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Here we are. What's up, you sexy motherfuckers? Welcome to another episode of Dumb Blonde. Yes, I'm in the same thing because we are working over here, baby. So if you see me wearing the same outfit, it's because we are filming multiple podcasts in a day. But I had to make an exception because my baby girl is back on the podcast. This is like your third time, right? Yeah, I feel like I'm a regular now. MJ Fresh, baby. I see the dollar sign. I know.

What you doing, baby? I'm so happy you're here. I'm making babies. How you doing? Who you doing? Pizza boy. I know.

We have so much to catch up on. You know I was going to be with him, but... We really have so much to catch up on. So for all of you who are just tuning in and like our new followers of the podcast, MJ has been coming on the podcast since 2019, 2020? When TikTok first started. So 2020? Okay, so... Because I made some like stupid video and you were like, bitch. Yeah.

You were like, Mimi logged me into this stupid app and I pull it up and I see you and I'm like, I need her on. And I'm like, yeah, no. And ever since then, you've been like my little sister that I'm always trying to fucking take care of. But you'd be whiling out, child. And I'm not listening to like, give me advice. And I'll be like, that was really good. My idea is a little better. And then I fuck up and I'm like paragraphs in your phone of like.

My issues and you're like told you bitch. Yeah, I well, here's the thing I can only guide you and tell you from my experiences of what I've gone through So I have to let you kind of fall on your face and figure it out yourself So I'll always let you fall on your face, but I'll always be here to pick you up

A couple times. So last time you were here. Okay, so like I was saying, if you guys are new followers, if you guys want to hear MJ's life story, go and listen to the other two podcasts that she's been on and it'll kind of catch you up. I think we have one in 2020. We have one in 2022. And now we have one and this one will be in 2023. So last time you were on. Oh, God, where do we even start?

Do we just dig right in? Yeah, that's what I'm doing. She's like, fuck it. Okay, so first and foremost, you went and got a laser on your neck. I did. I saw him make it out on Twitter, and I was like, it's got to go. Last time you were here, you didn't have all these tattoos. I just got this laser. Oh, my name. I just saw it. Oh, my goodness. Yeah, I got the laser last night. I got off the flight at 9. It's Inked Eraser, by the way. Let me look at it.

You said it's like these two. So this is like fully dark. And it's already like I guess it starts like your body starts rejecting it after she does the laser. Right. And she said like the people that did it had like a light hand. So she said it should only take like three sessions. Wow. And three sessions to remove all of that. She showed me her husband and he had his whole neck and it's smooth, smooth.

It looks like a normal neck. It looks like he's never had a cat. Who's this? Because I need to have her laser this arm off if it only takes three sessions. Ink eraser. She was like, yes. Like, tell her, like, whatever. She's awesome. She's not just, like, laser that. She, like, does, like, laser hair. This bitch showed me her... She's a businesswoman. Like, this bitch showed me her office. It was, like, all the way around. This room's for... This room's for, like, hair removal. This one's for tattoos. This one's for...

Like she tightens tummies. Yeah. Like she's, she does crazy shit. And where are they located? Um, Arizona. She's opening one in Vegas right now. She's like a bunch of offices, but I love that you flew from AZ to fucking Nashville and came straight to a podcast. And when I tell you running, running through airports, I'm like,

So is your neck sore at all? Can I see? Can you like come up to the camera so everybody can see it a little bit? And also I want everybody to see that this bitch just had a baby a fucking month ago. That's crazy. It doesn't even back up, back up a little bit. There you go. Yeah, no, it doesn't even look bad at all. One right here. She said, it's just going to be the worst. Cause she was like,

It's weird. She's like, the whole neck is really light-handed, but the forehead is where they really just... Yeah. So they'll get in there. Can you stand up and show everybody this outfit? I'm sorry. You just look so cute. You had a baby how many? I had a baby May 1st. May 1st. This woman had a baby. You're not even real. And then I went back to work at the... May 12th. Had a baby May 1st. And I got a little butt from it, too. I've always been flat. And then a little butt.

Had a baby May 1st, was back in the strip club May 12th. That's fucking... How old are you again? 23. Okay. That's 23 for you, ladies and gentlemen. You look amazing, MJ. I'm so proud of you. I saved the fit for you. It's so cute. So, okay. And then I heard Nashville, so I'm like, I gotta bring boots. Oh, for sure. I feel like that's what we'll wear here. No, you're looking like a Nashville queen right now. The people in the lobby were like... And I was like...

Do we not actually do this here? Yeah, no, they do. Okay, so for everybody who doesn't know, MJ was dating Fly Soldier for a little bit, and you ended up getting these tattoos for him or because of him? Can we get a rundown of the story? Because I never know what's real. TikTok is so fucking dramatic. TikTok is so dramatic, so fake, and just very like...

Well, actually, no. Actually, I thought it was fake until I met him. And then, like, I'd be laughing and I'd be like, oh, you're serious. You're like this in real life. I call it tick toxic because it's so fucking toxic, dude. That's why I live in, like, a Delulu world when I'm in there because I'm like, I dissociate it. Yeah. Like, I don't let it affect my personal life at home. Yeah. But, like, when I'm on there...

I feel like people don't get to really know the real you on TikTok because you're really a funny motherfucker and you're so sarcastic and like witty and people don't pick up on that because it's just... They think I'm like, I don't know, drama. But I'm like, I know what makes funny. I know what makes views like. Yeah. You want the drama. I'm gonna feed into it. I don't got shit going on right now. Yeah. It's not like if I was like,

you know doing something like you know i used to do like back at the bank again videos i used to do like different types of and then now i'm just in this like little drama like world and i hate it i'm getting out of it but i live in delulu world so when i'm like in there i'm just like i'm good at arguing and then i dissociate from it and it's just like that world my world yeah so tell us the story behind the tattoos that you got with fly so the biggest mistake of my life um

so okay we know pizza boy yeah my bae we've been together no one knows this either like we've been together like three years like that's my actual person i've been with for a really long time like you've talked about him on each podcast yeah i've been with him forever and we've been through fucking hell and back but um we call him pizza boy because he delivered the pizza y'all just in case you don't know it's like a real life porno but anyways we fell in love and i gave him babies but

Yeah, so, like, me and him, we, like, moved to Florida. And we just, like, had moved into a place. And I had found out. Because, you know when you just get, like, an instinct? You just get, like, a feeling. Like, females just do. And I was just like, there's just something. And I want you to tell me what it is. Or you're going to be sleeping on the sidewalk tonight. Because I just need to know. And I was like, I don't care if you, like. Anyways, he ended up telling me he cheated on me when he went to visit home with my mom.

a girl from the pizza shop i saved him from three years prior like i took you out of there i don't know why you go back i like a pimp yeah literally i called her and she's like yeah i mean i knew i was like the side piece but like and i'm like don't you feel good about yourself pull your shirt up a little bit because your nipples are hanging out oh my god everyone say that to me literally everywhere i go in this world before like it's okay i just want people us to be able to use your clips on tick tock i know my nipples are always hanging out literally

Oh, so he cheated on you with the pizza girl pizza boy cheated on you with pizza girl Yeah, so I made him make a video admitting to it got pretty much everybody fired from that pizza shop shot California pizza at Myrtle Beach and Then I don't know like I just couldn't let it go. I just couldn't so I was like I feel like I could let it go This is like I was younger. I was toxic. I was not you know, like how I am now but like I

I was like, I have to get him back. If I get him back, then I can't keep, like, every time he does something, like, have that in my head because I have something to feel guilty about, too. Right. So, like, I cheated with this twin guy. And...

I don't know. We ended up like actually like vibing. I don't want to talk good about him because there is a lot of like not good. But if you want to be real, like, yeah, I think you should tell the whole story so that people can hear your side of the story. Because right now people just see, first of all, the way the man talks to women online is crazy. And the way he makes it seem online, like, haha, like what? Like 90 day trial. But I'm like, you used to like lay in bed with me and cry. I have a message from Fly Soldier talking about how he's got you.

Like remember you guys were beefing one time and we'll get into this but like I apologize to her or something because I was like dude I just texted her like freaking out like every time something would happen I would text you. Yeah I was like just let her know that I'm good because I was like she's probably in her head like what is happening to her over there. Yeah hold on what's his name on Instagram so I can pull this up.

Fly soldier. Got it. So they were beefing one time and MJ called me all the time or, you know, text me all the time whenever they were having problems. Yeah. So I got to hear how, what, how the relationship really was. So to see how he portrays it online really bothers me because it's not real, you know, like he can,

pretend that he didn't like you and he just used you and stuff like that. But when they were beefing one time, he, he reached out to me on April 6th, 2022 and said, MJ is good. I got her. Trust me. She's with me. I'm good.

You know, and I said, take care of my baby, please. And he said, I will. So a man that doesn't care about a woman would never reach out to somebody he's never even spoken to before and say that. I feel like you and like my mom are the only two people I know that because when there was like a video that was viral about he was like, get out, leave like FJ refuses to leave.

He was on the phone with me the whole ride. Oh, I remember. I went to visit my family. I remember when you were leaving him because he had hooked up with Selena Powell on a yacht one time. And literally, she came over the house and I was like, no, like these other girls, he walks all over. You know what I'm talking about? Like me, like, no, you're not doing that with me. Like he treated me with respect and I demanded respect. Like he says, oh, all you do is run your mouth. You don't shut up. Like at least Kayla listens.

good for her I don't like you're not gonna so yes I don't know but here's the thing let's really let's let's tell it like it is here because people will take what you just said and make it like oh well that's why they didn't get along because she doesn't listen when she says she doesn't listen she was she's not gonna just let him talk to her crazy yeah and we kind of built like a

When you're like on the floor like having an anxiety attack and I'm there for you and you're crying. I feel like we have a relationship now where I can be like, hey, you're not going to talk to me like that. Yeah. It's not like me like bossing him around. It's me saying like you're not going to... Like his brother had a girlfriend. She walks in with a suitcase. She puts it right next to the sink. She starts doing dishes. Yeah. And it's all like this like fantasy world that like they believe. I don't fall for that. Like I'm like...

I feel like at all times people are lying at all times. I'm just like, at the end of the day, I don't know what you have going on, but none of this. It's called trauma, MJ. Yeah, lots of trauma, baby. None of this phases me. You know what I'm saying? Like none of this, you could, I did a pizza boy. You feel me? Yeah. And I took care of him and I still do because like, I just liked it. But at first he sold it, like wanting to get to know me. Like he would sit there and like be like on some like,

like feel like my heartbeat like some deep stuff that's just like corny to me but i like corny like in private yeah and the way he portrays it now is just really like embarrassing and it's hurtful yeah because it's like like he he and i know the truth but he will never say it because he is too worried about what people online think he's too worried about you know other things but like yeah it was just a lot deeper than what people think it was and like i asked about his daughter right kalaya

I was sitting with his mom multiple times talking with her. Then they would start fighting with their mom. Like, and... Fly and... What's his brother's name? I don't even know. Frankie. Okay, but he goes by Red, right? Yeah, he goes by, like, Red. Yeah. And they're, like, the chosen ones of the world or whatever, but...

