#430 – Charan Ranganath: Human Memory, Imagination, Deja Vu, and False Memories 03:20:12

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This is the Lex Friedman Podcast. To support it, please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, dear friends, here's Charon Ranganath. Danny Conrad describes the experiencing self and the remembering self.

And that happiness and satisfaction you gain from the outcomes of your decisions do not come from what you've experienced, but rather from what you remember of the experience. So can you speak to this interesting difference that you write about in your book of the experiencing self and the remembering self? Danny really impacted me because I was an undergrad at Berkeley and I got to take a class from him long before he won the Nobel Prize or anything. And it was just a mind-blowing class.

But this idea of the remembering self and the experiencing self

I got into it because it's so much about memory, even though he doesn't study memory. So we're right now having this experience, right? And people can watch it presumably on YouTube or listen to it on audio. But if you're talking to somebody else, you could probably describe this whole thing in 10 minutes. But that's going to miss a lot of what actually happened. And so the idea there is that the way we remember things is not

the replay of the experience. It's something totally different. And it tends to be biased by the beginning and the end. And he talks about the peaks, but there's also the, you know, the best parts, the worst parts, et cetera. And those are the things that we remember. And so when we make decisions, we usually consult memory and we feel like our memory is a record of what we've experienced, but it's not. It's this kind of

very biased sample, but it's biased in an interesting and I think biologically relevant way. So in the way we construct a narrative about our past, you say that it gives us an illusion of stability. Can you explain that?

Basically, I think that a lot of learning in the brain is driven towards being able to make sense. I mean, really, memory is all about the present and the future. The past is done. So biologically speaking, it's not important unless there's something from the past that's useful. And so what our brains are really optimized for is to learn about the stuff from the past that's going to be most useful in understanding the present and predicting the future, right? And

And so cause effect relationships, for instance, that's a big one. Now, my future is completely unpredictable in the sense that like you could, you know, in the next 10 minutes, pull a knife on me and slit my throat. Right. I was planning on it. But having seeds of your work and just, you know, generally my expectations about life, I'm not expecting that. I have a certainty that everything's going to be fine. We're going to have a great time talking today. Right.

But we're often right. It's like, okay, so I go to see a band on stage. I know they're going to make me wait. The show's going to start late. They come on. There's a very good chance there's going to be an encore. I have a memory, so to speak, for that event before I've even walked into the show. There's going to be people holding up their camera phones, trying to take videos of it now because this is kind of the world we live in. That's like everyday fortune telling that we do, though. It's not

real, it's imagined. And it's amazing that we have this capability and that's what memory is about. But it can also give us this illusion that we know everything that's about to happen. And I think what's valuable about that illusion is when it's broken, it gives us the information, right? So, I mean, I'm sure being an AI, you know about information theory. And the idea is the information is what you didn't already have.

And so those prediction errors that we make based on, you know, we make a prediction based on memory and the errors are where the action is. The error is where the learning happens. Exactly. Exactly. Well, just to linger on Danny Kahneman and just this whole idea of experiencing self versus remembering self, I was hoping you can give a simple answer of how we should live life.

Based on the fact that our memories could be a source of happiness or could be the primary source of happiness, that an event, when experienced, bears its fruits the most when it's remembered over and over and over and over. And maybe there is some wisdom in the fact that we can control to some degree how we remember it.

how we evolve our memory of it such that it can maximize the long-term happiness of that repeated experience. Okay, well, first I'll say, I wish I could take you on the road with me because that was such a great description. Yeah.

Can I be your opening actor? Oh my God. No, I'm going to open for you, dude. Otherwise it's like, you know, everybody leaves after you're done. Believe me, I did that in Columbus, Ohio once. It wasn't fun. Like the opening acts like drank our bar tab. We spent all this money going all the way there. There was only the, everybody left after the opening acts were done. And there was just that stoner dude with the dreadlocks hanging out.

And then next thing you know, we blew our savings on getting a hotel room. So as a small tangent, you're a legit touring act.

When I was in grad school, I played in a band and yeah, we traveled, we would play shows. It wasn't like we were in a hardcore touring band, but we did some touring and had some fun times. And yeah, we did a movie soundtrack. Nice. Henry Portrait of a Serial Killer. So that's a good movie. We were on the soundtrack for the sequel, Henry 2, Mask of Sanity, which is a terrible movie. How's the soundtrack? It's pretty good. It's badass.

ass. At least that one part where the guy throws up the milkshake. We're going to have to see. We're going to have to see it. All right. We're getting back to life advice. And happiness, yeah. One thing that I try to live by, especially nowadays, and since I wrote the book, I've been thinking more and more about this, is how do I want to live a memorable life? I think if we go back to the pandemic, right?

How many people have memories from that period? Aside from the trauma of being locked up and seeing people die and all this stuff.

I think it's like one of these things where we were stuck inside looking at screens all day, doing the same thing with the same people. And so I don't remember much from that in terms of those good memories that you're talking about, right? You know, when I was growing up, my parents worked really hard for us. And, you know, we went on some vacations, but not very often. And I really try to do now vacations to interesting places as much as possible with my family because like,

Those are the things that you remember, right? So I really do think about what's going to be like something that's memorable and then just do it even if it's a pain in the ass because the experiencing self will suffer for that. But the remembering self will be like, yes, I'm so glad I did that. Do things that are very unpleasant in the moment because those can be reframed and enjoyed for many years to come.

That's probably good advice, or at least when you're going through shit, it's a good way to see the silver lining of it. Yeah, I mean, I think it's one of these things where if you have people who you've gone through, since you said it, I'll just say, since you've gone through shit with someone, and it's like...

That's a bonding experience often, you know, I mean, that can really bring you together. I like to say it's like, there's no point in suffering unless you get a story out of that. So, uh, in the book, I talk about the power of the way we communicate with others and how that shapes our memories. And so I had this near death experience. At least that's how I remember it on this paddleboard where just everything they could have gone wrong, did go wrong. Almost, um, so many mistakes were made. And, um,

Ended up at some point just basically...

away from my board pinned in a current, like in this corner, like not a super good swimmer. And my friend who came with me, Randy, who's a computational neuroscientist, and he had just been pushed down past me. And so he couldn't even see me. And I'm just like, if I die here, you know, I mean, no one's around. It's like, you just die alone. And so I just said, well, failure is not an option. And eventually I,

I got out of it and froze and got cut up. And I mean, the things that we were going through were just insane. But a short version of this is, you know, my wife and my daughter and Randy's wife, they gave us all sorts of hell about this because they were just like, they were ready to send out a search party. So, yeah.

They were giving me hell about it. And then I started to tell people in my lab about this and then friends, and it just became a better and better story every time. And we actually had some photos of just the crazy things like this generator that was hanging over the water. And we're like ducking under this, they are these metal gratings and I'm like going flat on, and it was just nuts, you know, but it became a great story. And it was definitely, I mean, Randy and I were already tight, but that was a real bonding experience for us. And,

Yeah.

get something done in that moment is better than I give myself credit for, I think. And that was the lesson of that story that I really took away. Well, actually, just for me, you're making me realize now that it's not just those kinds of stories, but even things like periods of depression or really low points. To me, at least, it feels like a motivating thing that

The darker it gets, the better the story will be if you emerge on the other side. That to me feels like a motivating thing. So maybe if people are listening to this and they're going through some shit, as we said, one thing that could be a source of light is that it'll be a hell of a good story when it's all over, when you emerge on the other side. Let me ask you about decisions. You've already talked about it a little bit, but when we face the world and we're making different decisions, how much does our memory change?

Is it the kind of narratives that we've constructed about the world that are used to make predictions that's fundamentally part

Absolutely. Yeah. So let's say after this, you and I decided we're going to go for a beer, right? How do you choose where to go? You're probably going to be like, oh yeah, this new bar opened up near me. I had a great time there. They had a great beer selection. Or you might say, oh, we went to this place and it was totally crowded and they're playing this horrible EDM or whatever. And so...

right there valuable source of information right and then you have these things like where you do this counterfactual stuff like well I did this previously but what if I had gone somewhere else and said maybe I'll go to this other place because I didn't try it the previous time so there's all that kind of reasoning that goes into it too so

I think even if you think about the big decisions in life, right? It's like you and I were talking before we started recording about how I got into memory research and you got into AI. And it's like we all have these personal reasons that guide us in these particular directions. And some of it's the environment and random factors in life. And some of it is memories of things that we want to

overcome or things that we build on in a positive way. But either way, they define us. And probably the earlier in life the memories happen, the more defining power they have in terms of determining who you become.

I mean, I do feel like adolescence is much more important than I think people give credit for. I think that there is this kind of a sense like, you know, the first three years of life is the most important part. But the teenage years are just so important for the brain, you know, and so that's where a lot of mental illness starts to emerge. You know, now we're thinking of things like schizophrenia as a neurodevelopmental disorder, right?

Because it just emerges during that period of adolescence and early adulthood. So, and I think the other part of it is, is that, you know, as I guess I was a little bit too firm in saying that memory determines who we are. It's really the self is an evolving construct. I think we kind of underestimate that.

