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Bunnie & Meme: Crumbs and Condoms

Publish Date: 2023/9/27
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Is this thing on? Bonnie, who used to be a former sex worker, now hosts the podcast Dumb Blonde. Most little girls grow up wanting to be doctors and lawyers and shit. And I was like, I want to be super hot, make a lot of fucking money and be a rock star's wife. That was my goal as a child. And here we are. Hello, babies. Welcome back to another episode of Dumb Blonde. We are in Vegas. We are on tour. We are...

Doing a fill-in episode because our fucking guest today flaked. Oh, man. We had this planned. For a while now. For, you know, I mean, like, really set in stone for the past week and a half, two weeks. Yeah. And, but we've been talking to this person for months. Yes. About this. And, um, today's the day of. I texted her yesterday and...

Didn't get a reply, but I was just like, that's how she is, you know, and I'm not going to be up her ass. I'm never going to be up anybody's ass to be on my podcast. If you want to come, come. If not, no pressure, you know? So I was just like very sure that she was going to show up because I was like, she's got to be way more professional than this. And, um,

Still hadn't heard from her. Woke up, got started getting ready, sitting in hair and makeup. And then an hour before she's supposed to be here, she lets me know that she hasn't even gotten into town and pretty much didn't give me.

Enough time to even book another guest. Yeah. I mean, I would have loved to ready right away. Right. And I mean, I would have loved if she would have just texted me yesterday. I'm like, hey, I'm not going to make it because that could have given me 24 hours to get somebody. We could have definitely found someone. Yeah. And so, you know, it is what it is. But I'm never going to just change my fucking schedule around for somebody else ever again. No. Like we I don't think.

Anyone realizes like the extent of what had to happen for us to get here to like, let's talk about it real quick. Okay. So not only did we have to leave Vegas the night of one of my husband's really big show here, drive six,

eight hours to Salt Lake because on a bus it's plus two hours plus you're going uphill. So for some reason we were on the bus for like almost nine. It was crazy. Pulled in that morning at like 10 a.m. Got up. I was still feeling like shit because I've been fucking battling sick a week. No, I've been sick two weeks. Really? It's been two weeks. You got to think all the way back to Texas before then I was sick. Yeah. Wow. Um,

So yeah, battling sickness, woke up, trying to feel better, got ready, did my meet and greet, did not stay for my husband's show just so that we could turn right back around. Jump in a car. Jump in the fucking Bronco, sexy taxi, and fucking drive six hours back to Vegas so that we could make it here to have a day to rest and then get ready for the podcast. Yep. And mind you, it's not just me.

That I have to worry about. I literally have Mimi and Haley in tow always. And security. And security. It's a whole bunch of us. Yeah. Like, I had to move my whole team. And I just feel... I'm not mad. But I'm just to the point where I'm just like, this is just...

Not fair. Yeah, it sucks. I think it's one of those like you can't do anything about a situation. Yeah. Sort of like, fuck, man. So we're going to try to make the best of it. Yeah. But in the midst of all this chaos, Jeffree Star is meeting us in Montana tomorrow. And by the time this comes out, you guys already know that so we can talk about it. But yeah.

We are so fucking excited. He's excited. We're excited. Everyone's excited. All of this was Jeffrey's idea. Yeah, we were just like, we'd love to link for a podcast. And he's like, no, bitch. He's like, no, no, no. We're not just going to link for a podcast. I'm going to fly to a show in the next state over. Come hang out with you. Hop on your tour bus. What?

Wake up. He wants to get out of bunk guys. Do you guys have room for me? Yeah. We're like, uh, even if we didn't, you could sleep with me, Jeffrey. Okay. Come on, Jeff. Um, but yeah, so Jeffrey's coming. We're really excited. Super stoked about this podcast. He is just a gentle soul. Yeah. Like,

I feel like he gets portrayed. Not anymore, because I think people are finally getting to see the... I don't want to say healed, because I don't know about his journey yet, but the grown Jeffrey. Oh, I like grown. The grown Jeffrey, because back in the day, he used to get such heat for how he was. And I really think that he's just a gentle soul, dude. Yeah.

I don't get any bad vibes from him. He's very true is what I would have to say. He even did that with like the beauty industry when it was like reviewing makeup. He didn't give a fuck what anyone thought. Yeah. Or who the makeup brand was. He has to be a Capricorn moon. We're going to do his birth chart. Ooh. I can totally see Capricorn traits in him. Yeah. I think so. Yeah. Yeah.

But yeah, so we are about to hop on a private jet tonight. First time. It's going to be Haley and Mimi's first time. I'm terrified too because it's an air coffin. It's like a tuna can. Oh God. You guys are not even going to do getting through the door. I'm going to like squeeze through the door. It's not even a door. It's a hutch. I don't even know why people think private jets are so cool. They're really not.

Unless you've got the ginormous private jets. Right. We're not that rich. This is a loner anyways. So... Thank you, El Bandito. Shout out El Bandito tequila. I'm sober, but they loan...

My husband is not. And they loan us their private jet whenever for the tour because they're sponsoring us. So shout out to them. Shout out. We love you guys. But there was no way that we could have done Trisha's podcast. No. And gotten to fucking Montana by the time Jeffrey's getting there. There's no flights. So my husband had to line up a private jet for his wife to get back. You know, so there's just so many. There's so many moving parts. Mm hmm.

And the more I think about it, the more annoyed I get. But it all works out in the end. And hopefully she will come on the podcast and hopefully I'll get to, you know, do some stuff with her. But I get it. It is what it is. Shit happens. Yeah. It's unfortunate, but we're making the best of our day. So we had a really good idea. And I want you guys to maybe put in your two cents for this. But for the month of October, I was thinking about not having any guests. Yeah.

and doing four murder mystery podcasts that would be i'm so excited i have chills i don't even know how to do a murder mystery podcast but i'm gonna fucking figure it out man we should oh my gosh i need to listen to morbid we should all choose our favorite murder and cover it and then what do we do we just talk about it yeah

Okay. We just lay out how it happened, what happened, what was the conclusion. We go through the entire thing. I don't know if I have a favorite murder. You don't have a favorite murder that you've kind of like followed along?

Like the OJ one? You don't have like fucking... I do. I did follow the OJ one. The Madoc? What did we watch the other day? Murdoch? I don't know. I just always get so... I don't know. People scare me. Like I can't believe people are really that sick, you know? What was that documentary we watched and he was a clown? Oh, John Wayne Gacy. Yeah, that was crazy. No, for sure.

Well, I'll just do our research and we all get to choose one. Yeah. Or if there's a murder you guys want us to cover, put it in the comments because that's what we're going to do for the month of October. So no guests. Yep. You get just me, Mimi and Haley. If we can get Haley on. Should we talk? Let's talk about this since she's not here. Oh, we're talking about it. So last night we decided to take edibles and get in the jacuzzi. No, not we. They. Me. Me.

decide we're going to take edibles and get in. So we take the edibles. These are the same edibles we took at the movie theater the other day. And I took one and a half and she took a half. So we're in the hot tub and I don't know where the switch flipped at some point, but we're on live. Well, first of all, you're on edibles in a hot tub. I mean, yeah, I feel like the heat wasn't helping. That would give me a panic attack. Yeah, well, her panic attack. Crab boil. Can't do it.

Little pussies hot. Not the hot pussy. No, the grab boil. So she, I guess, panic set in. And I've done that before, though. I've been high. And then if I start having a panic attack, it's really hard to come out of a panic attack. You know what I mean? Like, I feel that completely. I've been too high many times in my life. Same. She just convinced herself. She just convinced herself that she was having a bad trip and that

She said she felt like she was on acid and her body was vibrating. Yeah. And it was like, which I believe her because when I used to have really severe anxiety, my body would vibrate. Remember? Mm-hmm.

So I think when you get to a certain point of your nerves just being shot, your body does vibrate. Well, I was like offering all help possible. She, I was like, I could hear me wrestling around upstairs and I was like, what are you guys doing? She's like, I have to sleep with Haley. Haley's having a panic attack. And I'm like, Oh, this is my time to shine. And she's like, she's going to be fine. I said, not for eight hours.

