. And I was like, there's a fucking Greg with me.

Like, who is this? That's amazing. At least it wasn't my mom. My mom fucking wanted me to fucking take her on tour with us. Yes. Last time she fucking came through. Yes. But do you see... I just showed you how it works. Yeah. The connections. And it's logical. Yeah. It's fucking logical. Literally, we were just talking about that on the bus. And you were talking about it. I'm coming to see you. You're connected to me. I'm the...

the point of least resistance because I do this and he's coming over to say hi to you and who knows that you were going to be my person here right and hold on fucking Greg okay wait wait wait wait wait I don't have my notepad on me that's kind of like my how you draw on your channel yeah hold on

See, and that being loud, normally I have my noise-canceling headphones in. No, you're good. It's 3-6 Mafia, too, so it's like a seance right now. Well, I mean, it's the perfect place for us to be then. Yeah, literally. Hold on. Essentially, it's just how proud he is to be your uncle, proud he is to do that, proud of what you're doing. I think he's going to accompany you on your trips and stuff that are coming up, too, so that's okay. What? What?

I don't think he's as big of a cat person as your dad though. Right? Yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah. Uh-huh. He goes like this. I said, so what I said, she told me a story about, um, the dad and like the cats said, do you have that soft heart too? He's like, no, not nearly as much. I was like, oh, okay, cool. Um, see all that happens in like a half of a second. And what? Hold on. Hold on. Why am I closing my ears? Cause I'm trying to think. Hold on. Interesting. Why is Christmas coming up so much odd? I guess cause it's coming up. I need you to go back and like be with him.

Like, are you going to... Can you do that? Yeah, what's up with that? My dad? Yeah. For, like, Christmas this year. I know it's hard or something, but, like, it needs to happen. He's on a kidney transplant list. Shit. You're the freaking kidney one. That's you. Ding dong. Yeah, the dialysis that you picked up on. That's you. Oh. That's crazy. Okay. I need you to go and be with him. And he's talking about being there because he wants to be by his side and make sure that he's okay. I don't... I mean...

Sweet Greg. I know. When, I mean, but they don't have like a person for the thing yet. Like they haven't heard any word for the list of the kidney thing yet. Okay. Sometimes they go, oh my God, we haven't. It's going to be six months though. Or like, you know, that they're talking about. It's weird. It may come into play, but like the risk of infection is like that supersedes like everything. Um,

he's going to be there for him. I asked him, I said, is he going to cross over as like something like that? And he essentially told me like, shut the fuck up. So obviously we don't want to go. I mean, I don't know. We don't want to go there yet, but yeah, just tell your dad he's around him. Got it. It's a big thing. Yeah. Okay. There you go. Yep. Mini reading randomly. Yay. Greg, we love Greg. Isn't that random? That's wild y'all. I love that. That's really cool. We love that. I love spirits. They're so fun. And it's like today. I don't know.

No, you're fine. Listen, my dad, my dad's got fucking two feet. I don't even know how he's still here. Two feet in the grave. I don't know how he's still here. Exactly. Mine started dead. They're just going to party together and we all hang out. They're going to be having a party. Literally. Can I cheers to all our dads? Yep. Cheers to dads. Wait, can I tell you one more thing? Yeah. So whenever you go and you cross over, like I'm not saying it's happening. I can't say it's happening, but what ends up happening is remember that when you're born,

you come into this body and you have all these family coming around you to like help you as a baby come in. Like, I remember you're this large soul in this tiny little, you know, nugget of meat, right? So you're not actually a baby or this expansive universal thing. But anyways, whenever you go and you cross over, you have these spirits waiting for you to love you and take you home as well. So you're never alone on either side. That's...

It's very heartwarming. Yeah. You labor in and you labor out and each side is met with love. There you go. We love that. And on that note, before she starts reading any more shit. I know. I know. No more Gregs. We are out of here. I love you guys. Love you, Amy. Thank you so much. I love you too. Thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of Dumb Blonde. We will see you guys next week. Bye. When it comes to family vacations, there are a million different trips you can take. You can get your own...

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