And when you're a parent, you feel like every decision you make is consequential in forming this child and plays a role, but so do the child's peers. And so do, you know, there's so much, I mean, that's why I think the big part of education, I think that's so important is not the content you learn. I mean, think of how much dumb stuff we learned in school. Right. But, uh,

A lot of it is learning how to get along with people and learning who you are and how you function. And, you know, that can be terribly traumatizing even if you have perfect, you know, parents working on you. Is there some insight into the human brain that...

that explains why we don't seem to remember anything from the first few years of life? Yeah, yeah. In fact, actually, I was just talking to my really good friend and colleague, Simona Getty, who studies the neuroscience of child development, and so we were talking about this. And so there are a bunch of reasons, I would say. So one reason is there's an area of the brain called the hippocampus, which is very, very important for remembering events or episodic memory.

And so the first two years of life, there's a period called infantile amnesia. And then the next couple of years of life after that, there's a period called childhood amnesia. And the difference is that basically in the lab and even during childhood and afterwards, children basically don't have any episodic memories for those first two years.

The next two years, it's very fragmentary, and that's why they call it childhood amnesia. So there's some, but it's not much. So one reason is that the hippocampus is taking some time to develop. But another is the neocortex, so the whole folded stuff of gray matter all around the hippocampus, is developing so rapidly and changing. And a child's knowledge of the world is just massively being built up, right? So I'm going to probably embarrass myself, but it's like if you—

showed like, you know, you trained a neural network and you give it like the first couple of patterns or something like that. And then you bombard it with another, like, you know, year's worth of data, try to get back those first couple of patterns, right? It's like everything changes. And so the brain is so plastic. The cortex is so plastic during that time. And we think that memories for events are very distributed across the brain. So imagine you're trying to get back that pattern of activity that happened during this one moment, right?

but the roads that you would take to get there have been completely rerouted, right? So I think that's my best explanation. The third explanation is a child's sense of self takes a while to develop. And so their experience of learning might be more learning what happened as opposed to having this first-person experience of, I remember I was there. Well, I think somebody once said,

said to me that kind of loosely, philosophically, that the reason we don't remember the first few years of life, infantile amnesia, is because how traumatic it is. Basically, the error rate that you mentioned, when your brain's prediction doesn't match reality, the error rate in the first few years of life, your first few months certainly, is probably crazy high. It's just nonstop freaking out.

The collision between your model of the world and how the world works is just so high that you want whatever the trauma of that is not to linger around. I always thought that's an interesting idea because like, just imagine the insanity of what's happening in a human brain in the first couple of years. Just, you don't know anything. And there's just this stream of knowledge and we're somehow given how plastic everything is, it just kind of molds and figures it out. But it's,

It's like an insane waterfall of information. I wouldn't necessarily describe it as a trauma. And we can get into this whole stages of life thing, which I just love.

And basically those first few years there are, I mean, you know, I mean, think about it, a kid's internal model of their body is changing, right? It's like just learning to move. I mean, like, you know, if you ever have a baby, you'll know that like the first three months they're discovering their toes, right? And it's just nuts. So everything is changing. But what's really fascinating is, and I think this is one of those, this is not at all me being a scientist, but it's like one of those things that people talk about when they talk about

The, you know, positive aspects of children is that they're exceptionally curious and they have this kind of openness towards the world. And so that prediction error is not a negative traumatic thing. I think it's like a very positive thing because it's what they use that they're seeking information.

One of the areas that I'm very interested in is the prefrontal cortex. It's an area of the brain that, I mean, I could talk all day about it, but it helps us use our knowledge to

to say, hey, this is what I want to do now. This is my goal. So this is how I'm going to achieve it and focus everything towards that goal, right? The prefrontal cortex takes forever to develop in humans. The connections are still being tweaked and reformed like into late adolescence, early adulthood, which is when you tend to see mental illness pop up, right?

So it's being massively reformed. Then you have about 10 years maybe of prime functioning of the prefrontal cortex, and then it starts going down again, and you end up being older, and you start losing all that frontal function.

So I look at this and you'd say, okay, from you sit around episodic memory talks, we'll always say children are worse than adults at episodic memory. Older adults are worse than young adults at episodic memory. And I always say, would say, God, this is so weird. Why would we have this period of time? That's so short when we're perfect, right? Or optimal. And I like to use the word optimal now because there's such a culture of optimization right now. And it's like, I realized I have to redefine what optimal is because it's

for most of the human condition, I think we had a series of stages of life where you have basically adults saying, okay, young adults saying, I've got a child and, you know, I'm part of this village and I have to hunt and forage and get things done. I need a prefrontal cortex so I can stay focused on the big picture and long haul goals. Now I'm a child and

I'm in this village, I'm kind of wandering around, and I've got some safety, and I need to learn about this culture because I know so little. What's the best way to do that? Let's explore. I don't want to be constrained by goals as much. I want to really be free, play and explore and learn.

So you don't want a super tight prefrontal cortex. You don't even know what the goals should be yet, right? It's like if you're trying to design a model that's based on a bad goal, it's not going to work well, right? So then you go late in life and you say, oh, why don't you have a great prefrontal cortex then?

But I think, I mean, if you go back and you think how many species actually stick around naturally long after their childbearing years are over, after the reproductive years are over, like menopause, from what I understand, menopause is not all that common in the animal world, right? So why would that happen? And so I saw Alison Gopnik said something about this. So I started to look into this about this idea.

that really, when you're older, in most societies, your job is no longer to form new episodic memories. It's to pass on the memories that you already have, this knowledge about the world, what we call semantic memory, to pass on that semantic memory to the younger generations, pass on the culture. Even now in indigenous cultures, that's the role of the elders. They're respected. They're not seen as people who are past it and losing it.

And I thought that was a very poignant thing that memory is doing what it's supposed to throughout these stages of life. So it is always optimal in a sense. Yeah. Just optimal for that stage of life. Yeah. And for the ecology of the system. So you've got, so I looked into this and it's like another species that has menopause is orcas. Orca pods are led by the grandmothers, right? So not the young adults, not the parents or whatever, the grandmother's.

And so they're the ones that pass on the traditions to the, I guess, the younger generation of orcas. And if you look from what little I understand, different orca pods have different traditions. They hunt for different things. They have different play traditions. And that's a culture, right? And so in social animals, evolution, I think...

is designing brains that are really around, you know, it's obviously optimized for the individual, but also for kin. And I think that the kin are part of this, like when they're a part of this intense social group, the brain development should parallel that, the nature of the ecology. Well, it's just fascinating to think of the individual orca or human throughout his life in stages doing a kind of optimal work

wisdom development. So in the early days, you don't even know what the goal is and you figure out the goal and you kind of optimize for that goal and you pursue that goal and then all the wisdom you collect through that, then you share with the others in the system, the other individuals. And as a collective, then you kind of converge towards greater wisdom throughout the generation. So in that sense, it's optimal. Us humans and orcas got something going on. It works. - Oh yeah, apex predators.

I just got a megalodon tooth, speaking of apex partners. Just imagine the size of that thing. Anyway, how does the brain forget and how and why does it remember? So maybe some of the mechanisms. You mentioned the hippocampus. What are the different mechanisms?

components involved here. So we can think about this on a number of levels. Maybe I'll give you the simplest version first, which is we tend to think of memories as these individual things and we can just access them maybe a little bit like, you know, photos on your phone or something like that. But in the brain, the way it works is you have this distributed pool of neurons and you

the memories are kind of shared across different pools of neurons. And so what you have is competition where sometimes memories that overlap can be fighting against each other, right? So sometimes we forget because that competition just wipes things out. Sometimes we forget because there aren't the biological signals which we can get into.

that would promote long-term retention. And lots of times we forget because we can't find the cue that sends us back to the right memory. And we need the right cue to be able to activate it, right? So, you know, for instance, in a neural network, there is no... You wouldn't go and you'd say, this is the memory, right? It's like the whole network, I mean, the whole ecosystem of memories is in the weights of the neural network. And in fact, you could extract entirely new memories depending on how you feed...

You have to have the right query, the right prompt to access that, whatever the part you're looking for. That's exactly right. That's exactly right. And in humans, you have this more complex set of ways memory works. There's, as I said, the knowledge or what you call semantic memory. And then there's these memories for specific events, which we call episodic memory. And so there's different pieces of the puzzle that require different kinds of cues. So that's a big part of it too, is just this kind of what we call retrieval failure. Yeah.

You mentioned episodic memory, you mentioned semantic memory. What are the different separations here? What's working memory, short-term memory, long-term memory? What are the interesting categories of memory? Yeah, and so memory researchers, we love to cut things up and say, you know, is memory one thing or is it two things? There's two things or there's three things. And so one of the things that there's value in that, and especially experimental value in terms of being able to dissect things,

In the real world, it's all connected. Speak to your question, working memory is a term that was coined by Alan Baddeley. It's basically thought to be this ability to keep information online in your mind right in front of you at a given time and to be able to control the flow of that information, to choose what information is relevant, to be able to manipulate it and so forth. And one of the things that Alan did that was quite brilliant was he said,

There's this ability to kind of passively store information, you know, see things in your mind's eye or hear your internal monologue. But, you know, we have that ability to keep information in mind. But then we also have this separate, what he called a central executive, which is identified a lot with the prefrontal cortex. It's this ability to control the flow of information that's being kept active based on what it is you're doing.