And as you're texting me, she's like, show me what she's saying. She kept like looking me in the eyes and was like, we are dead. And I was like,

Okay, so I'm also trying to fight my high and like stay high and good and happy. And she was not making that very easy. And she was like, look at me right now and tell me we're not being resuscitated. Oh my God. And then she kept going, look me in the eyes. Are you not looking me in the eyes? I was like, girl, I'm looking you dead in the eyes right now. I was like, you want this banana? But I went, I got her banana. I got her food. I got her a cookie. I got her Gatorade, water. I offered Benadryl. I offered everything. But when she was high, she was like...

this is what was the most frustrating i was offering the help but she absolutely refused to take it and i'm like well you know when you're so high you're better she said she felt like her throat was closing that's what i said benadryl let's give you a little benadryl it would also server you up a little bit let's do something to help the situation and she was like one of those people was like no help whatsoever but i want you to help me but you're not helping me but i won't accept your help and i was like

Yeah. No, when I listen, that's why I don't, I can't do drugs. Literally. That is why I don't do drugs because I have zero control over my fucking emotions or how I feel. And the minute I get one bad negative thought in my head, game over. Okay.

Like literally, I am fucked. That was my whole night right there. I am up Schitt's Creek without a fucking paddle, bro. Yeah. It was just constantly. She was like, my mind's like moving away from my body and it just keeps coming back. And I'm like, yeah, this sounds like a good time to me. I don't know why you're freaking out. And then I turn on couples retreat. You're like Jay and Haley's like me. Yeah. That's our whole relationship. So true. Literally. I turned on couples retreat and she was like, this is demonic. You have to turn it off. I was like, it's couples retreat. Yeah.

With Jennifer Aniston? Oh my God. Demonic. I was like, it's not. You're like, not really, no. No, no. That is so funny. But that's how you know that she was in a state of panic because that's how I get when I'm having really bad anxiety. I literally feel like everything's demonic. Never doing drugs with Haley ever again. Yeah, please don't. She almost cried today when I fucking...

Haley, we love you, but I love you so much. She's literally upstairs sleeping right now. Yeah. She's about to get locked in a private jet for an hour and a half. If she has anxiety on this jet, Mimi, I'm done. I can't be in that same vicinity, bro. I'm bringing an ice pack. I'm bringing Benadryl. I'm bringing blood pressure cuff. We're just going to knock her out. Yeah. Like, take the fucking Benadryl and just don't talk to me until fucking we land, please. Yeah.

Cause I'm already fucking scared as shit of these things. I'd rather fly commercial than a private jet any day. Yeah, no, absolutely. Yeah, for sure.

You're going to answer some questions now? Yeah. Let's do this. Let's do it. A lot of them asked me questions too, which I thought was super sweet. So I'm Patreon. If you're a Patreon member, you get to ask exclusive questions that we will answer directly. So since our podcast guest canceled, we went to Patreon and you guys did not disappoint. So we're going to answer all the questions. Yeah, we're going to answer as many questions as we can for sure. How come you weren't able to make it to the Utah show?

Well, we just told you. Yep. By the way, we're in our West Coast studio. If you can't tell, I love being here. It's like so comfy. The West Coast studio is way more comfortable than the Nashville studio. I feel like the Nashville studio is like, I feel like this is a mullet. So it's like party in the front business. What is it? Business in the front party in the back. Yeah. So Nashville is party and business in the front and West

The West Coast is party in the back. Yeah. No, I love the studio. I'm literally barefoot right now. I would never do that in Nashville. No, you wouldn't ever. Okay. We're going to start out with your vitamin journey because I was like the number one asked question. We just released a new podcast with Danny and everyone. You guys loved that podcast. It was crazy. Yeah.

Everyone loved the interview with Danny. So we're going to circle back with that. And everyone wanted to know about your vitamin overdose. Yeah, but how I overdosed on vitamins. Yeah, we went through that together. That was a day. Yeah, it was crazy. Well, it was more than a day. So...

God, I don't even let me let me gather my thoughts here on this whole spiritual journey that I've been on. I started it in 2017 when I got off pills and then 2018 when I got off alcohol and my brain just was not right. Like when you get sober after doing drugs for fucking 20 years, you're

your Xanax, especially going cold Turkey. Like I was going to say the cold Turkey, you didn't just wean off. No, you didn't like ease into, no, you literally were just like done. Oh yeah. I was done. So everything hit you at once. So everything hit me at once. And then also I went through that miscarriage with Jay that I talked about on Tik TOK, um, in 2020. And, um,

Anyways, starting in 2018, I knew that I felt off. So I had started venturing into vitamins anyways. I was trying to do like St. John's wort. I was trying to do like a bunch of other... I didn't do Sammy until about 2021. That helped for a little while. And it still does. It's always a great 911 situation, you know? But I had tried everything. I'm talking like B12, fucking...

fish oils, uh, L-theanine and fucking just went through the whole list of things. And, um,

After 2020, when I fell into my suicidal ideation is when I was like, okay, I need to get with somebody who can help me and like start testing my body and like test my blood because I could tell like I would take St. John's wort and my eyes would be so sensitive to the sun and like I would get headaches and just vitamins hit me so differently than other people. So I would take like there's water.

I think it's L-theanine that I took one night. I took a whole one and I couldn't even lift my arm off the couch. I felt like I was on like drugs. Like it was so bad, but my husband could take it and fucking be fine. Yeah. You know? And I was just like, something's not right. So I started visiting a holistic practitioner, not Danny in Franklin, Tennessee, I think around 2021. And excuse me. And they started doing like,

muscle testing on me. They didn't do any blood testing. So that was the first flag there because muscle testing is good. And for those of you who don't know what muscle testing is, you can literally take anything in the world, a product of any sort,

and ask your body, you know, like this is water. So you can just hold it to your chest like this. And there's different ways of muscle testing, but this is how I do it. And you can hold it to your chest and you can say, you know, does my body need this? And your body, you have to stand up when you do it and you close your eyes. You say, does my body need this? And your body will lean forward if it does, and it will fall back if it doesn't. And it does work a lot of the time because you can fill the gravitational pull. It's crazy.

but they also go through and they do like muscle testing with like how your hand reacts to certain things. So pushing on it and seeing the tension. Yeah. You ended up going to them, didn't you? Yeah. Okay. So, you know, I thought this was the greatest thing. I was like, okay, cool. Maybe I don't need to do the blood testing. Maybe I can just go straight into this and my muscle testing will do it. So they had put me on this regimen because they said that I had like, I needed to detox my body.

which you do have to detox your body a lot of the times, especially for gut health. So I started taking these detox vitamins and I'm telling you, I felt fucking amazing. I felt so good. And, um,

you know, after the three months was up of the detoxing, she's like, okay, we're going to go ahead and switch you and I'm going to put you on different supplements. And I'm like, okay. So, and these, all these supplements that I was taking, by the way, are food based supplements. So it wasn't like synthetic vitamins or anything like that. It was food based. So I didn't think that I could get hurt, you know, by any of these at all. And when she tried to get me to get wean off of the, um, detox vitamins, um,

my body went into withdrawals and I got super depressed and like my body was just, and I was just finally feeling good again. So I was like, bitch, I'm not getting off of these detox vitamins. I want to keep taking them. And she was like, okay, well they're just food so they can't hurt you. You know?

And so fast forward, I'm taking the detox vitamins for about a year. And, you know, they have like all the vitamins in it and stuff like that. And then I start going to Danny and Danny does my testing. So we start doing the blood tests and all that stuff. And, you know, Danny's like, you need to change your diet, blah, blah, blah. And at this time I was just like, I'm not changing my fucking diet. I can do this without having to change my diet. Not that I ate bad anyways, but I did eat a lot of things I shouldn't have. And, um,

She had added on some supplements to the ones that I was already taking because, you know, she was like, you need to get off of these. And I was just like, I can't, I physically cannot. My body goes through withdrawals, not realizing that if had I have just stopped taking them within a week, my body would have regulated. Yeah. But because I had such bad suicidal ideation, the fear was,

of feeling that for a week is what had me in a chokehold. And I was just like, I cannot go through that. Not right now. I'm too weak. Like I wasn't strong enough. Yeah. I was going to say strong enough to be able to make that choice. Dude, there was a time where I was so suicidal that I thought that, um, I wouldn't even make it to the next month. You know, I couldn't have guns in the house. Like it was bad. Like I would cry just because I felt so low, you know, like it was just the worst feeling in the world. Um,

So Danny's like, all right, I'm not going to fucking strong arm you if you're not going to stop taking them. That's fine. But you do need to lift your D and your B12 levels. And I'm like, OK, cool. I can do that. So me being the fucking hedgehog that I am was like, you know, I took a B12. I took a half of B12 and I was like, OK, I feel great. I took, you know, a vitamin D and I did that.