He would like start fighting his mom and all this stuff like fist fighting or just screaming. Oh, they're they can't keep friends They can't keep a friend They they have people around them that are actually like I can peep genuine and I can peep Like I just want like a stepping stool or whatever. Yeah, and no but like fist fighting his mom or like they would fight Yeah, like bad and so they put hands on their own mother. Yeah, they put hands on their own mother They put hands on me multiple times. I was locked in bathrooms like

But at the end of the day, I'm thinking, I don't know why. Maybe it's just like my daddy issues or what. But I'm just like, it's because of his brother. Because he'd be like, my brother always does this. You always told me that. He's like, please don't leave me. Every girlfriend I ever had, he does this. And I'm like, okay, I'm not going to leave you. Because I have toxic family too that does things, that fucks things up for me. So I trust you. I'm going to just sit in this bathroom forever.

You know, let your brother have his way. His brother would be breaking my shit and banging his head through walls. And when we first had met, it was just a lick back on Caleb. That's all it was at first. So I had accidentally. And he had just broke up with Toxic, right? They had been broken up. They tried to do this whole. And I actually like Toxic. I don't want to talk shit. I know you guys have your issues. No, we have beef because of how she speaks about my kid. That I don't. I'm not cool with. Yeah, I didn't know anything about that. But like other than that.

She I tell her or I would tell her multiple times like you're a cool girl. Like she's beautiful. You guys are both beautiful. Just obviously I think has a right to like not like me, but I'm like you're his mother of his child. I was like if he's not going to be with me, he's gonna be with somebody. Yeah, they're not gonna respect you or want you around. At least you can like be appreciative of the fact that you're allowed whenever you want to come over. You can call whenever you want. I'm not like that. Like, yeah, I would hope that would be the same situation for me and like the father of my kid. Yeah.

she wasn't appreciative of that. And now she's in a situation she's in now where she has to like play some role to like try and win her man back. But I don't think, I don't know. I don't feel like she's doing that anymore. I feel like she, and I am not in this drama and I could, I can't speak for her at all. But from what I see, she's like where you're at with it. Like she's just tired of being embarrassed online, you know, like dude. No, she wants to. Okay. I think, yeah. Like as far as like the being together, happy relationship, she knows that,

He's not mature enough for that. It's not going to happen. She's realized that. She's matured. But as far as, like, does she still want to entertain the drama? Yeah, they're live all the time entertaining drama. Like, every time I open my phone, it's something else about, like, me. And I'm like, I had a whole child, moved on. Why am I still brought up in conversation? Why am I still, like, talked down on and belittled when really, though, I'm in, like...

I was in like bad situations because of him. And they would talk down to me like, oh, you had to live with your grandma because you called my agent, literally looked at my agent and was like, fuck you, like cancel her contract. Like him and his brother are running around yelling at my agent for two days straight. Yeah, let's hold on. Let's I want people to know this about you guys, too. So when MJ was with Fly, you were doing porn.

You had, like, just started doing, like... No, I was... I had already done meet and greets. I had already... Yeah. But it was, like, a year in, right? Or two? Was it, like, a year or two in? It was, like, two and a half. It was, like, three. Okay. Because I was in... The second time me and Caleb moved back to Florida, I just... He did not like you doing porn. Yeah. And... So, after...

made you quit yeah so like at first it's just a lick back on caleb but i started feeling his vibe i'm not gonna lie like no you really loved that dude and remember i used to say why mj why i love problems you're gonna get hurt i don't know i love people that i'm like i see potential in you you could be a good person you right could but you're enabled by other people and other things but like i accidentally what like it was like one night i like fucked his brother

after that accidentally one night fucked his brother they look identical like wait what do you mean they look identical it was an accident i didn't mean to what the hell i know i noticed because the other one wasn't hold on though but did they so that's why did they set you up to do no like he was in the back room he's getting a tattoo i like came over it was like i was working at gold rush in miami

And I told Caleb and I can admit this because Caleb was cheating on me at the time, too. So, you know what? There's my leg back. Instead of going to Gold Rush, I was going to his house. OK, but this is before you and Fly were together full time. Yeah, we were just like it was just fun. He was having other girls over like. So Fly was getting a tattoo in the back room. And I thought his brother when I first met him was him. And I'm like, whatever. And then, yeah, you know.

but then i could notice so his own brother didn't tell him hey the girl that you know he just thought i was like just some thought coming over and he just fucked you but it like i could tell because his brother does different things so you had already slept with him so you had already slept with fly multiple times and then but it was just like i'm going back to caleb i'm

Sounds really bad, but it was my toxic phase. You know what I mean? If I kill my first boyfriend, I get cheated on. Like, I'm going to get you back. You cheated on me? Yeah. For how long? And I was going through like a really tough time when he was doing it too. And I find out when we're already in Florida established, I take care of everything. You want me fucked up? I'm about to get you back 10 times worse. I'm still just trying to figure out. So I noticed once we were in bed and I was like,

But that's shady. His brother. Oh, his brother lies to him multiple times. His brother wrecked a car, blamed it on the girl he was dating at the time, lied to his brother. I looked up multiple times. Alex, whatever the fuck his name is, he wants to call himself. And I'll be like, so you're not upset? Like, because he sits there and he says all the time, like, like my brother and we don't lie to each other. Like, I have to have his back for anything in the world. And I'm like, your brother just lied to you.

In your face. Yeah. Like Alex was locked in bathrooms multiple times and I would have to talk to Frankie through the door. And he's like, yeah, that's why your bitch is comforting me and not you. And I'm like, I'm trying to deflect the situation because I know Alex is trying to play cool, but he's scared because Frankie is, you know, crazy, busting up the house, busting things up, running around with like guns and stuff. And like, I don't like that type of stuff.

Okay, so I know he's scared. So I'm like, you know, y'all are brothers. Y'all work it out. Do I really care? No, but like calm down. You know what I'm saying? Like who does that over like something stupid and like people have sat Frankie down his brother and be like, why do you hate MJ? And he would be like choose me or her.

if it's just me and frankie we're cool but he would be like choose me or her and like he has to choose his brother because of some story he tells everybody the same thing and well i mean they are twins so there's gonna be that yeah i'm not wavering loyalty to you so then i have to suck my pride up apologize we need to rewind back to you guys i how did fly find out that you slept with his brother he told him

Yeah, because he couldn't figure out. He was like, I don't know why my brother hates you so much. I can't figure it out. So it's almost like he did it to sabotage his brothers. Like he could not figure out why his brothers like trip in. Like I took a french fry before from him. Being funny, the whole house broke loose. Like things were breaking. And I was like,

not over the french fry oh my god ridiculous like um so he's like i don't get it like i don't know what to do but he's frankie is like the enabler alex is not he there's like the other parts but alex is more scared of frankie you know i'm saying like right if frankie says we're doing this alex didn't say no but at the end of the day frankie's gonna convince him

So I feel like his brother self-sabotaged or not self-sabotage toxic behind both of our backs and toxic was like, get her out of the house. Like I'll bring you bitches, like completely trying to plot the whole time. Like,

after the early it was to a point where like after the relationship i started thinking that everybody was plotting on me and my family my friends because i was just so used to like for so long being around people that were plotting and i'm just like or had like a secret agenda because i know you got mad at me one time because you thought i had posted something on tiktok about you guys because you i have videos still from no i didn't he did and then i'm like

I gotta say something. Yeah. No, because you had sent me. I have videos of you guys fighting. Like if I really wanted to fucking show him, I could. But somehow one of the videos ended up online. I don't know how. It wasn't one that you had sent me. It was another one where he was kicking me out. Something like that. Yeah. He was on the phone with me the whole entire. Yeah. Why didn't you tell me when I was home?

you know what i'm saying i was already at home yeah he's like he would do things go get the rest of your stuff because i'm like i only came here with a few suitcases because i was shooting and stuff like that i mean kayla we're looking for places we found a place and then we're gonna go get the rest of our stuff move in it yeah he uh homewrecked me but i go home to visit for easter and i celebrate everything i come back he's on the phone me the whole ride i get there we fuck and then i'm like taking a shower and stuff and all of a sudden toxic's at the house

Yeah, I remember this. And then all of a sudden, Mina, the other one, I'm nice to her, but, like, I don't forget what she did when I was first there because she walks in, they're all throwing my clothes around, and I'm like, it's always something crazy, but normally, like, it'll, like, deflect, and then...

we'll get good again but it's always for views it always was like for views so like online it was like this crazy just drama and then as soon as it would go away i would see all these screenshots of him like begging you to please come back that he loves you he needs you crying and it would be like frankie and i would be looking at him and i'd be like alex really yeah you're gonna let this happen to me right now and it would be his like security guards and stuff and i'm like

In the back of my head, I'm like, I'm too, like, grown for this. Like, I'm, you know what I mean? Like, I don't deserve this. But, like, at the same time, I feel bad for him because he would, it was like a, what is that when someone just makes you feel really bad? Yeah, just narcissistic. But, like, off camera. Like, all the camera stuff, like, people are like, oh, like, you're known because of him and all this stuff. I didn't care. MJ was getting her own clout before then. I was good. Like, 90% of the time, if people comment about knowing me,

It's normally from your podcast or Tay Money. Yeah. Like they're like, oh my God, I seen you on Money. The people that know me from Fly and all that, that's just like TikTok like weirdos. Yeah. Yeah, there was life before TikTok, everybody. Island Girl X.

that's not what i've known for like i've done a bunch of other things i have that was my downfall that's my biggest like embarrassment mistake honestly yeah but like yeah he would just make me feel like really bad and so they made you be down like between his legs and his brother would be running it and he'd just be like you just gotta go out there and apologize to him just go apologize and then i go out there and i'd apologize and everything be cool and then we're all back and i'd invite some friends over for frankie and everything's fine and he loves me and i'm like

It's like walking on eggshells. It was very seriously abusive. But I'd only been in one other relationship, which was Caleb's. So I'm like, everyone was telling me because I was with Caleb and he was a pizza boy. They're like, you need someone that's going to provide all this stuff. I'm like, okay, well, this guy says he has money, all this stuff. But like, he didn't. He never gave me money ever. Like, he tried to say like I was with him for money or clout.