Now, a lot of my early work was basically saying that this working memory, which some memory researchers would call short-term memory, is not at all independent from long-term memory. That is that a lot of executive function requires learning and you have to have like synaptic change for that to happen. But there's also transient forms of memory. So one of the things I've been getting into lately is the idea that we form internal models

of events. The obvious one that I always use is birthday parties, right? So you go to a child's birthday party. Once the cake comes out and you just see a candle, you can predict the whole frame, you know, set of events that happens later. And up till that point where the child blows out the candle, you have an internal model in your head of what's going on. And so if you follow people's eyes, it's not actually on what's happening. It's going where the action's about to happen.

which is just fascinating, right? So you have this internal model, and that's a kind of a working memory product. It's something that you're keeping online that's allowing you to interpret this world around you. Now, to build that model, though, you need to pull out stuff from your general knowledge of the world, which is what we call semantic memory. And then you'd want to be able to pull out memories for specific events that happened in the past, which we call episodic memory. So

in a way they're all connected, even though it's different. The things that we're focusing on and the way we organize information in the present, which is working memory, will play a big role in determining how we remember that information later, which people typically call long-term memory. So if you have something like a birthday party and you've been to many before, you're going to load that from disk into working memory, this model, and then you're mostly operating on the model. And if it's a new task,

You don't have a model, so you're more in the data collection? Yes. One of the fascinating things that we've been studying, and we're not at all the first to do this. Jeff Sachs was a big pioneer in this, and I've been working with many other people. Ken Norman, Leila Devachi at Columbia has done some interesting stuff with this. There's this idea that we form these internal models at particular points of high prediction error.

or points of, I believe, also points of uncertainty, points of surprise, or motivationally significant periods. And those points are when it's maximally optimal to encode an episodic memory. So I used to think, oh, well, we're just encoding episodic memories constantly, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. But think about how much redundancy there is in all that, right? It's just a lot of information that you don't need.

But if you capture an episodic memory at the point of maximum uncertainty for the singular experience, right? You're just, it's only going to happen once. But if you capture it at the point of maximum uncertainty or maximum surprise, you have the most useful point in your experience that you've grabbed. And what we see is that the hippocampus and these other

that are involved in generating these internal models of events. They show a heightened period of connectivity or correlated activity during those breaks between different events, which we call event boundaries. These are the points where you're like surprised or you cross from one room to another and so forth. And that communication is associated with a bump of activity in the hippocampus and better memory. And so if people have a very good internal model,

throughout that event, you don't need to do much memory processing. You're in a predictive mode, right? And so then at these event boundaries, you encode, and then you retrieve, and you're like, okay, wait a minute. What's going on here? Branganath's now talking about orcas. What's going on? And maybe you have to go back and remember reading my book to pull out the episodic memory to make sense of whatever it is I'm babbling about, right? And so there's this beautiful dynamics that you can see in the brain of

these different networks that are coming together and then de-affiliating at different points in time that are allowing you to go into these modes. And so to speak to your original question, to some extent, when we're talking about semantic memory and episodic memory and working memory, you can think about it as these processes that are unfolding as these networks kind of come together and pull apart.

- Can memory be trained and improved? This beautiful connected system that you've described, what aspect of it is a mechanism that can be improved through training?

I think improvement, it depends on what your definition of optimal is. So what I say in the book is that you don't want to remember more. You want to remember better, which means focusing on the things that are important. And that's what our brains are designed to do. So if you go back to the earliest quantitative studies of memory by Ebbinghaus, what you see is that he was trying so hard to memorize this arbitrary nonsense.

And within a day, he lost about 60% of that information. And he was using, he was basically using a very, very generous way of measuring it, right? So as far as we know, nobody has managed to violate those basics of having people forget, you know, most of their experiences. So if your expectation is that you should remember everything and that's what your optimal is, you're already off because this is not what human brains are designed to do. On the other hand,

what we see over and over again is that the brain does basically one of the cool things about the design of the brain is it's always less is more, less is more, right? It's like, I mean, I've seen estimates that the human brain uses something like 12 to 20 Watts, you know, in a day. I mean, that's just nuts, the low power consumption, right? So it's all about reusing information and making the most of what we already have. And so, um,

That's why basically, again, what you see biologically is, you know, neuromodulators, for instance, these chemicals in the brain like norepinephrine, dopamine, serotonin, these are chemicals that are released during moments and

that tend to be biologically significant, surprise, fear, stress, et cetera. And so these chemicals promote lasting plasticity, right? Essentially some mechanisms by which the brain can prioritize the information that you carry with you into the future. Attention is a big factor as well, our ability to focus our attention on what's important. And so there's different schools of thought

on training attention, for instance. One of my colleagues, Amishi Jha, wrote a book called Peak Mind and talks about mindfulness as a method for improving attention and focus. She works a lot with military like Navy SEALs and stuff to do this kind of work.

with mindfulness meditation. Adam Ghazali, another one of my friends and colleagues, has worked on training through video games actually as a way of training attention. And so it's not clear to me. One of the challenges though in training is you tend to overfit to the thing that you're trying to optimize, right? So you tend to, if I'm looking at a video game,

I can definitely get better at paying attention in the context of the video game, but you transfer it to the outside world. That's very controversial. - The implication there is that attention is a fundamental component of remembering something, allocating attention to it, and then attention might be something that you could train.

how you allocate attention and how you hold attention on a thing. I can say that. In fact, we do in certain ways, right? So if you are an expert in something, um,

you are training attention. So we did this one study of expertise in the brain. And so people used to think, let's say if you're a bird expert or something, right? People will go like, if you get really into this world of birds, you start to see the differences in your visual cortex is tuned up and it's all about plasticity of the visual cortex. And vision researchers love to say everything's visual. But it's like, we did this study of attention and working memory and expertise.

And one of the things that surprised us were the biggest effects as people became experts in identifying these different kinds of just crazy objects that we made up. As they developed this expertise of being able to identify what made them different from each other and what made them unique, we were actually seeing massive increases in activity in the prefrontal cortex. And this fits with some of the studies of chest experts and so forth, that it's not so much that you learn the patterns passively, you learn what to look for.

you learn what's important, what's not, right? And you can see this in any kind of expert professional athlete. They're looking three steps ahead of where they're supposed to be. So that's a kind of a training of attention. And those are also what you'd call expert memory skills. So if you take the memory athletes, I know that's something we're both interested in. And so these are people who train in these competitions and they'll memorize like a deck of cards in like a really short amount of time.

There's a great memory athlete, her name I think is pronounced Yenya Wintersoul. So I think she's got like a giant Instagram following. And so she had this YouTube video that went viral where she had memorized an entire IKEA catalog, right?

And so how do people do this? By all accounts from people who become memory athletes, they weren't born with some extraordinary memory, but they practice strategies over and over and over again. The strategy that they use for memorizing a particular thing, it can become automatic and you can just deploy it in an instant, right?

So again, it's not necessarily going to one strategy for learning the order of a deck of cards might not help you for something else that you need, like, you know, remembering your way around Austin, Texas.

But it's going to be these, whatever you're interested in, you can optimize for that. And that's just a natural byproduct of expertise. There's certain hacks. There's something called the memory palace that I've played with. I don't know if you're familiar with that whole technique and it works. It's interesting. So another thing I recommend for people a lot is I use Anki.

a lot every day. It's a app that does spaced repetition. So I think medical students and like students use this a lot to remember a lot of different things. Oh yeah. Okay. We can come back to this, but yeah, sure. It's the whole concept of spaced repetition. You just, when the thing is fresh, you kind of have to remind yourself of it a lot. And then over time you can wait for

a week, a month, a year before you have to recall the thing again. And that way you essentially have something like note cards that you can have tens of thousands of

and can only spend 30 minutes a day and actually be refreshing all of that information, all of that knowledge. It's really great. And then for Memory Palace is a technique that allows you to remember things like the IKEA catalog or by placing them visually in a place that you're really familiar with. Like I'm really familiar with this place so I can put

numbers or facts or whatever you want to remember, you can walk along that little palace and it reminds you. It's cool. Like there's stuff like that that I think athletes, memory athletes could use, but I think also regular people can use. One of the things I have to solve for myself is how to remember names. I'm horrible at it. I think it's because when people introduce themselves,

I have the social anxiety of the interaction where I'm like, I know I should be remembering that, but I'm freaking out internally about social interaction in general. And so therefore, I forget immediately. So I'm looking for good tricks for that. So I feel like we've got a lot in common because when people introduce themselves to me, it's almost like I have this...

like just blank blackout for a moment. And then I'm just looking at them like, what happened? I look away or something. What's wrong with me? So, I mean, I'm totally with you on this. The reason why it's hard is that there's no reason we should be able to remember names because when you say remembering a name, you're not really remembering a name. Maybe in my case you are, but most of the time you're associating a name with a face and an identity. Yeah.