Until my body couldn't feel it anymore. So when my body, when I would start feeling a little off or not as good as I felt before, I would take more. So I ended up taking like I would wake up. It's like a handful. And take like, I don't, I mean, there's a fucking TikTok. If you look on my TikTok page where I do a day in the life of a gold digger and you can see every fucking vitamin that I take. I mean, it had to have been like 20. Yeah. 20 a morning. Yeah. That I would take. I was taking like five of them. You were buying them in like the ginormous like containers too. Yeah. It was bad.

It was really bad. And so one day I was, I just wasn't feeling good and I just started not feeling good at all. And I felt like I was getting tattooed by Ash. She had flown out to finish tattooing my, my thigh. And I kept like, it was like restless arm syndrome and I was like shaking and I had to make her stop because I just felt like, so like, Oh, you know, it was like, you want to jump out of your skin and your muscles don't feel good and all that.

That's a fucking warning sign that you're overdosing on vitamins. But do I pay attention? No. I'm just like, oh, let me take more. Maybe I'm just not feeling good. Yeah. Maybe I'm just not feeling great. So I wake up the next day and I had talked to one of my therapists at the time and they have this super vitamin that's called...

Oh my God, I cannot think of the name right now, but I can see the picture of it. It's like Declan. Is that what it's called? That's like the name for it, but it's a vitamin B is what it is, but it's like prescription strength, the vitamin B. Lord. So I wake up the next day and I'm like, okay, I'm going to try this because I tried it before and I thought it was great, but it's methylated and like, it's, it's good for you. So I'm like, I wasn't feeling great, but I was just like, whatever, took all my vitamins and then popped that half of,

of that B that B vitamin. And I started not feeling good, but I was like, Hey B, you want to go tan? Cause I was like, if I don't feel good, let me just go tan. Maybe it'll lift me up, whatever. We are halfway in the car. It's me, Chachi and Bailey. And I'm like, Bailey, something's wrong. And you know, Bailey's poor sweet Bailey is just like, she tries to hold it together. You know, she's like, you're okay, mom, let's just get to the tanning place, you know?

And we get to the tanning place and I'm telling you, I feel like my soul is being sucked out of me. I can, I keep getting like tunnel vision. My heart is fucking racing through the roof. Fucking. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I feel like I'm going to, I want to lay down on the ground and fucking just die. Like it was so bad, but I was like, you know what? I might get my kids here. Like I cannot fucking do that. My dog's in the back. So I go inside, I tan almost fucking die in the tanning booth. But yeah,

come back out and Bailey's still in there and I text Jay I was like I have to go to the hospital I'm about to call 9-1-1 and he's like where's the kid are you okay where are you and I think he was like across town or out of town I can't remember but I was like Chachi's here the kid's here I don't know what to do he's like baby if you're really feeling that sick call 9-1-1 so I call 9-1-1 and

ambulance pulls up. They're like, you're in tachycardia. Your heart, your heart rate is so high. Like we've got to take you in right now. I'm like, my kids here, my dog's here. And Bailey's like, it's fine. I'm going to call the neighbor, have the neighbor come get me, whatever. I literally had to leave Bailey and Chachi in the middle of this fucking parking lot. I felt so bad. They would not let her come with me. And, um, I'm in the back of the fucking ambulance. They can't get a needle in me because my veins are so restricted just from, uh, being overdosing. Um,

And they're like, you know, are you, did you, they kept asking me if I took like an EpiPen because my adrenaline was so high and they could not get my heart rate down at all. They were pumping fluids in me, could not get my heart rate down. Finally, I asked for some Benadryl. I was like, can I have Benadryl? They're like, we can't give you anything while you're in the ambulance. But when you get there, yes. Because I had, I had not knowing I had been overdosing on vitamins for a couple of weeks. And anytime I had this feeling, I would take a little bit of Benadryl and it would calm me down.

We get to the fucking hospital. The hospital fucking gives me Ativan, which let me tell you, I was flying high. You said that shit was good. I was like, this is all I needed. Hey. I was like, it felt so good. I hadn't been that high in fucking forever. And I was like, God, this is why I used to take Xanax. And they're like, you're just having a panic attack. And I'm like, what?

no sir yeah this is not a panic attack i've never had i said i i've lived with anxiety my entire life i've never had a panic attack like this he's like nope it's a panic attack would you like an ativan subscription and i was like i would like one yes but i can't have one you know i was like no because i'll fucking i don't want to even open up that fucking can of worms so we go home that night and i'm like something's not right i didn't have a fucking panic attack i know my body

I went to my doctor again, Doc Felix. We love Doc Felix. You guys have seen her on the podcast. Had her draw my blood immediately the day after I got out of the hospital. Test results came back. I had overdosed on vitamin D and B12. They were hospitalization levels. And she was like, I don't know how you didn't cause like permanent damage to your heart, which I think I have. Was that the day that you were at the house and she came to the house?

Um, cause remember that's the day we really like narrowed it down to the fact that you were probably overdosing because you thought you were having pots because when you would stand up, your blood pressure would just give out. Yeah. And then Dr. Felix came to the house and we went through all your vitamins and I had called a friend of mine who owned a nutrition shop and I'm like, Hey, like this is how much she takes. These are what she takes. And he said, I know like ginormous bodybuilders that can't even take that. Yeah. And she's taking that daily. Yeah.

And then Doc Felix ran some tests on you and stuff. That's when she ran some tests, yep. And found out... That I had fucking overdose. Yeah, those levels were just...

Crazy, crazy high. Unreal numbers. Yeah. So I immediately stopped everything. Yeah. I fucking went cold turkey again. That was the last day you took it. And let me tell you, I feel better now. It was almost like I needed that macro dose. Please don't do this at home. It was almost like I needed that macro dose of vitamins, though, to like jolt my body and back into... I don't want to say normal because I'm never going to be normal when I'm sober. Or maybe I'm just never normal. And that's why I fucking use drugs. I don't know. But...

You know what I'm saying? Like fucking, but are any of us normal? I mean, no, but I just don't, I'm not right in the head. Dot com at all. Like something's wrong with me. I wake up some days and I feel amazing. And then there's other days like today. I just fucking, I'm tired. We're bipolar. Do I feel like I'm bipolar? You're bipolar. Yeah.

I don't, I, when I used to do drugs, yes, because I had extreme highs and extreme lows, but I don't think you're around me all the time. Like, be honest. Do you, do I have extreme highs and lows or am I just more like a neutral? I'm pretty until someone pisses you off. Right. And then you're like, fuck you. Yeah. But I'm pretty much more of like, I don't want to say high strung cause I'm not high strung, but I'm more of like just super in tune with,

my body. And I know like when something's off or when I don't feel good or if I haven't slept good or, you know, I'm just super sensitive to life. So, yeah. Do you think that is being sober or were you like this prior?

do you feel like you were very hypersensitive because i know you were you didn't start drugs till later on in life anyway so i feel like during but i don't know if anyone's really normal when they're a teenager because we have like hormones yeah we have all those kind of things because like my husband asked me often like when did the depression hit yeah it's like you weren't always like this and i was like well that's true because i don't remember ever having depression right when i was a

becoming who we are now, you know, that my depression didn't kick in until I was in my early twenties. My, I didn't get depression until I was 40, right. A day after my 40th birthday, I was like, happy birthday. Here you go. Literally. Yeah. Um, I've been like, I think I'm 11 years in now. Yeah. I wonder if it's like a, just a chemical thing.