My clout didn't go up at all. If anything, I am just embarrassed on the internet because of things that are posted. If anything, it's kind of ruined your reputation. He gave me $700 one time to go to the mall and I was like, are you joking? What am I going to do with this? I gave it back. And he was like, I've never had a girl give me back money before. And I'm like, what do you want me to buy with that? That's what you, you flex and like flush things on the toilet to prove a point, but you're gonna give me $700 to go to the mall. Not to be ungrateful or anything, but like,

nah like you can have it yeah and like plus i don't i'm very independent don't give me shit i'm buying my own shit so i just want to reiterate that he did make you um he called your agent and told your agent you weren't going to be doing because i would be getting up in the morning and i'm like i have to go like i have a shoe and this is like what provides for you know i help i help a lot of people so i'm like or i did you know so i'm like i have to go to work and he's like if you're with me like you're not doing that and so i'm like

So it's like you're damned if you do and you're damned if you don't. He would have girls. So he had this manager or whatever. And he was really, really weird and creepy. But he would have girls come over and line up in a row. And they would have, they would question them. And the girls would sit there and like do it. And like answer the questions. And he would show them around the house, the manager, and be like, and this is his room. And I'm like, what are you doing? Because I'm in the room. My stuff's in the room. Like my shit's hung up in closets. Like what are you doing, bro?

and yeah it was just weird stuff and like but you really loved him yeah because i i could see through like i let social media i took off or something i don't know but um i let social media get the best of me for a really long time and make me like that so i could tell like you don't mean to be like that but you have to because you think that's how you have to look like it's a mask yeah and i'm like it's

Like I can get him out of that. Like I could break him out of it. I can fix him. When you were talking about how he was fighting with his mom and like putting his hands on his mom, which his mom fucking texts you crazy shit all the time. So which I know I understand where they get it from. There's got to be so much trauma in that family because she's crazy.

Like she is wild the way she texts you. And I would tell her, but, but I think they made her crazy because she, when they're not around is so sweet. And she's like, you're so beautiful. You could do better. Like she'd be really, really sweet to me. And like, we'd get along really well. And she'd be like, Oh, I'm going to, she goes on little trips with her friends and stuff. And she does normal mom things. And then she gets around them and she's like,

fucking stupid bitch fuck this bitch did you see this online and they just feed off of each other I'm like you even got your mom playing games like you know I'm saying because girls come around and they like Kayla Mina y'all like they're they're good girls and they change because they want to like even their mom did and she's like yeah text me crazy and I'm like because recently the video I finally called him out and I was like me and your mom and even Kayla's sick about it because

whatever i call her but she's sick because i was like me and his mom make fun of you sis i was like you're talking about me and she's like well i'm a real one at least i didn't like leave him and go get pregnant with a new guy i'm like you leave me like for real leave me and we're done bye well you didn't get pregnant from a new guy you got pregnant she said well i got his face like what you just got his name i got his face and i'm like do you want a cookie yeah no and who's this this is a new girl

Yeah, we don't even we don't even need to touch base on her. She's just she was friends with toxic relationship and it's just a vicious circle. And then after that whole video came out, like him kicking me out and all this stuff, he's still texting me, worried about me, like making sure he knows where I'm at. And then he's like, there's this content house because I was like, fuck this. Like, I'm going to leave or whatever.

Like leave for good. Leave Florida. Fuck Florida altogether. Yeah. Um, cause we were talking about the agent thing. Yeah. Cause like my agent was like, you just literally let this fucking like turd cuss me out. And I'm like, yeah. Turd with dreads. Yeah. And I'm like behind him, like what he said, like I fell for it. I'm not gonna lie. You thought that he was gonna like, everything was going to be okay. So you let him make that call for you. Yeah.

Yeah. And then after, and then the next day, literally he goes, actually, let me send him a video just in case. So like you, you still have that on like a back burner. And I'm like, and then he sends him another video and he's like, we're just kidding Riley. Like we love you. Like, you know, you know, I'm Jay's loyal to you and not me. And he sends out and I'm like, that didn't help anything. Yeah. You're like, you just fucking got my career canceled, even though that I've done and I've done meet and greets for like merch for like, I've really like,

My videos have millions of views. Like I've done pretty good with it. I'm not mad at everything that's happened because I don't think I'll ever go back. Like you don't think you'll ever go back? No, I think. Is there a little bit? I think everything that happened like really opened my eyes to like, damn, like I used to treat people like shit. And I didn't realize it till I was with someone that treated people like shit. And then I was like, I thought it was just like you're around me. So like you can deal with me. You know how I am. And then I got around people like that. And I'm like, ew, like do I treat people like that?

so i was like this then i he sent me this content house after he paid it was with memphis and coco and um some other people and then and chris different my baby i love him so much you'd love chris you would love him no yeah um but yeah i moved in there and he paid the first month's rent

I left for the dog, okay? By the way, he tried to say he paid me to leave. No, I left for the dog because Frankie was hitting the dog. So I said, you know what? All the times we've broken up, you've kicked me out. Fine. Give me Cartier. Where is Cartier now? At my house with Nanu. Late in the bed. Chilling. Yeah, cute. He's good. Living the life. We got a shot. Well, there was two of them. Mine and Alex's got eaten by alligator. Oh, God. Because no one would watch them but me.

And so I had to go do something. No one's watching him. Dog runs off and on like the ring camera and stuff. And I'm like, so I'm like, all right, well, if I'm leaving, fuck this. Give me the dog. Like legally blonde. Give me the fucking dog. And I'm gone. Yeah. Like, I don't care about you. Give me the dog. Yeah. And then he gave me, he walks in the bathroom when no one's looking and he hands me $6,000. Yeah. And he's like, you're a beautiful girl. You're an amazing person. Like,

And I'm just like, you just put me on live. Yeah. How long? And made fun of me in front of people. That's the thing. And let girls throw my clothes around. And that's what I don't understand is how these boys, I will get canceled if I tell a fucking joke that's inappropriate. But this boy can go online and literally be little women all day long and

fight with them, cuss them out, treat them terrible, gaslight them. And he's got a following. Like, I don't understand that. I think it's because we are entertained. Like I saw entertainment. I can see the good in him. And that's why I'm not talking shit about him and going in on him. I can see the good at him and I, the good in him. And I also can see that, um,

he's hurting a lot like he doesn't know who he is and he's you know he's still trying to figure out life too but that doesn't until he leaves his brother that doesn't make an in an excuse to treat women the way that he does online i just think it's crazy like just tell the truth be like yeah i really fucking loved mj and we just didn't work out like why is that so hard to say you have to belittle her and lie and make her look like she's crazy and

Thank you, literally. Like, nobody... I don't think... Through all the people after him that I met, like, the only reason I was talking about the content house was because, like, I'm thinking, okay, that's just them. It's like anyone I've met through TikTok and, like, been around and had a relationship with can't just be upfront, can't just be real. Like, I don't care. Like, if I do something stupid, like, me and someone got in a fight, I got my ass beat. I got my fucking ass beat. Who'd you get in a fight with? Um, my friend...

Jenny, I love her though, but she beat me up because... What a great friend, MJ. Because Coco... I've actually fought a few of my friends though. I love Coco to death, but Coco was in a mental thing through Memphis, the Hit the Quan dude. Yeah, they have a really toxic thing. And he basically told me like, if you keep snitching for me cheating, like you gotta get out. And I said, Coco, I'm not gonna say nothing, but my window's unlocked. And if you go look in the back left closet...

that's on you i'm just saying and it like he was cheating with other girls but like i got cheated on and i went through the trauma of being treated on i know how it feels so i'm like bitch fuck shit up like i'm gonna tell you every time yeah what are you gonna do kick me out that's girl code you have to yeah and every other girl in that house would be like just shut up dude like don't be like stop like you're fucking shit up like you're we could have something good going like even the guys everyone would not have clout but i'm like bro if i see somebody and they're

making coffee one day and the next day he's got a girl in his room i'll be like yo coco bitch meanwhile did anyone care when coco was calling fly on the on the phone all the time right in front of me but i thought it was set up fake like just for views that was real she sat down and apologized to me and i'm like and then went and did it again and i'm like it sounds like the whole florida there's like a lot of people that i meet through tiktok i just they don't actually care about people they don't actually genuine like yeah they don't

It's weird. I don't know. It's like... It's whatever benefits them. If it don't benefit them... Yeah. Then what the fuck... Like... Coco was supposed to come on the podcast and she ended up going on like no jumper and...

I just hit her a couple more times and was like, hey, come on. I just haven't talked to her. I do. I love Coco. She's one of those people where like... She's young too. Like all these people are so young. She's... How old is Memphis though? He reminds me of like an old man. I didn't even know. The whole time I lived there, we'd stay here and come for MJ all day long. Go take care of your kid. Go take care of your kid, which I do very fucking well. Both of them, like I literally think I was made to make babies. I love them. But I didn't even know the whole time I'm living with them. Memphis has...

A whole ass child. I'm pretty sure two, but he has a whole kid. Yeah. Never spoke once about him. No, knew nothing. You would think, and all the times he's talking about my kid, you'd think he'd say like, oh, I have one. Did it never got brought up? Nothing. So like after I moved out and I'm like, he's like, I think 40 or something like 30, 40. Like, are you serious? He's grown. Hit the Kwan. I was like at the skating rink as a child and he's chilling with 16, 15 year olds. Like,

uh like literally like how is and then they're posting videos of me acting ratchet and crazy i just don't have a relationship though how old is coco she's a she's pretty young right he was with coco when she was under age oh my goodness and lord i'm learning a bunch of shit today i don't want to know well i mean i tell it to you but i tell it to you in so many paragraphs i don't think you read them yeah no yeah first you are a texter when i text you i have to get everything out still he's 30 like

30 years old 30 years old on tiktok now i am like scared i was into like i posted videos where he's they say mj's entertainment like fighting with coco all the time like i couldn't imagine being 30 years old he gets views he doesn't actually care that it hurts her for real or actually like she actually wants to be secure in a relationship there's views what the fuck he's gonna keep doing it wow embarrass the shit out of her tomorrow if it meant getting five dollars but coco pays all his bills um

He said online, I'm messy. Everyone says I'm messy. I'm messy as fuck. I don't care. But like, I don't think you're messy. I messy like cleaning wise. Yes. Oh, OK. Oh, OK. He did say I pay the most now more than he paid. Right. And anyone that lived in the house, I paid two thousand dollars a month. Yeah. And we're talking shit to me when I left. Like, let's be for real. So let's move on because I don't want to learn any more shit about people that I don't want to know.

but basically was friends with people that were like i just don't understand views and it's not really for views it's crazy that memphis is 30 years old with people that are underage and then flies just abusing women online and in real life and beefing on tick tock and stuff like i'm 23 and i know i live in delulu world but in real life in my head i'm like the there's drama that recently happened like um you know what i'm talking about and i just i just feel weird entertaining it now yeah i'm on my second kid and i'm like

You said it yourself. You're like, what does it look like? Stupid. Like, you look stupid. Yeah. Yeah, it might get some views. And yeah, my creator fund might look good. But like... I'm always telling you not to do shit. I know. And I don't listen. But like now... I think you've done really well. I went through enough like falling on my face events that I'm like...