And that's a completely arbitrary thing, right? I mean, maybe in the olden days, somebody named Miller, it's like they're actually making flour or something like that. But, you know, for the most part, it's like these names are just utterly arbitrary. So you have no thing to latch on to. And so it's not really a thing that our brain does very well to learn meaningless, arbitrary stuff. Right.

So what you need to do is build connections somehow, visualize a connection. And sometimes it's obvious or sometimes it's not. I'm trying to think of a good one for you now. But the first thing I think of is Lex Luthor. That's great. Yeah. So I think of Lex Luthor. Because doesn't Lex Luthor wear a suit, I think?

I know he has a shaved head though, or he's bald, which you're not, you've got a great head. If I trade hair with you any day, but, but like, you know, something like that. But if I can come up with something like I could say, okay, so Lex Luthor is this criminal mastermind. And then I just imagine you talked about stabbing or whatever earlier. Yeah, exactly. Right. Kind of connected and that's it. Yeah. Yeah. And I, but I'm serious though, that these kinds of weird associations now I'm building a richer network. I mean, one of the things that I find is if I've,

Like, you can have somebody's name that's just totally generic, like John Smith or something. Not that, no offense to people, that name. But, you know, if I see a generic name like that, but I've read John Smith's papers academically and then I meet John Smith at a conference, I can immediately associate that name with that face because I have this pre-existing network to lock everything into, right? And so you can build that network. And that's what the method of loci or the memory palace technique is all about, is

is you have a preexisting structure in your head of like your childhood home or this mental palace that you've created for yourself. And so now you can put arbitrary pieces of information in different locations in that mental structure of yours. And then you could walk through the different path and find all the pieces of information you're looking for.

So the method of loci is a great method for just learning arbitrary things because it allows you to link them together and get that cue that you need to pop in and find everything, right? We should maybe linger on this memory palace thing just to make obvious because when people were describing to me a while ago what this is, it seems insane. I just...

You literally think of a place like a childhood home or a home that you're really visually familiar with. And you literally place in that three-dimensional space facts or people or whatever you want to remember. And you just walk in your mind along that place visually. And you can remember things.

remind yourself of the different things. One of the limitations is there is a sequence to it. So it's, I think your brain somehow, you need, you can't just like go upstairs right away or something. You have to like walk along the room. So it's really great for remembering sequences, but it's also not great for remembering like individual facts out of context. So the full context of the tour, I think is important.

But it's fascinating how the mind is able to do that. When you ground these pieces of knowledge into something that you remember well already, especially visually, fascinating. And you can just do that for any kind of sequence. I'm sure she used something like this for IKEA catalog, something of this nature. - Oh yeah, absolutely, absolutely. And I think the principle here is, again, I was telling you this idea that memories can compete with each other, right?

Well, I like to use this example and maybe someday I'll regret this, but I've used it a lot recently is like, imagine if this were my desk, it could be cluttered with a zillion different things. Right. So imagine it's just cluttered with a whole bunch of yellow post-it notes. And one of them, I put my bank password on it. Right. Well, it's going to take me forever to find it. I might, you know, it's just going to be buried under all these other post-it notes. But if it's like hot pink, it's,

It's going to stand out and I find it really easily. Right.

And that's very good, for instance, for name-face associations. If I get something distinctive about you, you know, that it's like, that you've got very short hair and maybe I can make the association with Lex Luthor that way or something like that, right? You know, but I get something very specific. That's a great cue. But the

But the other part of it is, what if I just organized my notes so that I have my finances in one pile and I have my reminders, my to-do list in one pile and so forth, so I organize them? Well, then I know exactly if I'm going for my bank password, I could go to the finance pile, right? So the method of loci works or memory palaces work because they give you a way of organizing.

There's a school of thought that says that episodic memory evolved from this like kind of knowledge of space and, you know, basically this primitive abilities to figure out where you are. And so people explain the method of loci that way.

And, you know, whether or not the evolutionary argument is true, the method of loci is not at all special. So if you're not a good visualizer, stories are a good one. So a lot of memory athletes will use stories and they'll go like, if you're memorizing a deck of cards,

They have a little code for the different, like the king and the jack and the ten and so forth. And they'll make up a story about things that they're doing, and that'll work. Songs are a great one, right? I mean, it's like, I can still remember there's this obscure episode of the TV show Cheers.

They sing a song about Albania that he uses to memorize all these facts about Albania. And I could still sing that song to you. It's just, I saw it on a TV show, you know? So what you mentioned space repetition. So what, do you like this process? Maybe can you explain it? Oh yeah. If I'm trying to memorize something, let's say if I have an hour to memorize as many Spanish words as I can, if I just try to do like half an hour and then later in the day I do half an hour,

I won't retain that information as long as if I do half an hour today and half an hour one week from now. And so doing that extra spacing should help me retain the information better. Now, there's an interesting boundary condition, which is it depends on when you need that information.

So many of us, you know, for me, like I can't remember so much from college and high school because I crammed because I just did everything at the last minute. And sometimes I would literally study like, you know, in the hallway right before the test. And it was great because what would happen is I just had that information right there. And so actually not spacing can really help you if you need it very quickly, right? But the problem is, is that you tend to forget it later on.

But on the other hand, if you space things out, you get a benefit for later on retention. And so there's many different explanations. We have a computational model of this. It's currently under revision. But in our computer model, what we say is that an easy, maybe a good way of thinking about this is this conversation that you and I are having.

It's associated with a particular context, a particular place in time. And so all of these little cues that are in the background, these little guitar sculptures that you have and that big light umbrella thing, right? All these things are part of my memory for what we're talking about, the content. So...

Now, later on, you're sitting around and you're at home drinking a beer and you think, God, what a strange interview that was, right? So now you're trying to remember it, but the context is different. So your current situation doesn't match up with the memory that you pulled up. There's error. There's a mismatch between what you pulled up and your current context.

And so in our model, what you start to do is you start to erase or alter the parts of the memory that are associated with a specific place and time, and you heighten the information about the content.

And so if you remember this information in different times in different places, it's more accessible at different times in different places because it's not overfitted in an AI kind of way of thinking about things. It's not overfitted to one particular context. But that's also why the memories that we call upon the most are

also feel kind of like they're just things that we read about almost. You don't vividly reimagine them, right? It's like they're just these things that just come to us like facts, right? And it's a little bit different than semantic memory, but it's like basically these events that we have recalled over and over and over again, we keep updating that memory so it's less and less tied to the original experience.

But then we have those other ones, which it's like you just get a reminder of that very specific context. You smell something, you hear a song, you see a place that you haven't been to in a while, and boom, it just comes back to you. And that's the exact opposite of what you get with spacing, right? That's so fascinating. So with space repetition, one of its powers is that you lose attachment to a particular context, but then it loses...

the intensity of the flavor of the memory. That's interesting.

That's so interesting. Yeah, but at the same time, it becomes stronger in the sense that the content becomes stronger. Yeah, so it's used for learning languages, for learning facts, for that generic semantic information type of memory. Yeah, and I think this falls into a category we've done other modeling. One of these is a published study in PLOS, Computational Biology, where we showed that another way, which is

I think related to the spacing effect is what's called the testing effect. So the idea is that if you're trying to learn words, let's say in Spanish or something like that, and this doesn't have to be words, it could be anything, you test yourself on the words. And that act of testing yourself helps you retain it better over time than if you just studied it, right? And so...

from traditional learning theories, some learning theories anyway, this seems weird. Why would you do better giving yourself this extra error from testing yourself rather than just, you know, giving yourself perfect input that's a replica of what it is that you're trying to learn? And I think the reason is, is that you get better retention from

from that error, that mismatch that we talked about, right? So what's happening in our model, it's actually conceptually kind of similar to what happens with backprop in AI, or neural networks. And so the idea is that you expose, here's the bad connections and here's the good connections. And so we can keep the parts of this cell assembly that are good for the memory and lose the ones that are not so good.

But if you don't stress test the memory, you haven't exposed it to the error fully. And so that's why I think this is a thing that I come back to over and over again, is that you will retain information better if you're constantly pushing yourself to your limit, right? If you are feeling like you're coasting, then you're actually not learning, right?

So it's like you should always be stress testing the memory system. Yeah. And feel good about it. You know, even though everyone tells me, oh, my memory is terrible in the moment, they're overconfident about what they'll retain later on.

So, it's fascinating. And so, what happens is when you test yourself, you're like, oh my God, I thought I knew that, but I don't. And so, it can be demoralizing until you get around that and you realize, hey, this is the way that I learned. This is how I learned best.

It's like if you're trying to star in a movie or something like that, you don't just sit around reading the script. You actually act it out, and you're going to botch those lines from time to time, right? You know, there's an interesting moment. You probably have experienced this. I remember a good friend of mine, Joe Rogan, I was on his podcast, and we were randomly talking about soccer, football.

Somebody I grew up watching, Diego Armando Maradona, one of the greatest soccer players of all time. And we were talking about him and his career and so on. And Joe asked me if he's still around. And I said, I don't know why I thought, yeah. Because that was a perfect example of memories. He passed away. I...

tweeted about it, how heartbroken I was, all this kind of stuff, like a year before. I know this, but in my mind, I went back to the thing I've done many times in my head, visualizing some of the epic runs he had on goal and so on. So for me, he's alive. And part of also the conversation when you're talking to Joey, there's stress and the focus is allocated, the attention is allocated in a particular way.