I don't know. I don't even know if it was like, I never really got sober. There's only been a couple of years. And even then during the years I wasn't smoking, I was drinking. If I wasn't drinking, I was smoking. Yeah. And that's been since I was 13, you know, maybe 12, 13 is when I really started smoking weed and then into drinking as a younger teen. And then, you know, so on and so forth. I don't think I've ever like not had advice. Yeah. Truly. Except for maybe the last, the beginning of this year from when I almost died in December. Yeah.

I would say probably like April ish. I was sober. I didn't like it. Yeah. No, it's being sobriety sucks. It is the worst fucking journey you'll ever go on. You have to get it's I'm literally raw dogging white knuckling life every fucking day. And there's so many times that I'm like, dude, if I could just fucking have a drink.

But I can't just have a drink. I have to drink the entire bottle. You have that addictive personality. Be down for three days. And then I want to fucking pop Xanax. And then I maybe even do a line of Coke, you know? So it's like my mental health is not well enough to be... To ever get back on that bandwagon. I feel like I'm stronger when I'm sober because I just have...

the way I can just be like, Nope, not doing it. Yeah. You know? Absolutely. But yeah, since that happens, since being overdosed on vitamins, I haven't taken any like here and there I will, but my body's just so sensitive and I'm just, you'll never take what you had before. No, fuck no. But my body's just so sensitive. Anything I did, it turned off.

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That was a journey. No, it was definitely a journey. What has been your favorite city to visit on tour so far? When people ask me that, it's so hard to narrow it down. It's like asking what's your favorite song because I love each city for different things. Yeah. I've had a lot of fun in each city. There's something different that we've gone and done. We don't always get to go out. I don't think people realize how fast we're moving either because sometimes we're pulling into a city...

9 o'clock in the morning, sleeping for, you know, a good little bit.

Then getting ready, starting the show and jumping right back on the bus and driving again. Like there's not, we're not even in the city for 24 hours. Yeah. A lot of the times, like there's no days off in between your city to city super fast. We did that the other day when we did the Vegas to Utah to Vegas. Oh yeah. In 24 hours, we pulled out of here at 2am and we pulled back in here at 2am. Yeah. It was so crazy. Like exactly at 2am. I thought that was really crazy. Um, so that's something that fun that we've done on.

tour so far. I think something that was fun that we did was the White House. That was really cool. That was so cool. I was actually surprised at how dope DC is. It's actually like a really cool little city. Yeah. Maybe just from what we saw as a tourist, you know, but I thought it was like

super clean and like nice. And just really liked it. I loved the downtown area. Love jet skiing. Yeah. The jet skiing was fun. So much fun. Yeah. We got out, uh, me, Maui, Gracie and bunny all got out on jet skis. Oh, and JB, uh,

and just tore up the fucking lake that was, and it was in Oklahoma. First off, didn't know we were going to be on a lake in the middle of Oklahoma. I walked out to let Chachi out and there's a lake. Yeah. So she texts me, she's like, we can jet ski. I was like, well, okay. I want to tell you why we were so excited to jet ski. We went to fucking New Hampshire, which I love New Hampshire where we stayed. It was really cool. They had a lake there too and everything. New Hampshire has a fucking rule that,

That you have to take a 90 minute test and you have to pass this test or you can't ride on the fucking jet ski. You're basically getting a license to operate a boated like boating vehicle.

Yeah. But I fail every test I ever take because I have fucking ADD, you know, and I just, I either, I just zoom through shit because I can't comprehend it. So I was like, I'm not doing this. And I'm so glad we didn't because the boys went and failed. Yeah.

and wasted their fucking time. Yeah. So it was like, I knew that was going to be me, but I wasn't going to do it and actually waste my time doing it. But they had the best sugar-free ice cream there. Oh my God. It was so good. Yeah. No, this place that we did end up getting a jet ski. We were like, do we have to take a class? And they're like, no, you have to watch a two minute video. And we were like, done. We were like sold.

sold gonna do it yeah so that was fun i think just every city brings their own vibe casey was fun even though their security there sucked oh it was crazy the meet and greets have been really fun bro the meet and greets another person asked about the meet and greets let me find that question yeah because we can just wrap this into two what is the best part of doing the meet and greets i will say this will be the only meet and greets i'll ever do

I wouldn't say that. Maybe we'll do like a Q&A meet and greet where you like. Yeah. If we OK. So if we can redesign the meet and greet where I can spend more time with people. Yes. I will definitely do that. We are literally limited to less than an hour. Yeah. We're limited to less than an hour. And the way they wanted me to do it was like shake people's hands. Are we allowed to say this or is Live Nation going to kill us? No.

No, what? I don't think so. You don't think we're allowed to say it? I don't know. It's just, it's not for me because I want to make everybody feel cherished and I want to take time with them. And you know, like I want to make sure they're heard. If I could do like an open forum where everybody that comes just sits down and asks me and Jay questions or me and the crew questions and we can just spend that whole hour with all

all of you, I would love that as opposed to getting one to two minutes with each person. Yeah. You know, and I, and some people take up more time and then you feel bad because that's now intruding on the people who have been waiting in line just as long, but they might be in the back of the line. And like, it is, it's rough because it's because you care, honestly, because you do want to hear what people have to say and like spend that time, make them feel like it was worth it. I can't even believe people come and fucking

stand in lines and wait to talk to me and take a picture with me and fucking have spent the money in the heat fucking bring their kids there was a grandma who was hot by the way she was fucking I couldn't even believe she was a grandma who walked in with what four or five of her grandkids

I was just like, man, this is crazy. But my favorite part of the meet and greets is, um, getting to just be in people's energy. Yeah. You know, I love being able to meet who supports me because to me, they're the ones that inspire me, you know, like,

fuck me inspiring them like I do what I do for the people who are like go bunny go yeah and like we wouldn't be here if it wasn't for them yeah absolutely so it's just been it's been fun it's been an experience but like I said this will probably be my last meet and greet so in this style yeah because if we ever decide to do it again please don't not buy tickets because of that please buy them

No, it'll be a better experience. Maybe like with the podcast or something like that, we'll be able to do like, you know, like a hour meet and greet after the show or before the show or something. Agreed. I've loved meeting everyone. I think it's been really great. Everybody's been such little angels.

I only picked this one because of what happened last night. Oh, God. Would love to hear if y'all have had any psychedelic experiences. And I remember a long time ago on one of the podcasts, you told a story about like you had seen something or done something that made you see stuff. Yeah. Well, I've done acid twice, I think.

And the first time I did acid, it was a great trip. And like we fucking laid on an electricity box. We laid outside on an electricity box in a fucking apartment complex and stared at the sky. And I saw angels. And then I had sex on it with my ex. It was fucking amazing. God, sex on acid is actually pretty fun. We stared at my panties for like two hours. Oh, because they were like in a neon light. And then the second time I did or actually that was the second time I did acid. And then the first time I did acid was a good trip.

But my ex that passed away, he looked like the devil to me. And it scared me. So I was like, I got to go. And I just left him there tripping on acid by himself. And fucking me and my girl just left. But yeah, it was a good time. I've never had a bad experience with acid. Ecstasy and Molly, on the other hand, those aren't hallucinogenics, though. Those are just fucking dirty drugs. I don't like them at all. I accidentally hallucinated on Dayquil the other day.

how NyQuil NyQuil okay yeah NyQuil I could understand DayQuil I'm like how no I took way too much um I was sick as fuck I was really trying to get better and then I just started to hallucinate it was bad everything was just like melting in on me yeah you and the fucking melting I don't know how you tolerate it dude yeah when I had shrooms the other day it felt like my face was melting off of it she's like it feels so good I'm like

I will fucking go to the hospital. Don't if something starts melting around me, I'm going to freak out full panic. Fucking. I just embrace it. I knew it. I know it's not forever and I know I only have it temporarily. So I embrace it and enjoy it. You're a fucking psychopath. Literally. There's something wrong with you. I've been telling her that all morning. I'm like something. You're not right. I know. I was like, dude, I took one and a half of what she took and she lost it. And I was like, I barely feel high. Yeah.

You're like, I'm going to take more. I was about to if she wouldn't have made the trip so bad. Man, it was just constantly like, look me in my eyes. And I was like, no, fucking weirdo. She's like laying in bed. Dude, she'd be like sound asleep. I'd hear her start snoring. And she would just sit up. She would just sit up and be like, do you think we're dead?