I'm preventing that at all costs. I'm like, if you get, if you get to be right and you can be right. And like you've said a thousand times, something else happens within a week and that's important. And well, let's talk about one more dramatic situation that we're going to move on to you and Caleb and having a new baby and all the good stuff that matters in your life. Oh wait, actually we need to talk about two more dramatic things. So, um,

Baby daddy, last time you were here. We can call him that, sperm donor. Okay, sperm donor, sorry. Sperm donor. Sperm donor. I forget what you had said last time, but I think you guys were doing the court thing last time, right? It was the beginning of it. It was basically just, yeah, the beginning. I was trying, but I couldn't get him served. I couldn't find him, nothing. That's when Princeton was a baby. He would never remember nothing. So, yeah, I was serving him, like trying to get stuff done.

he's busy fucking jeffree star so he's got no time for it right um shout out jeffree he always gets low-key like that's the only good thing i can say about him like at least i'm eskimo with jeffree thank you so much like i appreciate you and like that's all i got out of you other than that fuck you jeffree's a fucking player from the himalayas live on tiktok with people he's hilarious and i'm like i want to but i i want to have an awkward conversation and be like

So, um... How is it fucking my sperm donor? Because, yeah, he said he's the one that got my Twitter deleted when I exposed stuff, but... Who? Jeffrey did? I posted, like, screenshots, I told you last time, of, like...

Him saying like, because I asked him, are you like that? And he was like, no, that's disgusting. And he said he wasn't because of Jeffrey. He said Jeffrey put him in a position that made him question himself. And he was like, it was wrong and all this bad stuff. I think Jeffrey likes turning straight boys out, which is fine with me. I think every guy in the world is a little low key. No, Jeffrey sucked off one of my exes too. And he's supposedly straight, but it's like...

go baby go if you guys are gay just fucking go for it dude like so i put it online like say if you are like okay that's that's cool that's poppin do your thing babes he waits till father's day and comes out and then like the tweets i post wherever he's like imagine what it looks like when you have jeffrey look jeffrey started looking at you at the end of the table you know how much power he has he could ruin you and all this stuff and i'm like

I don't think Jeffrey fucks with you like that, to be honest. I think he was just fucking you. Right. I don't think he's really like your homie like that. It was like a project. Because the way he acted online was very fan behavior. Right. I don't think they're close like that. But anyways. So now. Woke up, my Twitter was deleted. I hate that. So now, today, baby daddy actually went online and is talking shit because what happened? So he finally got served from like forever ago.

and he like didn't want to do with it but I talked about it online in a video and I'm like

you're like a deadbeat and i never put it on tiktok or nothing before because i'm just like well and he goes on tiktok all the time and like you never say lies like straight lies and honestly it's that's a lawsuit because why did the state send him paperwork when i talked to the state i told them i don't know who my baby daddy is i'm fucking any and everything right now yeah couldn't tell you but they saw a tweet on twitter of me calling him out or whatever and they went by that and gave him the like paperwork everything the the

social workers sent a selfie with my kid to him like i said are you allowed to send selfies with the peace sign up to someone who is a potential father he's not father no dna i was like you're weird you can never you're not supposed to send pictures of anybody else's children to anybody but mind you the people that work in that system now are people that i went to school with and stuff and we're all older and i went down a different path than them but

So they like follow me and they they know about him and stuff. So I don't know if it's a fan behavior thing, but you're sending selfies of my kid. Yeah. You could just briefly say we have the DNA test done. Whatever. Anyways, sending selfies of my kid with peace sign. That's I feel like illegal. I don't know. Right. But I'm done with the system. I think it is too. I feel like that would be illegal. Like literally. It's like a lawsuit for the state. I'm going through like the hardest time my whole entire life.

And you know all about that in the last podcast. I'm not even going to talk about it again. But hardest time of my whole life. He's sending me pictures of my social worker with peace signs. Yeah. And he's making up all these lies on the internet saying, oh, I have my kid around. I'm not even going to say it, but bad things. And I'm like, what are you saying? He's literally, I think, been so consumed into a phone for so long, he is weird. Yeah. He's weird. He's off.

I think it's a testament to your character, though, that all these lies you'd never have really bashed him except for on Twitter whenever you finally had. Because if I did bash him, I could really just go in on him buying matching shoes when I was pregnant. Oh, my God. I'm going to cook for you every day like this when you're pregnant. Like meal plans like this man's about matching. I've never seen a matching outfit. I've never seen no meal. I've never seen a dollar.

I sent him hundreds and I only time I ever posted was I posted hundreds of dollars I sent him for DNA tests and he's like I'm in the studio right now like I can't deal with this I drove all around the goddamn world to every DNA clinic and he never went to one of them played me for money multiple times so I'm like you know what fuck that deaded it and we never spoke about it didn't talk to him fuck you you know until like the Jeffree Star situation but then yeah the internet found out recently

And you know how the internet is. You're a deadbeat. You don't take care of your kid. And at the time, I'm like, finally, finally. So I hype it up. I'm like, fuck yeah. Y'all let him fucking know he's a deadbeat. It bites me in my ass because now he's like, oh, now I have to prove to the world I'm not. Right. So then he's going to attack me and I'm all these things. And you can't say shit on me when you've never met your kid. Right. You've never met him once in your life. And...

so yeah we actually had a dna dna thing scheduled and i was ready for it and he called me and was like i have all this money now i'm back on my feet it was only i didn't have money before he's like that's the honest reason why i was running he's like i wasn't in a good position and i'm like i don't care about money yeah you could have just said hey to your kid that's all been his dad yeah so he doesn't have to get older and be like

ask those questions but there's someone in his life that gives a fuck so fuck you bye but like yeah he um was reaching out while i was pregnant with low caleb jr he's like i know you're pregnant all this stuff he's like let me help you he didn't get the answer he wanted so um he starts sending like photos of like mug shots and he's like why don't you hang these up all over his room let him know how much of a great mother you are and you should make that into merch

Mugshots? Mugshot merch. I laugh at it. I think it's funny, but I'm like, think about what you just said. I'm not going to say that. Think about what you just said, buddy. You want me to hang up pictures? You know what I'm going to say. You want me to go hang up pictures of my mugshots all over Princeton's room and let them...

bro you could you never even said hey to him okay i got arrested for some assault like it's not that big of a deal the bitch was in my face i've done worse okay like listen my kid will forgive me for that yeah you're a little bit worse than me so let's be for real um he doesn't even know who his daddy is like that he does caleb that's i said if you i said if you stand in a room with caleb pizza boy whatever right now he's going to caleb he's gonna look at you like who is this human yeah

I mean, does he act just like you look just like you like have the same like interest? Like my little four year olds playing a fucking piano and stuff. And like he loves to play a makeup. And I'm just like, is like what? Like who taught you this? I walk into him on daycare and he has a Cinderella dress on and he's worried I'll be mad. He's like, are you mad, mommy? I'm like, get it, queen. I can't be mad at you. You're just a kid. You don't know any better. But like, yeah, I see that. Like I'm like, you're a little worse than me.

But we had a DNA test scheduled. And she's saying that because the baby daddy, you know. Yeah, he's gay. And I knew that the whole time. Yeah. Bisexual. I knew it the whole time. He wouldn't admit to it. But, I mean, good for you. Like, I think that's cool. Yeah. Because I like girls, too. So we could have mixed and matched. We could have fun, babe. Like, you don't have to make it weird. Tag team. Exactly. Exactly.

But he didn't want to have fun with it. He wants to be all like... Secretive. Yeah, social media and government. So weird. So today he went online and what was he ranting about? When I had went out of town for another podcast I was supposed to do, I was going to go do it, but I told my lawyer I don't want to. Because if I do that, then I'm back in a cycle of court shit and...

Princeton's four. He understands everything. He's smarter than me. Right. No, I don't want it. You can keep every dollar you have. Fuck off. So I didn't go and the case got closed. And he's online like, thank God. Like, he was like, um...

The kid isn't mine. Finally, I can close this chapter in my life. It's been an ongoing issue and all this stuff. And I'm like, but he doesn't know if the kids are not. There's never been a DNA test. He does. He does. One hundred thousand million. But I'm just saying, like to go on messages, you know. Right. But to go online and say the kid's not mine. Like, come on. You don't. It's to please everybody. He everyone on the Internet needed an answer. Right. The only reason we went to court in the first place, he had to give him an answer.

He got his answer. I refuse a DNA test. You know what? I'll be the bad guy. Yep. All the things you say, whatever. Cool. Run with it. I don't care. As long as I don't have to worry about someone taking my kid to Las Vegas and talking bad about me to my kid. Like, just weird things. You win. He gave him a whole speech. And he's like, thank you to all of my supporters. And he's got all his supporters like, I'm so sorry. F that girl. And I'm just like... I can't stand when people think supporters for drama. Like...

come on man anybody's gonna everybody loves to watch a train wreck you know so they're not your supporters they're literally people that are just so obsessed with storylines and toxicity that you know they're just gonna tune in whenever there is drama yeah and he he fed into it like he saw the videos posted this day and i'm like what if i texted him i said what if i deleted all my stuff because i'm like what if

He gets older and he sees these things. And you guys do actually meet one day and y'all are cool. And he's like, that's how my dad talked about my mom. That's how he talked about me. Like, delete him. Don't leave him up there. You're more worried about what other people that you will never meet and they'll never help you or do anything for you in life think about you than someone who has the same blood as you. And that's all right because you can go...

Do your thing. Later on in life, it'll hit you and it'll suck. But yeah, karma doesn't mess, baby. No, the fucking don't. Cause it got the fuck out of me. So moving on last bit of drama that we're going to discuss and then we're going to move on to the good stuff. Um, you were just recently supposed to go on seeing what's podcast. Um,

yep i was and you were texting me the whole time so i i know the whole situation of what happened can i can i talk am i allowed to talk like about it okay yeah i didn't know because i know you don't like being involved in like yeah drama shit because it's for the birds because sometimes there's plenty of times when i could have been like bunny but i'm like she doesn't want no part of it no i hate drama and i'm never gonna beef with people yeah

I was supposed to go on their podcast. I've been live. Literally, when I was still in the hospital, I went live, like, and I was having my baby, and she's in my live. We're about to start adding, like, or flying people out. Like, we can't wait to have you. She's always in my lives talking about it. I'm thinking, okay, we're on, like, a friendly basis. Y'all get turned. Like, y'all are messy. I'm messy. Like, it's cool. We're good vibes. It'll be fun. And then, like, people are commenting. They're, like, oh, there's, like, about, like, hyping it up.