But when I walked away, I was like, in which world was Diego Maradona still alive? Like in which, 'cause I was sure in my head that he was still alive. It's a moment that sticks with me. I've had a few like that in my life where it just kinda, like obvious things just disappear from mind. And it's cool, like it shows actually the power of the mind in a positive sense to erase memories you want erased maybe.

But I don't know. I don't know if there's a good explanation for that. One of the cool things that I found is that some people really just revolutionize a field by creating a problem that didn't exist before. It's kind of like why I love science. Engineering is like solving other people's problems, and science is about creating problems. I'm just much more like I want to break things and create problems. Not necessarily move fast, though.

But one of my former mentors, Marsha Johnson, who in my opinion is one of the greatest memory researchers of all time, she comes up, young woman in the field, and it's mostly guy field. And she gets into this idea of how do we tell the difference between things that we've imagined and things that we actually remember? How do we tell, I get some mental experience. Where did that mental experience come from, right? And it turns out this is a huge problem.

Because essentially our mental experience of remembering something that happened, our mental experience of thinking about something, how do you tell the difference? They're both largely constructions in our head. And so it is very important. And the way that you do it is, I mean, it's not perfect, but the way that we often do it and succeed is by, again, using our prefrontal cortex and really focusing on

the sensory information or the place and time and the things that put us back into when this information happened. And if it's something you thought about, you're not going to have all of that vivid detail as you do for something that actually happened. But it doesn't work all the time. But that's a big thing that you have to do. But it takes time. It's slow. And it's, again, effortful.

but that's what you need to remember accurately. But what's cool, and I think this is what you alluded to about how that was an interesting experience, is imagination is exactly the opposite. Imagination is basically saying, I'm just going to take all this information from memory, recombine it in different ways, and throw it out there. And so, for instance, Dan Schachter and Donna Addis have done cool work on this. Demis Hassabis did work on this with Eleanor McGuire in UCL.

This goes back actually to this guy, Frederick Bartlett, who was this revolutionary memory researcher. Bartlett, he actually rejected the whole idea of quantifying memory. He said, there's no statistics in my book. He came from this anthropology perspective. And

short version of the stories, he just asked people to recall things. He would give people stories and poems, ask people to recall them. And what he found was people's memories didn't reflect all of the details of what they were exposed to. And they did reflect a lot more. They were filtered through this lens of prior knowledge.

Right.

And likewise, he wrote this beautiful paper on imagination saying when we imagine something and create something, we're creating it from these specific experiences that we've had and combining it with our general knowledge. But instead of trying to focus it on being accurate and getting out one thing, you're just ruthlessly recombining things without any, you know, any necessary kind of goal in mind. I mean, or at least that's one kind of creation. So imagination is a fundamentally...

coupled with memory in both directions? I think so. I mean, it's not clear that it is in everyone, but one of the things that's been studied is some patients who have amnesia, for instance, they have brain damage, say, to the hippocampus. And if you ask them to imagine things that are not in front of them, like imagine what could happen after I leave this room, right?

They are find it very difficult to give you a scenario what could happen or if they do it'd be more stereotype like yes this would happen this but it's not like they can come up with anything that's very vivid and creative in that sense as partly because when you're having amnesia you're stuck in the present.

Because to get a very good model of the future, it really helps to have episodic memories to draw upon, right? And so that's the basic idea. And in fact, one of the most impressive things, when people started to scan people's brains and ask people to remember past events, right?

What they found was there was this big network of the brain called the default mode network. It gets a lot of press because it's like thought to be important. It's engaged during mind wandering. And if I ask you to pay attention to something, it only comes on when you stop paying attention. You know, so people, oh, it's just this kind of, you know,

daydreaming network. And I thought, this is just ridiculous research. Who cares? But then what people found was when people recall episodic memories, this network gets active. And so we started to look into it, and this network of areas is really closely functionally interacting with the hippocampus. And so, in fact, some would say the hippocampus is part of this default network.

And if you look at brain images of people or brain maps of activation, so to speak, of people imagining possible scenarios of things that could happen in the future, even things that couldn't really be very plausible, they look very similar. I mean, you know, to the naked eye, they look almost the same as maps of brain activation when people remember the past.

according to our theory, and we've got some data to support this, we've broken up this network into various sub-pieces, is that basically it's kind of taking apart all of our experiences and creating these little Lego blocks out of them. And then you can put them back together if you have the right instructions to recreate these experiences that you've had, but you could also reassemble them into new pieces to create a model of an event that hasn't happened yet. And that's what we think happens. And when I'm

Our common ground that we're establishing in language requires using those building blocks to put together a model of what's going on. - There's a good percentage of time I personally live in the imagined world. I think of, I do thought experiments a lot. I take the absurdity of human life as it stands and play it forward in all kinds of different directions.

Sometimes it's rigorous thought experiments, sometimes it's fun ones. I imagine that that has an effect on how I remember things. And I suppose I have to be a little bit careful to make sure stuff happened versus stuff that I just imagined happened. And this also, I mean, some of my best friends are characters inside books that never even existed. There's some degree to which they actually exist in my mind.

These characters exist, authors exist, Dostoevsky exists, but also Brothers Karamazov. I love that book. It's one of the few books I've read. One of the few literature books that I've read, I should say. I read a lot in school that I don't remember, but Brothers Karamazov. But they exist. They exist, and I have almost conversations with them. It's interesting. It's interesting.

It's interesting to allow your brain to kind of play with ideas of the past, of the imagined, and see it all as one. Yeah, there was actually this famous mnemonist. He's kind of like back then the equivalent of a memory athlete, except he would go to shows and do this. That was described by this really famous neuropsychologist from Russia named Luria.

And so this guy was named Solomon Cheryshevsky, and he had this condition called synesthesia that basically created these weird associations between different senses that normally wouldn't go together. So that gave him this incredibly vivid imagination.

that he would use to basically imagine all sorts of things that he would need to memorize. And he would just imagine, like, just create these incredibly detailed things in his head that allowed him to memorize all sorts of stuff.

But it also really haunted him by some reports that basically it was like he was at some point, you know, and again, who knows if the drinking was part of this, but at some point had trouble differentiating his imagination from reality, right? And this is interesting because it's like, I mean, that's what psychosis is in some ways, is you...

First of all, you're just learning connections from prediction errors that you probably shouldn't learn. And the other part of it is that your internal signals are being confused with actual things in the outside world. Well, that's why a lot of this stuff is both feature and bug. It's a double-edged sword. Yeah, I mean, it might be why there's such an interesting relationship between genius and psychosis. Yeah, maybe they're just two sides of the same coin.

Humans are fascinating, aren't they? I think so. Sometimes scary, but mostly fascinating. Can we just talk about memory sport a little longer? There's something called the USA Memory Championship.

What are these athletes like? What does it mean to be elite level at this? Have you interacted with any of them or reading about them? What have you learned about these folks? There's a guy named Henry Rodger who's studying these guys. And there's actually a book by Joshua Foer called Moonwalking with Einstein where he talks about he actually, as part of this book, just decided to become a memory athlete. They often have these life events that make them go...

Hey, why don't I do this? So there was a guy named Scott Hagwood, who I write about, who thought that he was getting chemo for cancer. And so he decided, like, because chemo, there's a well-known thing called chemo brain, where people become like, they just lose a lot of their sharpness.

And so he wanted to fight that by learning these memory skills. So he bought a book. And this is the story you hear in a lot of memory athletes is they buy a book by other memory athletes or other memory experts, so to speak. And they just learn those skills and practice them over and over again. They start by winning bets and so forth. And then they go into these competitions. And the competitions are typically things like memorizing long strings of numbers or memorizing orders of

cards and so forth. So there tend to be pretty arbitrary things, not like things that would be able, you'd be able to bring a lot of prior knowledge, but they build the skills that you need to memorize arbitrary things. Yeah. That's fascinating. I've gotten a chance to work with something called NBAC tasks. So there's all these kinds of tasks, memory recall tasks that are used to kind of load up the quote unquote working memory and to see,

a psychologist used it to test all kinds of stuff, like to see how well you're good at multitasking. We used it in particular for the task of driving. Like if we fill up your brain with intensive working memory tasks, how good are you at also not crashing, that kind of stuff. So it's fascinating. But again, those tasks are arbitrary and they're usually about recalling a sequence of numbers and some kind of,

semi-complex way. Are you, do you have any favorite tasks of this nature in your own studies? I've really been most excited about going in the opposite direction and using things that are more and more naturalistic. And the reason is, is that we've really moved, we've moved in that direction because we've

what we found is that memory works very, very differently when you study it, when you study memory in the way that people typically remember. And so it goes into a much more predictive mode and you have these event boundaries, for instance, and you have, but a lot of what happens is this kind of fascinating mix that we've been talking about, a mix of interpretations and imagination with perception. And so it's,

And the new direction we're going in is understanding navigation in our memory-first places. And the reason is that there's a lot of work that's done in rats, which is very good work. They have a rat and they put it in a box and the rat goes, chases cheese in a box. You'll find cells in the hippocampus that fire when a rat is in different places in the box. And so the conventional wisdom is that the hippocampus forms this map of the box.