God, go to bed, you freak. I know. I literally, for like an hour, I was like, can you just close your fucking eyes? It was so funny because I could tell Mimi was high too because she kept texting me. She's going to go to sleep soon. She's really going to go to sleep soon. I was putting into the universe. I swear, I was like, please, someone make her go to sleep. Just smash her head down on the pillow. It was three hours in of just her freaking out. And I was like, just go to bed.

I just want to enjoy my high. You're like, yeah, please never give her that shit again. Cause she was so sensitive today. I said something to her. This is what I was telling you guys earlier that I fucking forgot. She was, she's not communicating today cause she's not,

Not all there. So she kept going in to do my eye and I thought she wouldn't my lid down. And like we kept, we danced like this for like five times. She wasn't telling you what she wanted though. And I'm like, I finally looked at her. I'm like, what do you want? Like what? Tell me what to do. And she started crying. I was like, Haley, you cannot be this sensitive baby. I was like, you are fucking go to sleep. Go to sleep. Go to sleep. Sleep it off. Yeah. Um, what's the hardest part of working together? Hardest part of working together? Yeah.

We're all women. We all have emotions. That's how I feel. I've cried like five times already in the past, like three weeks. Yeah. I don't think there's any hard part. I, I, we're pretty even keel. You know, we work together so perfectly. Yeah. I know. Like we're great. Everyone just acknowledges each other's emotions and we just move forward. I just cry a lot. I think that has situation that happened with Haley.

Was that last year or the beginning of this year? It was like a couple months ago. Was it a couple months ago? That situation that happened with Haley last season on Meet the D-Fords was real. And I think what she had to learn was how to communicate. Whereas you and I have already learned that because we've been working together for so long. You know how I am. If you talk to me, we can figure anything out.

anything anything you just have to be honest one don't let you find out from someone else right and like that's the most important thing like don't go and tell other people how you feel like you need to come to her about it first yeah and like i'm kind of the same way i'm just like if i'm doing something wrong yeah just talk tell me don't go tell other people that like and just be open about your feelings yeah like just fucking be like hey this isn't this

this is how I'm feeling about this situation. I'm like, cool. At least I know where you stand and it's either going to be, let's do this or let's do that. You know, there's no, there's no wrong answer to come to me and say some, you know, cause I don't feel like I'm their boss. I feel like we are, um,

a well-oiled machine we're all bosses we're all like business partners literally people like you and i specifically like we're business partners no like we work together and we have been working together for six years now yeah like it's just yeah this is we've made this happen yeah no for sure and i just think that we just enjoy each other's company so much you know like

Not everyone can say that. I have like since being in the industry saw so many people who work together and who like have businesses together. And it's so sad to see them not be able to even be friends outside of that. Yeah, that's weird. I don't want to work with people like that. Yeah. Like I like having friendships within business. And I know that's not always like the best thing to do. But like I feel like it brings you closer because then you both care just as much about the situation. Well, that and it's like you guys have great.

both have goals that you're working towards that you're trying to help each other succeed. You know, like when I started building my brand, I even told Haley and Mimi, like, this isn't just about me. Like, I want to put you guys on my TikTok. I want to help you guys with your brands. I even told Mimi the beginning of last year, I was like, you have to make a Facebook page. I was like, she made me make another TikTok. So I was like, TikTok is just not like,

Like I just do it for fun. She's like, no bitch. And I was like, okay. I'm like, make another Facebook. Yeah. You know, like I want you guys to build a brand together. So it's not like only one of us is shining. Like,

That's why like Haley can't go anywhere without somebody being like, you're Bunny's makeup artist. And nobody can. Or the rib video. Oh yeah. Or the rib video. Or, and people know Mimi as. Your daughter. That. And I'm so tired of that. That. And they're like, oh, you're her hairdresser. Oh, you're her manager. You know, like people know we were just known that where there's one, the others are. You know? So, and I, that's how I had always envisioned. It's like a cult.

Literally. And that's how I had always envisioned our business to be was everybody building a brand because what good is it? A lot of people don't bring their makeup artists and their hairdresser and their manager in the limelight. And I just think that's weird because everybody you you cater to the people.

alternative goth girls who, you know, like our moms and like you have your own little niche. Haley has her niche, you know, and then I have mine. So it's like, why not hit all three bases in the same group? Absolutely. And you know who else? Kim always did that with her hairstylist and makeup artist. I feel like she never like

shadowed them she was always like I will help support you in whatever way I can even when they've like launched their own products and stuff she's been a part of their launches and I think that's so cool that she didn't just like turn her back towards their businesses she was just really like how can I help we all gotta eat yeah we're literally all just trying to fucking build something you know and I think all boats float so I love that yeah what is the most valuable lesson you've ever learned I know mine

Go ahead. You go first. Um, having, being comfortable with uncomfortable conversations because I'm able to apply that in every aspect of life from business to relationships to parenting. I think that is the most important thing I've ever learned because I was the worst at that. I always felt like, and you say it best is that not all conversations have to end in confrontation. And I'm like, God, that is the truth. Like it is totally okay to speak to people and have like resolution at the end of it. And I think I was raised so like no forgiveness, um,

everything's going to be a confrontation type mentality that it took me until I was like in my twenties to finally be like, yeah. And it's, Oh, owning a business with that and having like seven employees under me where that look at me towards like advice and like conversation. I had to learn that like, if I'm going to come to them and tell them how to be better, I need to be comfortable with that without thinking they're going to quit or be fired or whatever. And also be able to take criticism seriously.

in return exactly i always always like end a conversation with like well how can i yeah do better in my part too like i would never come to someone and be like you're doing this wrong without being like how could i have helped that situation yeah because that's just as important i need to know

Not everyone's comfortable coming to someone else and being like these things bother me about you. Yeah. Well, I mean you are. Yeah. Other people not so much. I had a breakdown with Mimi like two weeks ago. I was like you're leaving tour for a month. Jay's manager would never do that to him. It was four days. It was a month. It looked like a lot of numbers on the calendar. Okay. I was like bitch you're leaving me like and Mimi came in just bawling her eyes out. I'm like Mimi.

It's fine. I'm calmed down now. Like she wasn't at the time. Yeah. I cried in front of the whole band. Yeah. But even like when I'm upset about something, I'm not like attacking anybody. I'm just kind of like freaking out. Like, what am I going to do without you? You know, like, I don't know what, what are you going to do without? I don't know. I'm still stressed about my hair in Texas. So I have no fucking idea. I'm going to figure it out. Okay.

But yeah, no, you have to have those conversations. But biggest lesson I think I've learned. That's such a good question because I've learned so many lessons in life. I don't know. I think maybe how to be grateful and humble and that you don't always have to be seen to be heard. You know, like I feel like.

When you're young, you're just all over the place. And I was. I was all over the place. I was very flagrant and obnoxious. And, you know, nobody was going to tell me shit. I came from the bottom and I fucking...

had a lot of fuck you money, you know, and I could do whatever I wanted to do. So, and I still have fuck you money. We're laughing because it's the song we heard the other day. I was like, this is, uh, my new fucking clap back for the haters. But, um, I think there's a way to still be soft and humble and grateful and,

Um, so that life keeps giving back to you when you are pompous and arrogant and have a shit attitude. Like I used to have when I was younger, you know, life humbles you and you find out very quickly that one, that shit can all be taken away at any time to none of it means shit. So it's like, you know, just be humble, just be grateful and, um,

The universe and the Lord will always provide for you. I love that. Yeah. That was a good one. Yeah, that'll do it. Shout out Kim for asking that. Shout out Kim. What's your favorite brand for clothes? I chose this specifically for this reason. So it says, you know, or is a lot of it custom made for you? People do not realize that.

You are the least bougie person I know. Literally. And you have the most amount of money of someone that I know. And she will literally order off of Sheen, Fashion Nova, and Amazon all day, every day. All day long. My husband calls me cheap.

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I don't like to say that I'm cheap. I like to say that I'm frugal. There's a difference. What is frugal? I am frugal. What does that mean? There's a difference between cheap and frugal. Let's see. What is the definition of frugal? Sparing. I am very sparing. Economical with regard of money or food. There you go. And what's the definition of cheap? What's the definition of cheap?