So we planned it. We scheduled it. Normally when you do a podcast, you pay for a flight. You pay for a hotel. That's normal. She was like wanting me to bring, and we were like friendly. The text messages were friendly. And tell. She's like, do you want to bring your kid? That would be so awesome. I want to meet the little guy so bad. Da da da da da. And like, I'm like, aw, that's so sweet. But he's just too little. I can't bring him. And I'm like, if I did though, I'd have to bring Caleb because like

That would be cool to bring him, but I don't know. It's too risky for me. Just like people always say like, oh, bad mom. But I just, I don't like my kid on social media like that. Yeah. I don't like having my kids on social media and I don't like having flying with them. I leave them out of shit I do. Well, cause it's so fucking scary. It's a scary place. And when I did the bad mom comments were so much worse. So fuck it. Like I'm just going to leave them out of the situation. Yeah. You can see him when you see him. If you don't, you don't. But anyways. Yeah. So she was like,

bring him bring the little guy like texting me back and forth like mutual like there's a friendship basis a rapport you felt like you guys had a rapport it was cool i was comfortable enough to come out there and come sit down and talk with y'all like how i feel like me and you talk yeah and then she's i'm like well i'd have to bring caleb because he'd have to help me you know what i mean like i can't if i'm gonna be because she already told me the vibes were like talk your shit

I'm not going to do that in front of my little kids. Right, so when she said talk your shit, she was talking about the Fly Soldier stuff. Yeah. Right. And that's why, but she just posted this thing and made it look like I was just sending her tea. But I was like, is like...

that's why i talk to my friends are we getting messy like girl listen i could scroll through me and mj's text messages and there's literally paragraphs i send hella emojis okay yeah i might look a little crazy in messages but like it's how she's so yours too let me tell you something mj is going to communicate one way or another she's going to talk and if you answer her back that's fine if you don't that's fine just get to it when you can i'll talk to myself if i have to

do that. Yeah. Okay. I'm gonna get my point across whether it's to you or me. Yeah. I wrote it out. But I don't think, you know, in defense of Kristen, I don't think she knew your texting style, you know, so she probably didn't know. Well, at first she was cool about it. Like we're all

I toned it down a little for her. You know, I could tell she came from a privileged household. I toned it down a little. I didn't do too many things, but I was like, okay, she wants me on this podcast. I can already tell she wants the Maddie vibes. I'm going to, you know, I've been doing porn for years. You just do, you know, I just, I'm like, okay, I'll give her MJ fresh. That's the dollar sign. You know, like I come to you and I'm Madison, MJ, a little mix. So I could already tell the vibes a little bit, but she was being cool back.

then she's like oh well you should still bring caleb out like he would get along with the boys she never mentioned nothing about having a trip let me just go ahead and say that she didn't mention nothing about a trip about her multiple times for like she didn't mention anything about a what some trip that she was going on oh gotcha okay it was like a last minute thing the family which i think is pretty sus

If I'm allowed to talk all of my shit or if I have to tone it down, I don't know. But what did you say? I think it's a little sus because she was talking to me for a very long time about this flight. And last minute, even her assistant, Bree, is texting me and was like, apparently they're going out of town tomorrow. So I think before it gets off track and I just want to keep you on track because I knew what was going on because you were texting me the whole time.

What had happened was you were trying to build a rapport with Kristen. And so Caleb, we're thinking we're going to go and Caleb's going to come. We're all going to chill and hang. And normally here's the thing. Whenever I invite two people on the podcast, I pay for both of them. I've never, there's so many people who have like, Hey, can I bring my friend? And I always have never invited Caleb. I've pulled up before. And if our last podcast we did literally in it, me and you were talking, cause you were like, you didn't love. And I'm like, yeah,

I didn't know. I don't bring Caleb in. So just in MJ's defense, and I'm not talking down on Kristen or Whitney in this situation at all, they are just now learning how to run a business and they're going to fucking make mistakes, you know? But normally, if you're going to have two guests on your podcast or included, then yeah, you definitely would pay for that other person. So I think that's where you started getting...

off vibes or like the communication wasn't good because you because she yeah and so i'm like i'm like well shit like if that's the case then if you can add a person i said if you can and i have the text too if you can add a person go ahead yeah add them i'll bring them i was like but my mom will still probably babysit or my i'm gonna get a babysitter because i just still don't want to bring the baby right but hell yeah i'll bring caleb and she's like oh bet i'm on a flight right now um

um when i land i'll start looking for flights for him right i'm like okay boom cool she did say that she said i'll start looking for flights yeah i have the text i will start looking for flights once i land i'm on a flight right now wow i said okay awesome i was like thank you so much and i said and she posted to me saying i love that you included caleb like no one ever includes him she didn't include the part where she said i'm gonna look for flights okay so i just look like some people are like oh like you asked her to pay for your your boyfriend

First of all, I don't even invite this motherfucker nowhere. So let's be so for real. You and Caleb are... That boy loves you. You better start being nice to him, MJ. He's been sleeping on the couch for like a week, dude. He's annoying. He got you balloons and picked you up from the airport. Yeah, because he wanted the online. He knew what people were going to do. You guys. Stop being so tough. You guys finally have a baby. You guys, come on. Yeah, I'll see you every birthday for the next 18 years. Try me now, huh?

But so MJ fresh talking guys. Yeah. So moving on, she didn't get Caleb a ticket. And so, but she tells me this last minute, the day before, like two days before I'm about to go, she's like, the flight's full, babe. I don't even know. Like I can't like the flight's full. So I'm like, Oh, okay, well I'll just do it. I call him. I'm like, Hey, I want to add somebody or like get them a ticket. I tell him my stuff. Hence. I've told her like 10 times. Could you send me the info for the flight? Could you send me the info for the flight? She won't send the shit.

Which in her defense, and I've said this to you, even off camera was she was doing her sister's party, right? Yeah, but she said that. And then I was like, okay, that's cool. And then a week goes by and she's still like, hey, I'm sending it. Hey, I'm sending it. And I'm like, all right, I just need to know. Like, it's not because I want to come on the podcast so bad. It's because I have two kids. You have to make plans. And I have to make sure everything's set out good for them. One's in daycare and one's in diapers. I can't just...

get hit with a flight tomorrow and up and dip right and that's kind of how she did it and like i get that's maybe her and like cool for her like so they didn't have a set date for you they didn't have a set date for you it was just floppy all around it was first it was like 15 16 then i was like we just kept bouncing around gotcha and then i said you know what whatever works best for you

Go ahead book it send it to me. Let me know and I'm there Yeah, and like that's just how I text and that's the only thing she posts online is you tell me when and where and I'm there Yeah, I mean a friend because we were bouncing around dates for so long anyways So I mean are you supposed to be mean to people when you text them? I guess it's right nice like you're like a dick writer People are I'm not I'm just I

trying to make sure we're like uncomfortable vibes if i'm about to sit down with you and yeah and spill my guts yeah i want to at least know like we're cool like yeah or do you just want me to do that on camera anyways so you flew in the same day as the podcast which i think is crazy because i flew i fly all my guests in the day before i never make a guest do a podcast you did one today because you're a fucking savage and that's how you wanted but also because like i'm

i don't know we're on like on one other than just like podcasts we're on like a friendly basis too like yeah you know what i mean like yeah i'll get ready on a airplane to come up and see you you're gonna be like yeah i don't know them like that so yeah i'm gonna need like if i got layovers chicken on like and you're rushing me well so okay yeah let's talk about that so you get on the plane and the flight is delayed

Both of them were delayed. She booked the flight. You're already frustrated because the flights are delayed. And because I planned for Caleb to be coming too. Right. And then she tells me last minute and the people were like, no, the flight's not full. The flight's just $700 to $1,000 ticket. Right. And I'm like, you could have just said it was too much. You don't want to pay for him. Right. You didn't have to say it was full.

right because now it's the day before and i'm not paying a thousand dollars you felt like you guys were already getting off on a bad foot because she just couldn't be real yeah just be like hey man i don't want to pay the 700 for the ticket and if you would have told me that while like a week prior yeah tickets are cheaper yeah then he still could have came i didn't have to tell him oh bet look she said you get along great with the guys and like you know caleb's like

You know, thinking he's going. Yeah. You didn't just say he should come. You said he should come and hang out. The guys would love him. Like, what's boyfriend's gonna be here? My boyfriend. Like, she made it seem like that. And then, last minute, a flight the day before? Babes, that's expensive. Um, Caleb, you better sit your ass at home. Yeah. But... I won't even pay $700 for tickets for me, Mimi, and Haley. That shit's ridiculous. No, I know how she feels, 100%. But you didn't say that. You said...

Well, no, I'm agreeing with both of you guys. Like the $700 for fucking just a flight is crazy. But whatever. Okay. So fuck that. Right. And then I get on this flight. They're both delayed. She booked them and she keeps asking me for all these and all the information. And I'm like, you booked the flights. And if you have, she's like, oh, we have nothing to plan. No, don't worry about it. Like take your time, girl. There's nothing going on.

The posts she posts online are like, well, we had other podcasts to do and all this stuff. If that's the case, why did you ask me so many times about my flights and where they were and stuff like that? You would need to know those because you would have to, like today, you had another podcast to do. So you needed to know what time I was coming because you had to make sure it fit right with the other person. She didn't need to know none of that. She sent me a weird message at the end. And I was like, I get the vibe she's sending me this.

in case. Yeah. Online. That's what it was. I wasn't dumb, but. So you had landed, your flight was delayed and they wanted to shoot the podcast like. 5.30 and I didn't. What time did you land? 5.30. Okay. It was like, literally I was walking out at the airport around like, I was like, there's absolutely no way. Yeah. First thing I said, maybe we should just reschedule because I feel rushed and like, I don't know. I was like,

Texting you and I'm just like, this is a lot. Yeah, you were already stressed out. And she's told me twice, I'm picking you up from the airport. I'm picking you up from the airport. Give her the times. I'll be there. And then right when I'm walking out, flights are delayed. She's like, hey, could you just get an Uber?

yeah i get to the hotel i'm like yeah whatever fuck it it's 45 minutes away and you want me to be here at six then it's like they she wanted you to get right off the flight and then go straight to the podcast which is like i said i look like a freaking noodle right now says no i already get the vibes you're trying to make me look stupid so i at least want to look cute when i look stupid like yeah so i'm like well the place you have me saying that it's 45 minutes away can't be there then she's like yeah but it's only 10 minutes from me

Oh, so you only have to take a short drive. Okay. I booked the Uber. I get there. I get there. She didn't give me a hotel room. It was just on file. And they were like, well, we need your card to pay for it. Because it's just booked. Like she reserved it. She didn't pay for it.