And I think that probably may happen when you have absolutely no knowledge of the world, right? But I think one of the cool things about human memory is we can bring to bear our past experiences to economically learn new ones. And so, for instance, if you learn a map of an Ikea, let's say if I go to the Ikea in Austin, I'm sure there's one here.

I probably could go to this IKEA and find my way to the, you know, where the wine glasses are without having to even think about it because it's got a very similar layout, even though IKEA is a nightmare to get around. Once I learned my local IKEA, I can use that map everywhere. Why form a brand new one for a new place?

And so that kind of ability to reuse information really comes into play when we look at things that are, you know, more naturalistic tasks. And another thing that we're really interested in is this idea of like, what if instead of basically mapping out every coordinate in a space, you form a pretty big

economical graph that connects basically the major landmarks together and being able to use that as you know emphasizing the things that are most important the places that you go for food and the places that are landmarks that help you get around and then filling in the blanks for the rest because i really believe that cognitive maps or mental maps of the world just like our memories for events are not photographic i think there's this combination of

actual verifiable details and then a lot of inference that you make. What have you learned about this kind of spatial mapping of places? How do people represent locations? There's a lot of variability. I think that, and there's a lot of disagreement about how people represent locations. It's

In a world of GPS and physical maps, people can learn it from basically what they call a survey perspective, being able to see everything. And so that's one way in which humans can do it that's a little bit different. There's one way which we can memorize routes. I know how to get from here to, let's say, if I walk here from my hotel, I can just rigidly follow that route back, right? Yeah.

And there's another more integrative way, which would be what's called a cognitive map, which would be kind of a sense of how everything relates to each other. And so there's lots of people who believe that these maps that we have in our head are isomorphic with the world. They're like these literal coordinates of

that follow Euclidean space. And as you know, Euclidean mathematics is very constrained, right? And I think that we are actually much more generative in our maps of space so that we do have these bits and pieces. And we've got a small task. It's right now, not yet. We need to do some work on it for further analyses. But one of the things we're looking at is these signals called ripples in the hippocampus, which are these

bursts of activity that you see that are synchronized with areas in the neocortex, in the default network, actually. And so what we find is that those ripples seem to increase at navigationally important points when you're making a decision or when you reach a goal. So it speaks to the emotion thing, right? Because if you have limited choices, if I'm walking down a street and

I could really just get a mental map of the neighborhood with a more minimal kind of thing by just saying, here's the intersections and here's the directions I take to get in between them. And what we found in general in our MRI studies is basically the more people can reduce the problem, whether it's space or any kind of decision-making problem, the less

the hippocampus encodes. It really is very economical towards the points of most, highest information content and value. So can you describe

The encoding in the hippocampus and the ripples you were talking about, what's the signal in which we see the ripples? Yeah, so this is really interesting. There are these oscillations, right? So there's these waves that you basically see. And these waves are points of very high excitability and low excitability.

And, uh, at least during, they happen actually during slow wave sleep too. So the deepest stages of sleep when you're just zonked out, right? You see these very slow waves where it's like very excitable and then very unexcitable. It goes up and down. And on top of them, you'll see these little sharp wave ripples. And when there's a ripple in the hippocampus, uh,

you tend to see a sequence of cells that resemble a sequence of cells that fire when an animal's actually doing something in the world. So it almost is like a little, people call it replay. I think it's a little bit, I don't like that term, but it's basically a little bit of a compressed play of the sequence of activity in the brain that was taking place earlier.

And during those moments, there's a little window of communication between the hippocampus and these areas in the neocortex. And so that, I think, helps you form new memories, but it also helps you, I think,

stabilize them, but also really connect different things together in memory and allows you to build bridges between different events that you've had. And so this is one of our least star theories of sleep and its real role in helping you see the connections between different events that you've experienced. Oh, so during sleep is when the connections are formed.

the connections between different events. Yeah. Right. So it's like, you see me now, you see me next week, you see me a month later, you start to build a little internal model of how I behave and, and you know, what to expect of me. And we think sleep, one of the things that allows you to do is figure out those connections and connect the dots and find the signal in the noise. So you mentioned, uh, FMRI, uh,

What is it and how is it used in studying memory? This is actually the reason why I got into this whole field of science. When I was in grad school, fMRI was just really taking off as a technique for studying brain activity. And what's beautiful about it is you can study the whole human brain and there's lots of limits to it, but you can basically do it in person without sticking anything into their brains.

and very non-invasive. I mean, for me, being an MRI scanner is like being in the womb. I just fall asleep. If I'm not being asked to do anything, I get very sleepy, you know? But you can have people watch movies while they're being scanned, or you can have them do tests of memory, like giving them words and so forth to memorize. But what MRI is itself is just this technique where you put people in a very high magnetic field.

Typical ones we would use would be 3 Tesla to give you an idea.

So a three Tesla magnet, you put somebody in, and what happens is you get this very weak but measurable magnetization in the brain. And then you apply a radio frequency pulse, which is basically a different electromagnetic field. And so you're basically using water, the water molecules in the brain as a tracer, so to speak. And part of it in fMRI is the fact that

These magnetic fields that you mess with by manipulating these radio frequency pulses and the static field, and you have things called gradients which change the strength of the magnetic field in different parts of the head. So they're all, we tweak them in different ways, but the basic idea that we use in Ephemeriome is

is that blood is flowing to the brain. And when you have blood that doesn't have oxygen on it, it's a little bit more magnetizable than blood that does because you have hemoglobin that carries the oxygen, the iron basically in the blood that makes it red.

And so that hemoglobin, when it's deoxygenated, actually has different magnetic field properties than when it has oxygen. And it turns out when you have an increase in local activity in some part of the brain, the blood flows there. And as a result, you get a lower concentration of hemoglobin that is not oxygenated. And then that gives you more signal.

So I gave you, I think I sent you a gif, as you like to say. Yeah, we had off-record intense argument about

Well, if it's pronounced Jif or Gif, but we shall set that aside. We could have called it a stern rebuke, perhaps. Rebuke, yeah. I drew a hard line. It is true the creator of Gif said it's pronounced Jif, but that's the only person that pronounces Jif. Anyway, yes, you sent a Gif of...

This would be basically a whole movie of fMRI data. And so when you look at it, it's not very impressive. It looks like these very pixelated maps of the brain, but it's mostly kind of like white. But yeah.

These tiny changes in the intensity of those signals that you probably wouldn't be able to visually perceive, like about 1%, can be statistically very, very large effects for us. And that allows us to see, hey, there's an increase in activity in some part of the brain when I'm doing something.

Some tasks like trying to remember something and I can use those changes to even predict is a person going to remember this later or not. And the coolest thing that people have done is to decode what people are remembering from the patterns of activity from because maybe when I'm remembering this thing, like I'm remembering the house where I grew up.

I might have one pixel that's bright in the hippocampus and one that's dark. And if I'm remembering something more like the car that I used to drive when I was 16, I might see the opposite pattern where a different pixel is bright. And so all that little stuff that we used to think of noise, we can now think of almost like a QR code for memory, so to speak, where different memories have a different little

pattern of bright pixels and dark pixels and so this really revolutionized my research so there's fancy research out there where people really i mean not even that i mean by your standards would be stone age but you know applying machine learning techniques to do decoding and so forth and now there's a lot of forward encoding models and you can go to town with this stuff right and

I'm much more old school of designing experiments where you basically say, okay, here's a whole web of memories that overlap in some way, shape, or form. Do memories that occurred in the same place have a similar QR code? Right.

into memories that occurred in different places of different QR code. And you can just use things like correlation coefficients or cosine distance to measure that stuff, right? Super simple, right? And so what happens is you can start to get a whole state space of how a brain area is indexing all these different memories. And it's super fascinating because what we could see is this little separation between how certain brain areas are processing memory for who was there

and other brain areas are processing information about where it occurred or the situation that's kind of unfolding. And some are giving you information about what are my goals that are involved and so forth. And the hippocampus is just putting it all together into these unique things that just are about when and where it happened. So there's a separation between spatial information, concepts, like literally there's distinct things

as you said, QR codes for these? So to speak. Let me try a different analogy too that might be more accessible for people, which would be like you've got a folder on your computer, right? And you open it up, there's a bunch of files there. I can sort those files by alphabetical order. And now things that both start with the letter A are lumped together and things that start with Z versus A are far apart, right? And so that is one way of organizing the folder, but I could do it by date and

And if I do it by date, things that were created close together in time are close and things that are far apart in time are far. So every like you can think of how a brain area or a network of areas contributes to memory by looking at what the sorting scheme is.

And these QR codes that we're talking about that you get from fMRI allow you to do that. And you can do the same thing if you're recording from massive populations of neurons in an animal. And you can do it for recording local potentials in the brain, you know, so little waves of activity in, let's say, a human who has epilepsy and they stick electrodes in their brain trying to find the seizures. So that's some of the work that we're doing now.