Low in price, worth more than it is cost. Okay, see? I'm not cheap. I'm frugal. See? I just won that fucking battle. I need to... I love... Like right now, I'm wearing a shirt off Amazon. Jeans I found that were like fucking 20 bucks, I think. Like, I love cheap stuff because one...

designer shit does not fit me i don't like it it's fucking weird i've never nothing about i don't know i've never looked at a designer outfit and been like i want that shall we tell them about the leggings

Yes. Okay. So here's perfect example. Mugler. I fucking finally splurge and get some Mugler, Mugler leggings. The ones that have that are see-through the ones that I wore to the Vegas show. If you guys go back on any of my TikTok Instagram, you'll be able to see them. Yeah. Not this Vegas show, but the last, last year's Vegas show, the black ones. I splurge. They're like fucking 800 to $1,500 a pair, but I love these fucking things so much that I was like, I have to have them.

So I order the fucking leggings. They get here. I documented this on TikTok. First of all, they're like paper. Like nylon. Not even. Nylon is stretchy. This shit was like paper. Tissue paper. Literally. And you fucking put it on and they rip. So all night long, I had a rip in my fucking pants in the front. But...

Still. That was your second pair. That was my second pair. Yeah. The first pair just split. Yeah. I mean, it just split. And she was like, what the fuck are we going to do? Yeah. I had to change my whole outfit. Yeah. You had the second pair show up the morning of. Yeah. And as she's putting them on, just an absolute run. Run. Goes right through the front. Yeah. So I just don't see the point. I think that...

I even have an issue with designer bags. Now I kind of have a little bit of a fetish for them. My husband created a monster. Yeah. But my husband looked at me one day and was like, bitch, you make too much money to not carry a designer purse. You're embarrassing.

I was like rude. I was like bougie fucking roll, bro. Like you guys have no idea. My husband is the bougie one out of us. He is for sure. Oh, thread count roll. Yeah. Like literally he will come in and be like, the thread count on these sheets is not 10,012. And I'm like,

Who are you? I'm like, he used to sleep in a fucking van with crumbs and condoms on the floor. Like, what are you talking about, dude? Oh, Bertha was disgusting. But yeah, no, he is so picky about shit. And I'm just like,

I wasn't going to argue with him because I was like, you know what? I fucking just deserve it. I have a real problem with thinking I deserve things, but I was finally just like, you know what? I deserve it. Let me go splurge. And now I love Louis. I love Dior. I've always loved Dior bags, but to me, they're just not big enough to carry all the shit I need. Mm-hmm.

But yeah, as far as like designer clothes, the cheaper, the better baby. Cause honestly I only wear things once too. So if I'm photographed in it or if I wore it on stage, I've been given all my clothes to Caitlin now. Yeah. Caitlin. She's like, we got to check to make sure we don't wear the same thing. Yeah. Caitlin Curtis on tour because you know, she wears the same size as me. The only like things you've been custom, your wedding dress recently.

was just custom the dresses that you wear on the red carpet are custom right but your everyday clothes your podcasting clothes even show clothes yeah there's very few pieces that are either high end or custom yeah i've never wore a high-end pair of pants except for the muglers and i've t-shirts you're like new um body suits are nice yeah those are those are angel brinks and she fucking is just an amazing designer um but yeah now if you were to vegas you had someone

Right. Cause that was like a big show for us. Oh, and wicked Lester clothing. Yes. She has been designing a lot of my stuff. She's been designing like a lot of the rock and roll stuff that I wear, but those are like, she's so dope. You guys, and she's very affordable. So go check her out on Instagram or her work. Beautiful wicked Lester clothing, man. She's amazing. And she's hot as fuck. And she's like in, in fucking the UK. And if you order something, she'll have it to you in like two weeks. Oh,

This is just a quick question. We're not going to go into detail, but someone wanted to know the rowdiest crowd we've had so far. We're just going to tell you our favorite meet and greet was Albuquerque, New Mexico. Yeah, they're awesome. You guys showed out. The crowd was loud. I mean, that crowd. I had to actually go out in there.

They were crazy loud. And everyone who walked through that door to meet you was just like... Amazing. The most like... A lot of theys and gays were there too. And I loved them. Oh, a beautiful experience. Love that. But... This is...

How do you manage to eat healthy on tour? What do you do? Go ahead and tell them. Well, I had to buy a fucking crock pot, a fucking one skillet, an air fryer. I literally wake up every day and cook my meals every fucking day. At breakfast, I eat the same thing. Fucking lunch. I'll usually try to like make something that I can like

that will tide me over to the next day too. Lots of salads. I mean, if you want to eat right, you can make it happen. No, I don't think I've eaten one time at the fucking... Not at catering. No. Never once. Catering is very hit or miss. Love you guys. Appreciate you guys for feeding us every day. I ate the meatballs the other day. They were vegan. But it...

Some of their food is good. They had an eggplant lasagna the other day that actually slapped. Like I went back for seconds. I enjoyed it. Yeah. I love it. And then they do a lot of like chopped salads, which I really love is like the pre-made. So they'll make like an Italian one. That's got like the olives and the feta cheese and stuff like that. And they have a salad bar every night. Um, and they have a juicer, which I have found out that I love juicing. I'm buying one when I get home for the new house because like sucks when you do it yourself though.

I make it every day. Really? Yeah. Every morning I wake up and they have a ginormous basket and a juicer. Wow. And I make myself a juice. Andy has taught me actually how to make a really good juice. Make one with apples, oranges, and carrots. Oh my God. That's what we do. It's apple, oranges, carrots, cucumbers, celery, beets.

ginger and then i add like a little bit of paprika to the top of it um i think you got mexican in you somewhere i do my dad's mexican oh okay yeah that's why you like all that shit yeah yeah and i was i was raised pops was mexican yeah he's the only he's the only white looking one out of the whole family it's funny to look at a picture because we're like on that side there the garcia's

But my grandma decided to, you know, fuck a white man. And then they're the only ones that popped out with blue eyes and blonde hair. Yeah. And you look at them. Yeah. When you look at them in like the lineup, it's like.

they're just like the ones on the end that are just white yeah it's so funny to see my family pictures summer that you just that was at the vegas concert she's summer rivera she's literally mexican you wouldn't think like i look pasty as fuck you would never guess that i have actually a good portion of i'm mexican so and i was raised in a very very very um dominantly hispanic community so like that's the food i was raised off of and like what we ate all the time and the barbecues that we went to and stuff okay next one love it

but yeah that's how i eat healthy on the road she she cooks everything you order groceries too also groceries every day it's exhausting to be honest

but if you want to eat healthy you got to make it work um if you could spend a day with one person from history just to pick their brain and be in their prisons dead or alive who would it be does it have to be a day or can it just be an hour because my love tank is on e i got one hour to spend it with anyone at any time any dead or alive person probably probably jesus

That was a good one. Yeah. Or God. Like if I could ever get to him. Wow. Just like pick their brain. Just like, what is this shit real? Like what's happening? Yeah. What a good one. Yeah. Yeah. I didn't go there. She said, yeah, I didn't go there. Like Elvis. Yeah.

You're making my smokers cough come back. Oh, God. Yeah, we need to clip that. What did Taylor LeWan say? Clip that. What's your favorite sex position? God, I feel like this question is just so overrated. No, I want to know yours. I don't know yours.

um i know that you like it in the grave on the grave not in the grave god on the graves and you don't start that rumor beaten don't fucking start that room i don't like being beaten i like being tossed up though like beaten i'm an alpha female toss me around i would lose it if i was bleeding it's it you can have love smacks you're not getting full-on fucking punched in your face i do

I love it. It's great. I mean, I like all positions. I think sex is a beautiful work of art and I feel like writing, I can get to show off my skills, you know, and you can stare at me. Do you have form when you do it?

I mean, yeah. I mean, you have to. I sit straight up. A lot of girls like lean forward and stuff like that. But I sit straight up because I have really good control of my hips and my legs. But I love doggy style. I love... I like the one where you lay down with your legs spread and they like scissor in between. Oh, yeah, yeah. That shit's hot. I mean, I like it all. Hang me off the bed. Slam my fucking head into a fucking bed frame. I don't care. Just fuck me. Like literally, that's how I...