Then I was like, I was going to, so they handed me like all this paperwork I had to fill out and stuff. And I'm like, they want me there in like 30 minutes. I don't got time for this shit. I sent her the number and I was like, yo, you need to call them. You need to just let them know, approve your card. It was a general manager. She was like, thank God I'm the general manager. I can go ahead and approve it. Just tell her, call me.

um and tell me the last three digits of her card and i'll let her um yeah i'll let you go i was gonna say sometimes like price line when you go to book things they'll do that like they'll want like the three digit security card like i don't know it's just like to protect the without all the extra shit and i'm like y'all are rushing me already yeah girl and paperwork and all this like i don't even know what color lipstick i'm wearing fuck no like can you just give him a call and then she's like passive aggressive in her messages like i'm on my phone now so send the number now i'm like i'm

You're talking to me a little funny. I'm like, I'm a little crazy, girl. I'm like, okay. I sent the number. I'm like, she approves it. Gets a room. And I'm like, that's normally what happens. Maybe we should reschedule. I said it probably 10 times. Yeah. And then she says, Brie, text me. No, girl, you're good. We're going to do it. Do you want to do 830 tonight? Nine o'clock tomorrow. I said, nine o'clock tomorrow is way better. Nine o'clock tomorrow, bitch. Please. Yeah. I'm going to go lay down. Relax. Yep. Just vibe out. And plus, if not, then...

y'all are randomly going out of town she's like oh apparently they're going out of town tomorrow your assistant doesn't even know when you're going out of town like what and why would y'all invite me somewhere and be going out of town the very next day and want me to do a podcast at 8 30 at night right so you're just beyond frustrated and i'm just like so what am i supposed to do 16th all day

Yeah. Because it would have been different if Caleb was with me, but now I'm, like, by myself. Right. I didn't try to make it seem weird about my dog. I just want to know if the dogs are allowed at the hotel, by the way. That's all. I would have paid for my fucking dog. It's only $150, like, if they were allowed at the hotel. But she didn't know shit about the hotel, clearly. So, yeah, she was, like, texting me, apparently Kristen and them are going out of town. I'm checking with the girls. No one knew what was going on. And I'm, like, I sent her a whole message. She never posted that, though.

where I'm texting well I was texting you and I'm like I feel frustrated and you were like you just need to communicate tell her how you feel so I'm like fuck I don't know how to do that I just know how to cast bitches out I'm very proud of you there's so much growth here MJ it's so hard like it literally is like growth sucks I want to be like you stupid fucking cunt but like instead I'm like hey babes so listen pink heart

and it like eats me alive and then bitches make me look so dumb online and i'm like you were so lucky i said that because i was gonna say something else i guess that's why i'm overly nice because right anyways yeah so i'm like hey girl this is really unprofessional um i've done multiple podcasts with people i didn't say this part but with people that you know too right and i've also not just you but i've done other podcasts too and like even just like

Dumb shit like fresh and fit where it's like you're made to like be angry like anything where you meet up and like your interview Like it's just not professional. They have a set time with or without you. They're doing it right period They have a set date. They have flights like everything's booked and done It's not all you have a game plan and they're like bouncing around dates with me bouncing around times and then

I'm like girl I'm not coming read the room I've said 10 times let's reschedule you're not getting it read the room like I'm not coming right so you told them you didn't want to be on the podcast yeah and I'm like it's late as fuck at night I'm getting the vibes because y'all are just being really weird and I don't like being uncomfortable situations yeah well I think you were just so frustrated by that point that everything was gonna and they're not like it'd be different if she was giving me like

friendly vibes but it was like the girls that were lily palitzer in school vibes where it's like hey girly pops so like um and i don't like those um girl no i already know no so i'm not coming we have a triggered mj so then

I didn't say nothing about it online. I didn't say nothing. Obviously, everyone's like, what's going on? So you didn't say anything about it online, but... Tell. I was getting there. I was getting there. I'm getting to it. But which I, when you did this, I told you. You told me not to. I said you're going to start a war. And I have to prove my point. And the one person who I haven't talked to the whole time and thought was cool was like,

We didn't want beef with fly. Who said this? What? And I'm like, but they told you to talk here. Well, you literally said, I asked you, you want me to be messy? Like whatever. Like what do you, that's normally how I talk to people and they'll let me know the vibes. Yeah. Like, and the girl's like, yeah, talk your shit. Like act up all this stuff. And like, she never posted that. She just posts me looking like I'm trying to be messy. Right. I'm trying to come on the podcast.

I don't invite myself to shit. I don't think you even, even right on this podcast here, you didn't talk shit about fly. You just told the truth of what you had gone through. Yeah. I mean, I could, I, yeah. Like, and I, do I, if I'm live with him? Yeah. Cause like, you're gonna make me look bad and make you look bad. But like, I don't,

Even Kristen, I don't dislike the girl. It's just like, why do you have to be weird on the internet? Why do you have to lie? And I got, and Fly does the same shit. And like, I've been around enough TikTokers and they just like, they have to look like they're right. And you don't have to like. And she's just trying to make me, meanwhile, just making me look funny. And like, now I'm a mean girl because I defend myself. And I'm like, you know what? Instead of proving my point, let's not forget Shorty.

When you were hugging up all on fly and kissing on him and she was making him look bad. I have text with his mom and she was like, I'm worried about him. They're making him look really stupid on live. He doesn't drink alcohol. He does not. I don't think anybody could make him look stupid. But he doesn't drink alcohol. Right. And like you can tell from the vibes and she was on live with him. They're hanging out right. Like literally a week after we broke up. Like she's like got the camera on him. She's like.

Like laughing and stuff. Like he's messed up in bed. Like drunk. He's like doing too much. He's sloppy. Like... And they think it's funny. And that makes him look bad. And his mom's tripping out on me about it. Like... What the heck? Get a hold of Frankie and all this stuff. And I'm like... That's what I was like I'm scared they're gonna do to me. So...

yeah shorty just gave me those vibes and i'm just like let's not forget that you know yeah but i overlooked that just like with coco just like a bunch of people i talked about that did things that were slimy but i just overlook it because i'm a girl's girl yeah i actually am even though i talk a lot of shit you are a girl's girl we've always had a great rapport like unless you do me wrong then i'm gonna

I'm hot-headed. Hold you accountable. Yeah, and I'm going to talk crazy. And I'm ADHD, so I'm going to talk in every fucking direction and very fast. Over-communicate. Yeah. MJ's an over-communicator. So when I got the text for your next move, you were triggered. You were triggered, MJ. So, yeah, I'm triggered. And then...

So I posted, you know, the video and whatever. And I was like, thanks for the free vacay, bitch. Check it out. People are already saying it anyways. That was you feeding into the bullshit. That was me being immature, toxic. And I'm just like... But was that before or after Whitney had posted that they canceled on you? That was after Whitney said we canceled on her because we didn't want drama to fly. So I said, oh, you didn't want that? I'm going to give it to you now. Right. So just so we clarify...

I don't think Whitney knew probably the story so that and you know Whitney is trying to build a brand and a business herself like I've told you Whitney seemed chill up until like she didn't even seem like she really knew what was going on right that's what I'm saying so I don't think she knew the whole situation I'd like to give her the benefit of the doubt that she didn't know the whole situation because I never talked to her really yeah I've only ever talked to see so I

So that triggered you hearing that they said they canceled on you. You can speak up and say what's going on, that things were just miscommunication. And that's what it was. Well, yeah, that and just an organization. She wants to go online and post a video and say, we run a business. And who said that, Kristen? Yes. Posting messages that are very much making her look bad.

Like, good. Like, a little too good. You could have posted... You could have made me look bad, but you didn't have to make me look like a fan, sis. Right. Because I didn't even know you before you hit me up first. Nothing about you. I'm not in that side of TikTok. I'm in the ratchet side. You know what I mean? I'm not in the...

Anyways, there's like different areas of messy and TikTok. Yeah, I try to stay the fuck out of all of it. Don't ever go on MomTalk, okay? Oh, yeah. You think that you motherfuckers are crazy? No, see, that's why I'm stopping because I want to rebrand. I want to do a family channel. But oh my God, yeah, that's not worth it. MomTalk is insane. You don't want to go on there. You fart wrong and they're like, bitch. Yeah, it's crazy. Did you know if your kid is around that? Yeah.

And is anybody calling DSS? Cause yeah. I'm like, yeah, exactly. Oh my God, dude. Like let him hold the marker how he wants to. So you posted your video to clap back at Whitney. And then I start getting, cause hence prior, I really didn't know a lot about him to be honest, other than like the, with the fly shit. But I would look at it cause I know how he is.

So then people are sending me shit. My friend's like, bitch, like you didn't see like this and shows me Rachel and the situation that happened with Rachel. And they were like friends. And Kristen's very much talking shit on her baby daddy. And it just looked really sus and it was sus. And so I'm like, girl, what the heck? And they're letting this girl like they're they're bullying this girl basically on the Internet.

And she's home with a baby. And I know what it's like to be home with a baby and get bullied by a bunch of people because Oscar. Yeah. With his millions of followers and... You know what I mean? I know what it feels like. And I'm just like, fuck that. You want to make some TikToks in the fucking hotel she paid for? Fuck. Like...

i could have paid for myself i have actual text too by the way there's gonna be a different area of talking but where i said next time i said maybe we should reschedule next time i will book the flight and the hotel just so i know like it's organized right so i even offered to do that before anyone says i got a free vacation i just feed into it they act like you don't get money i

don't get the money i used to get i'll say that but right but i mean i'm happier always gotten money and i'm in a different mind headspace one thing about mj she's gonna get it okay i don't i'll figure the out whether i pop some coochie my bill's getting paid and my kids going to private school so basically i'm by rachel over this girl is so innocent you know you can just tell someone's innocent yeah she's so like no no no no i can't go out this like i

And, but she was like, she wanted to make videos, but like, she was also like, I don't know, very like just scared of everything. Like walking on eggshells. I lived like that for a long time where it's like, I know I can talk my shit to you. I can stand up for myself, but I'm scared because I've been put in positions where it's fucked me over. And I'm like, girl, live your life. Like just do you. Like, and so yeah, I invited her over. We're chilling. Like we just bumped into each other in the lobby. That's what we say. And...