But all these techniques basically allow you to say, hey, what's the sorting scheme? And so we've found that some networks of the brain sort information in memory according to who was there. So I might have like we've actually shown one of my favorite studies of all time that was done by a former postdoc, Zach Ram. And Zach said,

I did the study where we had a bunch of movies with different people in my labs. There are two different people and you filmed them at two different cafes and two different supermarkets. And what you could show is in one particular network, you could find the same kind of pattern of activity, more or less a very, very similar pattern of activity. Every time I saw Alex in one of these movies, no matter where he was. Right. And I could see another one that was like a common pattern.

Uh, pattern that happened every time I saw this particular supermarket nugget, you know? And so, and it didn't matter whether you're watching a movie or whether you're recalling the movie, it's the same kind of pattern that comes up, right? It's so fascinating. It's fascinating.

imagining what could happen and remembering things very economically from putting together all these pieces so that all the hippocampus has to do is get the right kind of blueprint for how to put together all these building blocks. These are all like beautiful hints at a super interesting system that makes me wonder on the other side of it, how to build it.

But it's like, it's fascinating. Like the way it does the encoding is really, really fascinating. Or I guess the symptoms, the results of that encoding are fascinating to study from this. Just as a small tangent, you mentioned sort of the measuring local potentials with electrodes versus fMRI results.

Oh, yeah. What are some interesting limitations, possibilities of fMRI? Maybe the way you explained it is brilliant with blood and detecting the activations or the excitation because blood flows to that area. What's the latency of that? What's the blood dynamics in the brain? Yeah, yeah. How quickly can it...

How quickly can the tasks change and all that kind of stuff? Yeah. I mean, it's very slow to the brain. 50 milliseconds is like, you know, like it's an eternity. Uh, maybe, maybe not 50, uh, you know, maybe like, uh, you know, let's say half a second, 500 milliseconds. Just,

Just so much back and forth stuff happens in the brain in that time, right? So in fMRI, you can measure these magnetic field responses about six seconds after that burst of activity would take place. All these things, it's like, is it a feature or is it a bug, right? So one of the interesting things that's been discovered about fMRI is

It's not so tightly related to the spiking of the neurons. So we tend to think of the computation, so to speak, as being driven by spikes, meaning like there's just a burst of it's either on or it's off and the neurons like going up or down. But sometimes what you can have is these states where the neuron becomes a little bit more excitable or less excitable.

And so fMRI is very sensitive to those changes in excitability. Actually, one of the fascinating things about fMRI is where does that, how is it we go from neural activity to, you know, essentially blood flow to oxygen, you know, all this stuff. It's such a long chain of, you know, going from neural activity to magnetic fields.

And one of the theories that's out there is most of the cells in the brain are not neurons. They're actually these support cells called glial cells.

And one big one is astrocytes, and they play this big role in regulating, you know, kind of being a middleman, so to speak, with the neurons. So if you, for instance, like one neuron's talking to another, you release a neurotransmitter, like let's say glutamate, and that gets another neuron, starts getting active after you release it in the gap between the two neurons called synapse. So...

What's interesting is if you leave that, you know, imagine you're just flooded with this like liquid in there, right? If you leave it in there too long, you just excite the other neuron too much and you can start to basically get seizure activity. You don't want this. So you got to suck it up. And so actually what happens is these astrocytes, one of their functions is to suck up the glutamate from the synapse.

And that is a massively, and then break it down and then feed it back into the neurons so that you can reuse it. But that cycling is actually very energy intensive. And what's interesting is, at least according to one theory, they need to work so quickly that they're working on metabolizing the glucose that comes in without using oxygen, kind of like what, you know, anaerobic metabolism. So they're not using oxygen as fast as they are using glucose.

So what we're really seeing in some ways may be in fMRI, not the neurons themselves being active, but rather the astrocytes, which are meeting the metabolic demands of the process of keeping the whole system going. It does seem to be that fMRI is a good way to study activation. So with these astrocytes, even though there's a latency...

it's pretty reliably coupled to the activations. - Oh, well this gets me to the other part. So now let's say for instance if I'm just kinda like I'm talking to you but I'm kinda paying attention to your cowboy hat, right, so I'm looking off to the right, or I'm thinking about the right even if I'm not looking at it. What you'd see is that there'd be this little elevation in activity in areas in the visual cortex which process vision,

around that point in space. So if then something happened, like suddenly a light flashed in that part of right in front of your cowboy hat, I would have a bigger response to it. But what you see in fMRI is even if I don't see that flash of light, there's a lot of activity that I can measure because you're kind of keeping it excitable and that in and of itself, even though

I'm not seeing anything there that's particularly interesting. There's still this increase in activity. And so it's more sensitive with fMRI. So is that a feature or is it a bug? You know, some people, people who study spikes in neurons would say, well, that's terrible. We don't want that. You know, likewise, it's slow and that's terrible for measuring things that are very fast.

But one of the things that we found in our work was when we give people movies and when we give people stories to listen to, a lot of the action is in the very, very slow stuff. It's in because if you're thinking about like a story, let's say you're listening to a podcast or listening to the Lex Friedman podcast, right? You're putting this stuff together and building this internal model over several seconds, right?

Which is basically, we filter that out when we look at electrical activity in the brain because we're interested in this millisecond scale. It's almost massive amounts of information, right? Yeah.

So the way I see it is every technique gives you a little limited window into what's going on. fMRI has huge problems. You know, people lie down in the scanner. There's parts of the brain where you, I'll show you in some of these images where you'll see kind of gaping holes because there's, you can't keep the magnetic field stable in those spots.

You'll see parts where it's like there's a vein, and so it just produces big increases and decreases in signal or respiration that causes these changes. There's lots of artifacts and stuff like that. Every technique has its limits. If I'm lying down in an MRI scanner, I'm lying down. I'm not interacting with you in the same way that I would in the real world.

But at the same time, I'm getting data that I might not be able to get otherwise. And so different techniques give you different kinds of advantages. What kind of big scientific discoveries, maybe the flavor of discoveries have been done throughout the history of the science of memory, the studying of memory? What kind of things have been understood? Oh, there's so many. It's really so hard to summarize it. I mean, I think it's funny because it's like,

When you're in the field, you can get kind of blasé about this stuff. But then once I started to write the book, I was like, oh my God, this is really interesting. How did we do all this stuff? I would say that some of the, I mean, you know, from the first studies, just showing how much we forget is very important. Showing how much schemas, which is our organized knowledge about the world, increase our ability to remember information, just massively increase it.

Studies of expertise showing how experts like chess experts can memorize so much in such a short amount of time because of the schemas they have for chess. But then also showing that those lead to all sorts of distortions in memory. The discovery that the act of remembering can change the memory, can strengthen it, but it can also distort it if you get misinformation at the time. And it can also strengthen or weaken other memories that you didn't even recall. Right.

So just this whole idea of memory as an ecosystem, I think was a big discovery. I could go this idea of like breaking up our continuous experience into these discrete events and,

I think was a major discovery. So the discreteness of our encoding of events? Maybe, yeah. I mean, you know, and again, there's controversial ideas about this, right? But it's like, yeah, this idea that, and this gets back to just this common experience of you walk into the kitchen and you're like, why am I here? And you just end up grabbing some food from the fridge. And then you go back and you're like, oh, wait a minute. I left my watch in the kitchen. That's what I was looking for. Yeah.

And so what happens is, is that you have a little internal model of where you are, what you're thinking about. And,

And when you cross from one room to another, those models get updated. And so now when you're in the kitchen, you have to go back and mentally time travel back to this earlier point to remember what it was that you went there for. And so these event boundaries, turns out like in our research, and again, I don't want to make it sound like we've figured out everything, but in our research, one of the things that we found is that

But basically, as people get older, the activity in the hippocampus at these event boundaries tends to go down. But independent of age, if I give you outside of the scanner, you're done with the scanner, I just scan you while you're watching a movie, you just watch it. You come out, I give you a test of memory for stories.

What happens is you find this incredible correlation between the activity in the hippocampus at these singular points in time, these event boundaries, and your ability to just remember a story outside of the scanner later on. So it's marking this ability to encode memories, just these little snippets of neural activity.

So I think that's a big one. There's all sorts of work in animal models that I can get into, you know, sleep. I think there's so much interesting stuff that's being discovered in sleep right now. Being able to just record from large populations of cells and then be able to relate that. And I think the coolest thing gets back to this QR code thing, because like,

What we can do now is like, I can take fMRI data while you're watching a movie. Or let's do better than that. Let me get fMRI data while you use a joystick to move around in virtual reality. You're in the metaverse, whatever, right? But it's kind of a crappy metaverse because there's always so much metaversing you can do in an MRI scanner. So you're doing this crappy metaversing. So now I can take a rat.

record from his hippocampus and prefrontal cortex and all these areas with these really new electrodes to get massive amounts of data and have it move around on a trackball in virtual reality in the same metaverse that I did and record that RATS activity. I can get a person with epilepsy who have electrodes in their brain anyway to try to figure out where the seizures are coming from.