How about you, Mimi? I like a doggie.

It's just like everything else is a little too much. I think a better question is, is how long do you like to have sex? Oh, not a long time. Me either. Dude, if you more than 10 minutes. Yeah, I can do 15. You're pushing it. Okay. Like I got, we got a whole lot of stuff to do. There's some dudes that like to go for like hours. How? Ew. Why? First of all, my pussy hole can't take that. No. There's no fucking way. After a while. I'm like, it fucking hurts. It does. It hurts. And it just like, it's like, it's like,

What are we doing? Okay. We were just like, okay, bro, like hurry up. Let's fucking finish this up. But yeah, like those weird porn dudes. I don't know if you ever had one of them. I have. They just sure haven't. Nope.

Yeah. The ones with like the weird flavor savers. You know what I'm talking about? Not one of them. Yeah. Fucking they get weird. And I bet I don't like it. Yeah. Just fucking slam bam. Thank you, ma'am. I love it. Keep it memorable. You know, just fuck the living breath out of me. Leave me breathless. Not leave me fucking just counting sheep and shit. You know what I'm saying? Oh, God.

You know something, you're just passing the time like one. You're like thinking about all the shit you have to do. You're like, man, I really got to get laundry done. Just fucking to-do list. Like, I just cannot wait to leave. What is he doing back there?

Okay. I will give a tip that I have given to actually a lot of people, especially if you're plus size. So this is for my plus size girls. If you don't like to, like she said, she likes to ride like sitting straight up. I can't do that. I don't got like, that's just not going to happen. I have learned that instead of putting my legs over him, if I put them under his legs,

Then I have like the stability of it. And like you have total and utter control without using your hips over him. Like like. OK, so if you're a reverse cowgirl. OK, this is like only works in reverse cowgirl. Actually, I should have like. OK, OK, that I understand. So then like his legs go over your legs versus your legs over his legs.

It's like a lot of girls will put their legs together and they will go over. If you spread his legs and put your legs up and under his, you have full and under control and you don't get tired. Yeah. I think that's how I ride. Not a lot of people do. Yeah. I think that's how I ride reverse cowgirl anyways. I like to switch it up. I'll fucking shove my legs under their butt. Whatever I can do to fucking get to where I'm going, you know, you know what I'm saying? Just straight under him to just bounce back on it.

Oh, man. You guys are saving this podcast right now just to relisten to. Yeah. Our husbands are listening with their wives like, hey, honey, let's try that.

bunny, how has it been managing your sobriety on the road being like around a lot of people who do those things? Cause I don't think a lot of people talk about how hard it is to be put in situations in which, cause a lot of people come up to you. Can I buy you a drink when we're at like an after party or something like that? And you're constantly like, no, I'm sober. How does that ever affect you? Is it hard or are you kind of used to it now? Um,

It's never affected me because I'm so strong and steadfast in my sobriety. It's not even a question or I even have to think about it. I don't care that my husband drinks. I don't care that people around me are drinking. I will say that you drunk motherfuckers look so stupid, though, and I'm judging every one of you all the time. I can't stand it. I'm just like, God, you were so cute until you got drunk. You know, like girls and guys. She does. I swear. Yeah. She'll tell me. She'll be like, oh. Yeah. It's just so gross the way people act when they're drunk. I just don't like it. And you guys might not.

hate me for saying that but there's nothing attractive about a woman who is stumbling and falling all over the place and does not have herself together and there's nothing attractive about a man who reeks of alcohol yeah and just sounds like the first thing she'll say if she hugs someone she smells it she's like they smell like alcohol yeah like i just don't like it at all um i and my husband don't think that i don't tell his ass he was trying to get on the bus the other day with us shit face and i was like no

I was like, I love you, but I'm not going to drive eight hours with you. Fucked up. I was like, you go fucking razzle dazzle your own bus. She goes, are you going to talk for the next six hours? He said, yeah. And she's like, you can go back to your bus. Yeah. I was like, I don't have time for that. Like, love you, but no. It was like a long night too. Yeah. Everyone just wanted to go to bed and he comes rolling in. Yeah. Those are my favorite because it's like, it's the end of the night. The bus has already started up. Yeah. We're all ready.

he's like this is your one chance to have all this on your bus and i was like go i don't want it maybe if you were sober and we could snuggle yes but fucking shit face jay used to get drunk and come home and wake up the whole house it got to the point i wanted to talk just wanted to talk to people and i got to the point where i was like our daughter has to go to fucking school stop waking her up to talk to her in the middle of the night you freak

But no, it never bothers me. I actually have pride in telling people that I'm sober. It doesn't bother me. I like it. Yeah. That's super cool.

I just feel like it's such a personal decision that I made. And like, why not be proud of my sobriety? Yeah. Charlie and his assistant came to the Vegas concert and she is just recently sober. Then like, I think the last six months or something. And someone was very much forcefully like, I'm going to get you a drink. And she's like, I'm sober. And he wasn't stopping to the point that Charlie then had to step in and be like, yo motherfucker, she's sober. And I feel like that not everyone has your like,

your strong headedness of being like no fuck that I'm not taking a drink I'm not you guys also have to keep in mind I've been sober since 2018 so that's what 1920 21 22 23 that's five years off of alcohol that's five years that I've had to just see motherfuckers act like idiots you know so it's like I just don't have a problem saying no and I don't like the way alcohol listen I love being drunk

drunk. Okay. Even I was the sloppy girl who fucking couldn't hold herself together or have a conversation. You post videos of that often of your throwbacks. I love being drunk. I'm the happiest drunk. I will make out with you. I will slap your titties. I will fucking just love you down. I become a ball of love when I'm drunk. I love being drunk.

I can't handle the way it makes me feel the next day. I literally want to fucking hang off of a cliff when I fucking come down off of Xanax and alcohol. So I just made that decision that I don't ever want to be that girl. There was too many nights that I did fucked up weird shit when I was drunk and under the influence. And I just don't ever want to go back to that girl.

yeah i do that if i'm with liquor i can't do that the day after liquor day after champagne yeah whole different story we were in texas got fucked up on a bottle of prosecco yeah she was a beautiful beautiful night and i was able to wake up the next day

And just keep rolling. We did that in Vegas the other night when we were in the casinos. I was like, Prosecco, if I have anything else, I'm worth nothing for at least a couple of days. 24 to 48 business hours. Yeah, literally me. The next question was, how are we dealing being away from the kids? That's a question for you. I am not doing well at all. This bitch started crying during a meet and greet the other day. In the meet and greet, a small child walked in. She was so cute. And she was like four years old. And I was just like...

I fucking lost it. I had a full on breakdown. I had to roll into the bathroom and just like compose myself real fast. And then I like, I literally cried last night because Jason sent me a picture of Cash on the four wheelers. He was like, these are sick. And he like was playing with it. And I was just like, babies. And then Olivia's lost a tooth since I've been gone too. So she lost. Was that her first tooth? No, it was her fourth. No, fifth one that she's lost. Mom, you shouldn't care if it's the fifth tooth. I care a lot.

If he says like if Cash says a new statement, I'm like, yeah, I cry a lot. But Mimi is a crier. She tries to say she's not a crier. She is a crier. Yeah, no. I've learned that it's when it comes to my family, I will cry a drop of a gun. She cries about other things too. Sometimes. I don't cry as much as Hayley.

Haley's done really good this tour. I'm actually surprised you've cried more than Haley this tour. Oh, no for sure. In the past though, we're I'm talking in full. Yeah, for sure. I think Haley just gets us now. So she's just like whatever. Except for today. She did start fucking crying. Yeah. But she cried the other day. Drug induced. What'd she cry the other day for? I think it was when she was like coming out of that hangover when she had drank a lot the night or the night of your wedding.