She even, the funny part is she was like, hey, I know this is weird, but she was like, is it okay if, she was like, is it okay if I bring my boyfriend? Like, I know that's weird. Not a lot of people. And I'm like, girl, I feel you. Bring him. Yeah. Bring him. You're like, pizza boy would be here. Yeah. I'm like, bring him, girl. I got him a wristband. I was like, bro, I'm just, not really a vacation. I'm chilling at this fucking hotel. The only thing good is this top bar. Yeah. With old people. And so she comes and I'm like,

We make some toxic TikToks, whatever. Who cares? The amount that they've made towards me and towards her. Clap back. Like, I don't give a fuck. I'd do it to this day. Just a vicious cycle. But yeah, I'm very proud of you, though, for not continuing it because they did comment and like kept trying to egg you on and stuff like that. And they're like, where are the receipts? Where are the receipts? Yeah. And they know I have. And I'm like, what do you mean? You know, I have them. Yeah. You want the drama. Yeah.

And you don't want beef with fly. Well, it's good for their podcast, you know? It makes people want to listen to their podcast. But you don't want beef with fly. But wasn't he just cussing y'all out on live? And they posted me sending a video. I sent the video to make her feel better. Saying like, hey girl, this is normally what he does. It's his inner insecurities. Yeah. Trying to make her feel better. Like, don't let that get to you. Because he was like digging deep. He was hitting roots. And...

she made it look like oh i'm just sending her drama yeah but yeah she made it seem like something it wasn't and it's just like just keep it real like we don't have we don't have to be but i get it people gotta get their views up like if i don't be i can do a mom thing i have other let's talk about that you know some people what is that being a mom is not a kink i think it's actually uh okay well it's my king you like you have a breeding kink

You like to be bread. I do. That's what it is. I do because, like, I don't know. It keeps me not in trouble. Like, Princeton was too good of a kid. It's so funny. He stays out of trouble, bro. Like, he does everything he's told. He's yes ma'am, no ma'am. I'm like, what the hell? Jelly and I were waking up this morning, and we always try to, like, snuggle before we have to start our days. And he's like, who do you have on the podcast today? And I was like, Justin, Nanli, and MJ. And he goes, oh, MJ's coming back on? And I was like, yeah. And he was like, yeah.

He's like, man, her and Fly are crazy. He's like, I can't even, they have like such a crazy relationship. I was like, baby, she had a whole kid and is with somebody else now. And he's like, damn, I just saw a TikTok two days ago. He's like, that's how old my FYP is. No, everyone, like, cause that's really just what people talk about. So, and I'm like, yeah, that's funny. Oh my God. Caleb literally like,

He loves him. Yeah. Caleb's dad. I got, I got, I yelled at his dad really, really hard. So you and Caleb got back. I love them some jelly, but no, you and Caleb got back together. Yeah. And take me on that journey because this is all good stuff. I feel like Caleb have a connection. Basically. Um, yeah, that's my dude. That's my dude forever. Like, I don't know. We're like the same person. Like he will tell me about myself. Like,

he'll be like bitch who are you showing out for stop trying to be cute like you're just talking shit because it's the internet like and i'll be like you right like no i'll never say that ever ever but like later on i'll be like that's why i am humbled now i think because he's put me in my place so long and i've seen it firsthand and with you know people are running around with boxing gloves and i'm like

y'all dead serious yeah and i used to be like that like and i'm like imagine caleb sitting there like watching me like the fuck this what's doing i used to be like showing out on the internet he humbles me a lot and but he's so childish he gets my fucking nerves like he don't do social media you know i don't even let him he just had a flip phone for the past two months that's why he got fucking grounded and had a flip phone but yeah it's it's for the better he really did i said you want to be how did you guys get back together

So I'm at the content house and I called him and I was like, I'm dead serious this time. Come get me. But like, if you come, I'm actually come home. I promise. So he goes to my mom's house. He gets my Jeep keys, whatever. Oh, no, no, no, no, no. I had already had the Jeep. He came to get me like three times and I was like, never mind. I'm late again. Fuck you. And then I'm late again. This time I was like, it's like when all this shit was happening at the content house. I was like, I actually don't want to be like this. Like I am.

I want a life. Like I want something, you know, like to have purpose. Yeah. Yeah. And I'm like, this isn't giving it. This is me being everyone's entertainment. I'm always everybody else's entertainment. And it's never MJ's, you know, it's never mine anymore other than porn. But that's other guys. You're still giving yourself to the world. So,

Caleb's always told me that, but I always told him he's a fucking idiot and a loser and broke and she can shut the fuck up. Then I got put in that position with someone else who called me a fucking loser and broke and all those things. I'm like, damn. So this feels like... This sucks. Gross. And I used to literally be so mean to Caleb. I'd be like, you can go sleep on the side of the road. You used to be. You're still pretty sassy. I haven't been arrested for domestic violence in a long time, so we're going to be proud of that, okay? But like...

we're gonna knock on wood we just like fits now like we don't yeah like before it'd be like you guys have been growing like i used to think that i was a grown-ass man right we could really like talk about it and yeah so i call him and i'm like actually really calm like for real because memphis was like you know you keep telling on cheating you can leave and i was like fuck you you know what i'm going back to my cheater because i cheated back and i got my like back and

didn't feel good did it fuck no well no he did it first and he wants to play victim can't be playing victim all right don't be trusting him but he's all men play victim then i got my leg back except i really fucked myself because then i'm stuck with tattoos and i'm like but it's not stuck in my head like now we're together and like before like everything he would do he could literally like

Say something that was wrong and i'd be like, oh, yeah, because you cheated It's like every word out of my mouth. But now i've Got my leg back. It's really fucked up and childish. But I mean I came back home Well, he actually I flew him to florida. He gets there. I forgot. I flew him there. Come get me I'm on top of the roof at this place called. Um The tree house and it was another content house and um

I was like, you know, obviously entertainment because I'm the bitch that don't give up. So I'm on top of this house on the roof. My boobs out and about to belly flop into the pool. And Caleb's down there. And everybody knows about him because I've been talking about Pizza Boy and their cameras and all this stuff. And it was like people performing and stuff. And they run over there like, Pizza Boy, you're the Pizza Boy. You're the Pizza Boy. I always talk about him. And Caleb's like,

get the fuck down like what are you doing i'm like you you came and we're riding home and i was like half pink hair half black hair tattoos and i'm like so you're not gonna cheat on me ever again no and i know it's like the worst like fucked up thing and it's like i don't know the shit we've been through people are like why would y'all ever get through that like just don't be together you guys probably have a lot of childhood trauma that's similar

But we fixed it. We started like going to like therapy and like talking about our problems and it's corny and it literally makes me want to throw up. But like, he's like, we need to do it. And I'm like, it works. But like, I was so, I went through like a state of like psychosis almost from when I was with Alex and them. My dad, my stepdad, but he was my dad. He was like my Caleb DePrinson, died when I was dating Alex. The same day we did the music video, they told me shut the fuck up, suck it up.

I literally had to suck it up. No one knows. No one cared. I posted about it. He said, delete that. You look sorry as fuck on the internet. Alex said that? Because his brother told him, like, what the fuck is she posting this sad stuff for? So I, like, was literally basically in this mindset after I left and came home with Caleb of, like, don't look like this on the internet. Don't let you know because they had, like, made me feel like that for so long. Right. And...

Came home and finally started grieving things that happened like I started dating this guy a trap that's at the content house It's who I lived with His name is Oh trap star. He was he reminded me just like of Caleb like probably the nicest fucking human like on the planet ill I'm not good. Nice. It's human on the fucking planet. Um, and he like died and

I went home to go get, like, a U-Haul of my stuff and move it back because I was, like, embarrassed, like, of my room at the content house. So I was, like, I'm going to go get, like, my pink couch and all my, like, bougie-ass rich shit and make my room look so cute so he can, like, see that, you know, and get all my designer and, like, pop off for him. And I'm, like, coming back with my stuff and, like, we were texting, like, the whole time and, like, calling everything. And I get a call an hour away and they're, like, where's Chap? Where's Chap? And I'm, like, um...

Or they were asking where I was at. And I was like, I'm at the studio with Trapp because that's normally where I would be at. But I was being funny because I wasn't. I was going to surprise them. They're like, you're not at the studio with Trapp? I was like, yes, I am. And then they told me he had passed. And I was like, and his dad came to me and told me he were the first girl I've ever met of him having around. Because everyone thought he lived so rich. But he was the only person that brought me over. He lived in a little apartment.

his two bedrooms like he didn't really live like that he was honest about it real about it he was like what did he pass away from and caleb like was like he told me himself he was like i'm at least happy you found someone good because if not for trap he was like you probably like because i was going so like drinking partying yeah i had someone that i had to like have my back and um i went to get on a flight to go visit home and then get my stuff and drive it back and um

I literally said to Trav, I was like, don't cheat on me. And he was driving in this car. He used to race to cars and everything. And it flipped and ran into a building. And he was trying to save somebody. He could have lived. He was supposed to live. He was out of the car. He could have walked off. And he was trying to pull the people out of the car. And, yeah. And he was alive and he was going to the hospital. But he had told me, like, some deep stories about, like,

his mom and stuff like that that also like opened my eyes and why i'm different now like and then after he passed i saw these people that told me like deep stories about be like sad but profiting in a weird way if you get what i'm saying yeah and i got a little crazy about it i put it on the internet i was like and then his dad reached out was like how did you know that stuff i was like that's what he told me and it made me look at stuff like

You know, because like, what if I'm gone tomorrow? And then people don't really care. They cry for a week. Yeah. They profit. They still tag you and stuff. And then they move on. Yeah. That's it. It's crazy. The world doesn't stop for anyone. Yeah. And then I just went, I came back with Caleb and I was just like, damn, I went to the fucking island boy shit. I lost my dad. I lost trap. And I was like, just not like, okay. Yeah.

I was just like I don't know I thought everyone was out to get me like it was really weird I think I was like blowing your phone up a lot too like yeah I talked to you I was like I'm in a McDonald's parking lot right now and like I hate everybody in that like I need to like get out of here and like I think you wanted to move to Nashville and you were like yeah you can come stay in my studio I was like I'm on the way and then I'm like 20 minutes I wasn't I was not right like it was not me yeah I look back now and I'm like I'm just chilling on the internet with no tooth out like

living my best life i'm like chris sean bears yeah i'm like she did it why can't i it's different you just kind of lost your mind there for a little bit because i went through like some craziness but i didn't think it was trauma i thought it was just crazy but it was trauma through his abuse and it is trauma you know like that's what people have told me they're like you have to realize you were in a domestic relationship like that was domestic like you know i didn't clean i got water dumped on me or i didn't

they Frankie would try to say women cook women clean you're dirty like I was treated like a dog by him but then there's another person who's sad and like oh like it's just weird I don't know my brain wasn't right when I got home and then well that's what I slowly started to like regain my family night it was like Caleb I need to get pregnant I was like that sounds up and like stupid I was like but if I get pregnant I have no choice

but to get right and if not there's gonna be an opportunity that's gonna reach out to me i'm gonna take it yeah or there's gonna be someone that hits me up i'm gonna go and i'm i don't want to do that anymore i was like i need to get right i was like and caleb's been wanting to get me pregnant since they fucking met me so he's like oh for real he's like it's it's my time to shine yeah i know where we got pregnant what time and how and what position right um and it did it made me like

sit the fuck down and while i was pregnant what do you know people that i've always wanted to like collab with opportunities i've always wanted to have hit me up and i'm i have no choice i have to sit down and like sit and do fucking nothing and like my brain doesn't like you have to sit and heal yeah it was bad i was like posting corny stuff like sad stuff and that go back and be like ew like ew that's not me because i just i

i'm happy i'm i mean nobody is happy all the time but i yeah i had to face like real life and that's why i'm like better now because i had to go through that and i'm like what the fuck like i thought i was just with some fucked up people and i laughed at them and joked at them but i was with some like fucked up people like they're not right like yeah they treat people bad i was in a domestic relationship like i see people talk about that online and i'm like so corny yeah but that's real shit and

So now I'm like healed or whatever. I mean, I'm still like always in a healing mood, but as a process and it's going to take a long time, you don't just heal like you heal from one thing and then you figure out, oh, fuck, I have 20 other more things that I need to fucking heal. So it's like a constant journey. It's literally a journey. It's not a destination. Yeah, it's it's different because, you know, me, I like to ignore stuff.

Yeah. And not deal with it. But now you got a beautiful baby boy. Have you been dealing with any postpartum or anything like that? No, not really. I went, I literally had a May 1st. I went to work May 12th. I got to the club. Good. I should make me hella tips. They'd be like, you had a baby when? And then also like,

South Carolina be fucking with bunny bro. I'm telling you I love you, but like pulling me some tips girl I'm like, well, do y'all know my friend? Extra 50 on the tab. I'm like, yep. Love that. But um Yeah, I don't dance anymore either. Like I just stopped doing all of that. I just waitress. It's still fun I'm still bottle girl

But like you can't touch me unless I give you permission. Yeah. Which I miss my, I miss being a slut. I do. It eats me alive every day because the power I could have if I could just pop my cooch. But like mentally I stay sane.

keeping myself to myself and like keeping the boobs in as much as possible. And I have to say from when I first met you to now, you're a lot calmer and you have grown a lot. Wouldn't you say so? Mimi's been around since the beginning too. Yeah. Oh, the first MJ was fucking woo.

Woo! She was fucking swinging from the chandeliers. I get nervous now, and I've never experienced that. Oh, it only gets worse as you get older. Just wait. I'd be like, Kayla's like, what is the... Like, you've never been nervous before. I get, like, awkward sometimes. I'm like, what the fuck? Who am I? Like, I don't... I'm not like this. You're growing, baby. I walk in a room, and I'm like, bitch, it's MJ, bitch. And I'm like... But you can't be that girl all the time, and it's not fun if it happens every night. You know, like, there comes a time when you have to be like, you know what?

Like I pop out when there's a bag. Like I, if I show up to something, it's because I'm trying to be seen, you know? And that has been like such a saving grace for me because I'm not everywhere. Like, yeah, you see me online because I want you to see me. But in person, there's people that can say that,

they have never even met me in person you know like yeah you only pop out whenever it's needed because if you oversaturate then you're just gonna run yourself down and that's what i did like i thought i had to pop out going to walmart yeah like i'd be like um because like you're going to walmart yeah put slippers on and go and i'm like no what do people see me this is a this is nobody like actually really cares you know what i'm saying they don't like and then

Now I don't like it. Like, I don't know. I'll be at the gas station. And, like, people in my hometown, I'm very known there. Because it's a small town. It's a bunch of, like, kids. People that are spoiled and, like, you know what I mean? Privileged. I'm the one that's, like, always, like, in jail and fucking doing porn and some crazy shit. But now I'm not like that. And people don't accept that. Like, that's why it's hard to stay like that. Yeah. Like, people pull up to the gas station one time and...

Like, for example, be like, I'm Jaya. I got two babies in the car. Like, what do you think I'm about to do? You're like pumping gas. I just put one to sleep. I'm like, can I help you? But before I'd be like, you know, like. Yeah. But now I'm not like that. Well, you've lived some life too. And you realize that not everybody has good intentions. And that's, I think that's like the hardest lesson to learn is that people don't have the same heart as you. I think.

Yeah, it really fucking sucks being a good person, for real. It does. You're a sweetheart. Because I've been letting people really take advantage of me, and I realize that now, and I'm like, damn, fuck y'all. But you're figuring it out, you know? And that's what your 20s is about. I'm home, and I'm away from all of it, so I'm watching it from another point of view, and I'm like, y'all weren't really chilling with me. Y'all were...

It was good. You know, I mean quick go throw a big pink coat on your heels real quick by the pool There's video. Yeah, of course. I'm gonna do it. What attention? Hello. I'm coming. Yeah, but like sign me. What did I get not paid? I just they would hype it up and make it feel like something so Yeah, basically I go to Walmart in t-shirts now. You're just learning a lot of life lessons Yeah, and now I'm like when Prince was a baby. I didn't appreciate I was ready to get back to like getting lit and

This baby, like, now I'm just, like, which I feel bad. I didn't do it with Princeton. But my mindset, I'm just, like, I just hold him and I just stare at him. I'm just, like...

It's like my little human. I'm just like, oh. Well, you were a baby when you had Princeton, too. You know, like, you're still very young. You're still a baby. But, like, Princeton. I came and saw you right after I had Princeton, too. Literally. Yeah. And I was talking about my surgery because I had just gotten it. Mm-hmm. Now I have this one, and I'm back. I just can't believe how amazing you look. So what do you want to do this next year, now that you're, like, learning about life and calming down? So, I've been wanting to...

Me and Caleb got our own place August 1st, moving into my own rooms. We can have our own little deflection. He can have his room. I can have mine, the kids' rooms. But when I was pregnant, I stayed with my grandma. And I don't know why, but people made me feel like it was a crime that I stayed at my grandma's. At least you have family. I got tore up and down the internet. Who fucking cares? Half these people still live with their parents and grandparents, too. I'm 23. I'm pregnant. My grandma makes me soup in bed and rubs my back.

like i didn't know what time i wish i had a grandma i could move for everyone that thinks i'm fucking broke i'm i got my own place august 1st you know i went back to work the 12th i'm the first but yeah i just want to like i want to do family stuff and like involve caleb involve the kids because princeton tries to act like me he puts the phone up he's like hey guys welcome to my channel no i've been i'm just like start a family channel yeah i want to rebrand like i know the moms will come for me but i'd

Kind of rather would be like arguing over milk than arguing over... Do whatever makes your heart happy. ...fucking island boys. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Like, get over who fucked who. Like, I hate going and...

seeing myself in the for you page looking at like because you know the drama pages fucking screen record everything yeah i hate looking like on those things yeah i look i don't think no one's recording me nothing feels good about drama it's toxic it doesn't feel good it makes i'd rather my kid get older and i got enough to explain for you know that yeah i'd rather it be like i'm arguing over milk with another mom right and me and caleb like some stupid like

And our life is a lot different and it's funny and people find it very entertaining. And when me and Caleb go live, we get more views than if I go by myself. I think you guys are cute. You just need to stop being mean to that boy. Yeah. Speak sweet to him. But...

He's got to stop letting people make him fold. And then I will. Well, MJ, I'm so happy that you came back on the podcast and I got to see you again. I'm so happy that I get to just watch you kind of grow up before my eyes. I'm proud of you. You think I have for real? Yeah, I do. There's a huge, huge difference from... Like better?

Absolutely. You're way calmer, dude. This MJ would have met you would have fucking already been hooting and hollering up and down the fucking feeling like I have to put a show on. Yeah. And like this one's just calm, cool and collected. Do I give you awkward vibes? No, I feel like I'd be acting. I didn't get awkward from you at all. I didn't think it was. Yeah. Like this is what makes me feel weird. Yeah. Like I get uncomfortable and I'm just like other people think I'm awkward. No, like, no, you're calm.

yeah ew no i'm not used to a calm mj but i love this calm mj i think it's amazing so i am proud of you i should do the family channel thing yeah if nobody's told you mj we're all proud of you dude we're always rooting for you i didn't know you paid attention too like oh like you said of course we do i'm like you paid attention mimi was there when we first met i know and i love mimi but like you know what i mean i just i

You're like our little sister. I doubt myself a lot, too. You're literally like our little sister that we just want to protect. And I've dealt with a lot of people that also be like, I don't know. So I'm just like, oh, you actually think of me even better. Like, I don't know. I like hearing that. Yeah. Because honestly, other than you guys and humans at birth and I mean, pizza boys fucked me over. I've been fucked over by a lot of people. I think you guys, humans at birth, Taye.

I actually talk to Tame Money now. I'd like to get her on the podcast. She's never fucked me over, but I can count on one hand. People actually, like, when I walk out, don't laugh and stuff, you know? There's good people in this world, I promise you. But I never notice it because I walk out the room and be like, that bitch. But now I'm like, now I'm realizing that's not how they saw it, like other people in the world. Now you're trying to change. Well, we love you. Why don't you tell everybody where they can find you? Tell them your socials and all that stuff.

Basically, I'm on every fucking platform. Dad's Love MJ Fresh. Just MJ Fresh. Are you going to change your handle from Dad's Love MJ Fresh or are you going to keep that one? Yeah, I will. Because if you're going to have a family channel, you can't be having Dad's Love MJ Fresh. A lot of people have been commenting lately that moms love MJ Fresh. That's good. And I'm like, moms love... They're like, yeah, you let us... A lot of moms tell me that I give them the...

like vibes that you could be a mom and stuff fine and i'm like yeah i love it but like caleb wants to be like the fresh family i love it that's different and i don't want him on the camera oh god tell people where they can find you dad loves mj fresh and um yeah family channel coming soon i'm rebranding i'm not gonna be a slight or crazy anymore i'm gonna include everybody and just be good and you know

Maybe listen to Bunny a little more when she tells me to shut the fuck up. We love you, MJ. You're always welcome over here. And for everybody that fucked me over, fuck you. And yeah, karma's a bitch. And that's why most of y'all look like shit. Tell everybody bye and you'll see them next week. Thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of Dumb Blonde. I'll see you guys next week. Bye.