Oh, I don't know. What was she crying about? No, the next day she got a little emotional. But yeah, she also was like not. I don't think she woke up sober. Yeah. She woke up still drunk. Did Gabby's makeup. I think drunk. Yeah. Got two IVs. I woke up and fucking came on. They came downstairs and they were on the couch. And fucking all I saw was the top. She looked like a condom, like a like an uncircumcised wiener. All I could see was the top of her head and like her eyes. She was just like.

curled up i was like you good she had to get two ivs yeah and turtle and vitamins and all the stuff it was wild those ivs are lifesavers though they are they're like shout out bobby haven't been able to survive without them because bobby has literally saved all of our lives multiple times literally i fucking have been battling fucking tuberculosis the past fucking two weeks yeah it's been brutal um what movie could you watch again and again i already know my answer

steel magnolias beaches yeah it's more i like the old nostalgic ones i had never seen steel magnolias i don't know why i hadn't but we were in the salon one day and someone's like you have to watch it it's a comedy it's not a fucking comedy it's not i'm back there foiling crying because of the ending and i was like who the fuck

turned this on yeah who fucking said it was a comedy cassie okay she's never watched liar yeah she's like well there's a lot of funny parts i was like doesn't make it a comedy that was sad as fuck um but no that's a good movie i do really like that one but man i could watch joe dirt like i swear i love joe dirt so much that i created a joe dirt if you've ever seen my son

Cash bunny. Cash bunny has a long blonde mullet and is the most wild unhinged child you'd ever imagine. No, literally. You manifested that. I did. For sure. Little baby dirt. Baby dirt. How hard has it been mentally traveling on the road? I also want to thank you for being honest in your mental struggles. I've just started therapy for past trauma in my life. Me watching your videos and listening to your podcast has helped me. That's from Tammy. Aww.

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Sign up today. My mental health has been good. Like, ever since I cut sugar out of my life, it has been a game changer. I can control my anxiety. Now, does that mean that it's under control? No. But does that mean, like even last night, I started getting overstimulated in the sushi restaurant. I have no idea why. I mean, he was singing Piano Man. I mean, but it was...

the fucking sushi chef was and some little asian lady was playing the piano and the sushi chef was singing piano man and he kept singing it over and over again but yeah i just got super overstimulated but now that i've learned how to breathe and i kind of like i put ice on my chest ice is my number one savior yeah you grabbed your water and immediately put it on your chest and it was very short-lived yeah you were in a great mood like throughout dinner other than the sushi sucked but

you just I think you learn how to cope with it and live with it a little bit better like I have a lot of anxiety because we're doing this whole thing with Jeffree Star the next 48 hours so it's like you always want to be presentable and I think I put a lot of pressure on myself mentally to always be the best at everything I do so it's like you know I just want everything to be perfect um but you it's been really good and I can't complain and I'm actually very surprised

I thought my mental health was going to be a lot worse on the road. I feel like you getting out of Nashville and being forced into this lifestyle, knowing that you can't just go home by choice. Like you're kind of committed to these, especially 15 meet and greets on there. You know, it was a lot and you have done incredible. Like I want to tell you how proud I am. How many more meet and greets do we have? Let's not talk about it. Bunny, do you ever miss having your implants? Yes.

I miss having the fullness and the roundness that I did. But other than that, no. I feel like they made me look so matronly because I'm already a big bitch. Like, I'm 5'6". People don't realize that you're tall. Yeah, I'm 5'5", 5'6". Everybody at the meet and greets is like, wow, you're taller than I thought you were. I'm like, do I look little on mine? Everyone thinks you're like 5'6".

five, three. Yeah, no, I've had people tell me that before. They're like, she looks like literally double zero five, three, like the tiniest little human. And I'm like, she's actually my height. Like, yeah, you're very, like, you're only an inch away from me. Like we are so similar in height. That's crazy. So what was the question though? Have you ever missed your implants? Oh, my implants. Um, yeah. So I'm like five, five, five, six. I weigh one 53 right now, like one 52 on a good day. Um, but it's like,

I'm built like a fucking linebacker. So when I had those fucking tits on me, dude, I just started looking so matronly. It took away from my waist because I already have such a short waist. I love natural titties. I think they're beautiful. I love... It elongated you.

because you were right that is a lot of boob and so from like boob to waist there was only a very small i would have to lift my tits up to see my waist uh-huh like that's how bad it was yeah um but no i don't miss them at all i just like i said i miss the fullness i love my natural booby girls like i love natural bodies now like you don't realize it because you will go through a phase some people will go through a phase of like oh my god i love the way fake bodies look

You know, if they're done right, BBLs, liposuction and fake tits, especially on the West Coast, that's all that's ingrained in our minds is that. And you go through this phase where you're like, oh, God, I just want to look like a Barbie doll. And then as you get older, you want to go back to the naturalness. Exactly. Yeah. I love girls with natural bodies. I think they're beautiful. I just love the whole natural aesthetic. Mm hmm.

I feel like I love that that has come back because the BBL trend got really far. Some of them are brutal. We love to play. We like to guess. Yeah. BBL or no. Yeah. In the airports when we come through like Miami or LA or Vegas. It's like, Oh, you think she had a BBL? I mean, you can tell some of them are really bad. They're like literally folding onto the back of their legs. It's so wild. I'm so thankful that mine didn't turn out like that, but I didn't get like a full BBL. I literally just had him.

my hip dips and just put a little bit of fullness at the top. Because you already had an ass. I already did. I had a big ass. And so he was like, I'm not giving you a full BBL. He's like, we're just going to fill in your hip dips and kind of round it at the top. Yeah. The other night we were at the bar and I thought it was really interesting because I started asking because, you know, we're... There's very...

little the men to woman ratio on tour is wild like there are only a couple of us and then there's like a ton of dudes right so I've gotten to know a lot of the dudes they're super sweet and respectful I really have to say and commend them because they are very very nice people yeah I've talked to people about them before that like

this is like a family. They're like brothers to me. But we did get talking. I was like, okay, what's everyone's like types? You know, like what, what is it? And I was very surprised how many people were like, we hate when we can see that a girl has had work done. Right. I was like, oh, men love natural bodies. No, I never, I guess it's different hearing it from

the guy than just to assume. No, I could tell you being in the industry, men prefer natural bodies. Yeah. That's so crazy to me. Absolutely crazy. Cause these girls are spending and going through so much trauma to look away. They think we'll, it's because we're all conditioned as children to look a certain way. And so it's like the girl,

And the magazines to be Playboy models, to be, you know, the Kardashians. Like, there's just, it's all programming. Even the Kardashians have sort of reversed a lot of their stuff. Yeah. Most definitely. Absolutely. So that was our questions. Yay. We've been on here for a while. Well, I love you guys, and I hope you liked our fucking fill-in episode. We have...

Like two and a half hours before we got to go. Yep. Two and a half hours to prepare. But yeah, let us know below in the comments what...

murder mysteries you guys want to hear us talk about this is gonna be my favorite series i hope you know that we're gonna start doing it every october we're gonna film a couple of them in our dressing rooms and we're gonna have our new backdrops that we've been using everyone has complimented our meet and greets being the dumb blonde podcast studio everyone has been like that was the coolest possible setup you could have done so i really enjoyed that i

I love it. And I love you guys. And thank you guys for all the support, especially on my Patreon. You motherfuckers like thank you so much. I can't thank you for being here every month, month after month and

and just supporting, you know, the whole brand. Like you guys are fucking amazing. Everybody that leaves comments online, everybody that just shows us love. There's a new bunny and jelly fucking, uh, Facebook group that has like 150,000 people in it that I just found today. I ran into it somehow and I was like, this is so cool. And the girl who's running it as actually doing a really good job. You guys are so,

you guys have such a cult following. Yeah. It's been really cool to watch that this whole tour. We get so much love and then we also get fucking torn apart on other websites. I know. Fuck them other websites. It's just crazy. Love definitely outweighs the hate. Absolutely. You guys have such a beautiful following.

The people who tear us apart, though, are the ones who don't understand us. Yes. Because we're different. They don't take the time to understand either. They don't care. They don't want to listen. They just want to judge from our outer appearances. You know, I'm an old whore and fucking my husband's a fat slob. That's all they care about. You know, it's ridiculous. And it's just like we're just so thankful for the people that love us and that just

really gave us a chance because in the beginning people didn't want to give us a chance and now it's like to look at the snowball effect that's been going on the past few years it's just really wonderful and so thankful to be a part of it so thank you guys so much and i love you so much and i'll see you guys next week thanks for listening bye