If it's a healthy part of the brain, record from that person, right? And I can get a computational model. And one of the brand new members in my lab, Tyler Bond, is just doing some great stuff. He relates computer vision models and looks at the weaknesses of computer vision models and relates it to what the brain does well. Nice.

And so you can actually take a ground truth, you know, code for the metaverse, basically, and you can feed in the visual information, let's say the sensory information or whatever that's coming in.

to a computational model that's designed to take real-world inputs, right? And you could basically tie them all together by virtue of the state spaces that you're measuring in neural activity, in these different formats, in these different species, and in the computational model, which is just, I just find that mind-blowing. You could do different kinds of analyses on language and basically come up with just like, basically it's the guts of LLMs, right?

You could do analyses on language, and you could do analyses on sentiment analyses of emotions and so forth. Put all this stuff together. I mean, it's almost too much. But if you do it right and you do it in a theory-driven way, as opposed to just throwing all the data at the wall and see what sticks, I mean, that to me is just exceptionally powerful. So you can take fMRI data and...

across species and across different types of humans or conditions of humans and what find construct models

help you find the commonalities or like the core thing that makes somebody navigate through the metaverse, for example? Yeah. Yeah. I mean, more or less. I mean, there's a lot of details, but yes, I think, and not just fMRI, but you can relate it to, like I said, recordings from large populations of neurons that could be taken in a human or even in a non-human animal that is, you know, where you think it's an anatomical homologue.

So that's just mind blowing to me. What's the similarities in humans and mice? That's what a smashing pumpkins. Well, just rats in a cage. Despite all of your rage. That's smashing pumpkins. I think despite all of your rage at GIFs, you're still just rat in a cage. Oh yeah. All right. Good callback. Good callback. See these memory retrieval exercises of doing are actually helping you build your

of lasting memory of this conversation. And it's strengthening the visual thing I have of you with James Brown on stage. It's just becoming stronger and stronger by the second. It's a lot! But animal studies work here as well. Yeah, yeah. So, okay. So let's go to the... So I think I've got great colleagues who I talk to who study memory in mice. And there's some...

One of the valuable things in those models is you can study neural circuits in an enormously targeted way because you could do these genetic studies, for instance, where you can manipulate particular groups of neurons, and it's just getting more and more targeted to the point where you can actually turn on a particular kind of memory just by activating a particular set of neurons that was active during an experience, right? So...

There's a lot of conservation of some of these neural circuits across evolution in mammals, for instance. And then some people would even say that there's genetic mechanisms for learning that are conserved even going back far, far before evolution.

But let's go back to the mice and humans question, right? There's a lot of differences. So for one thing, the sensory information is very different. Mice and rats explore the world largely through smelling, olfaction, but they also have vision that's kind of designed to kind of catch death from above. So it's like a very big view of the world.

And we move our eyes around in a way that focuses on particular spots in space where you get very high resolution from a very limited set of spots in space. So that makes us very different in that way.

We also have all these other structures as social animals that allow us to respond differently. There's language. There's like, you know, so you name it, there's obviously gobs of differences. Humans aren't just giant rats. There's a bunch more complexity to us. Timescales are very important. So, yeah.

primate brains and human brains are especially good at integrating and holding on to information across longer and longer periods of time, right? And also, you know, finally, it's like our history of training data, so to speak, is very, very different than, you know, I mean, a human's world is very different than a wild mind's.

mouse's world and a lab mouse's world is extraordinarily impoverished relative to an adult human, you know. But still, what can you understand by studying mice? I mean, just basic, almost behavioral stuff about memory? Well, yes, but that's very important, right? So you can understand, for instance, how do neurons talk to each other? Right.

That's a really big, big question. Neural computation in and of itself, you'd think it's the most simple question, right? Not at all. I mean, it's a big, big question. And understanding how...

two parts of the brain interact, meaning that it's not just one area speaking. It's not like Twitter, where one area of the brain is shouting and then another area of the brain is just stuck listening to this crap. It's like they're actually interacting on the millisecond scale, right? How does that happen? And how do you regulate those interactions, these dynamic interactions?

interactions. We're still figuring that out, but that's going to be coming largely from model systems that are easier to understand. You can do manipulations like drug manipulations to manipulate circuits and use viruses and so forth and lasers to turn on circuits that you just can't do in humans. So I think there's a lot that can be learned from mice. There's a lot that can be learned from non-human primates. And then there's a lot that you need to learn from humans. And I think

Unfortunately, some of the people in the National Institutes of Health think you can learn everything from the mouse. It's like, why study memory in humans when I could study learning in a mouse? And just like, oh my God, I'm going to get my funding from somewhere else. Well, let me ask you some random fascinating questions. Yeah, sure. How does Deja Vu work?

So, deja vu is actually one of these things I think that some of the surveys suggest that like 75% of people report having a deja vu experience one time or another. I don't know where that came from, but I've polled people in my class and most of them say they've experienced deja vu. It's this kind of sense that I've experienced this moment sometime before. I've been here before.

And actually, there's all sorts of variants of this. The French have all sorts of names for various versions of the chamivou, parleyvou, I don't know. All these different vous. But déjà vu is the sense that it can be like almost disturbing, intense sense of familiarity.

So there is a researcher named Wilder Penfield. Actually, this goes back even earlier to some of the earliest, like Hughlings Jackson was this neurologist who did a lot of the early characterizations of epilepsy. And one of the things he notices in epilepsy patients, some group of them right before they would get a seizure, they would have this intense sense of deja vu.

So it's this artificial sense of familiarity. It's a sense of having a memory that's not there, right? And so what was happening was there was electrical activity in certain parts of these brains. And so this guy Penfield later on was...

when he was trying to look for how do we map out the brain to figure out which parts we want to remove and which parts don't we, he would stimulate parts of the temporal lobes of the brain and find you could elicit the sense of deja vu. Sometimes you'd actually get a memory that a person would re-experience just from electrically stimulating some parts. Sometimes they just have this intense feeling of being somewhere before. And so one theory which I really like is that...

in higher order areas of the brain, they're integrating for many, many different sources of input. What happens is, is that they're tuning themselves up every time you process a similar input, right? And so,

That allows you to just get this kind of a fluent sense that I'm very familiar. You're very familiar with this place, right? And so just being here, you're not going to be moving your eyes all over the place because you kind of have an idea of where everything is. And that fluency gives you a sense of like, I'm here. Now I wake up in my hotel room and I have this very unfamiliar sense of where I am, right?

But, you know, there's a great set of studies done by Ann Cleary at Colorado State where she created these virtual reality environments. And we'll go back to the metaverse. Imagine you go through a virtual museum, right? And then she would put people in virtual reality and have them go through a virtual arcade.

But the map of the two places was exactly the same. She just put different skins on them. So one looks different than the other, but they've got same landmarks and same places, same objects and everything, but carpeting colors, theme, everything's different. People will often not have any conscious idea that the two are the same, but they could report this very intense sense of deja vu. So it's like a partial match that's eliciting this kind of a sense of familiarity.

And, and that's why, you know, in patients who have epilepsy that affects memory, you get this artificial sense of familiarity that happens. And so we think that, and again, this is just one theory amongst many, but we think that's, we get a little bit of that feeling. It's not enough to necessarily give you deja vu.

even for very mundane things, right? So it's like if I tell you the word rutabaga, your brain's going to work a little bit harder to catch it than if I give you a word like apple, right? And that's because you hear apple a lot. So your brain's very tuned up to process it efficiently, but rutabaga takes a little bit longer and more intense. And you can actually see a difference in brain activity in areas in the temporal lobe when you hear a word just based on how frequent it is in the English language.

So we think it's tied to this basic, it's basically a byproduct of our mechanism of just learning, doing this error-driven learning as we go through life to become better and better and better to process things more and more efficiently. So I guess deja vu is just an extra elevated stuff coming together, firing for this artificial memory as if it's the real memory.

I mean, why does it feel so intense? Well, it doesn't happen all the time, but I think what may be happening is it's a partial match to something that we have, and it's not enough to trigger that sense of, you know, that ability to pull together all the pieces, but it's a close enough match to give you that intense sense of familiarity without the recollection of exactly what happened when. But it's also like a spatio-temporal

So like it's also in time. Like there's a weird blending of time that happens. And we'll probably talk about time because I think that's a really interesting idea how time relates to memory. But you also kind of artificial memory brings to mind this idea of false memories that comes in all kinds of contexts. But how do false memories form?

Well, I like to say there's no such thing as true or false memories, right? It's like Johnny Rotten from the Sex Pistols. He had a saying that's like, I don't believe in false memories any more than I believe in false songs, right?

It's like, and so the basic idea is, is that we have these memories that reflect bits and pieces of what happened, as well as our inferences and theories, right? So I'm a scientist and I collect data, but I use theories to make sense of that data. And so a memory is kind of a mix of all these things.

So where memories can go off the deep end and become what we would call conventionally as false memories are sometimes little distortions where we filled in the blanks, the gaps in our memory based on things that we know, but don't actually correspond to what happened. Right. Um, so, um, if I were to tell you that I'm like, you know, uh, a story about this person who's like, uh,

worried that they have cancer or something like that. And then, you know, they see a doctor and the doctor says, well, things are very much like you would have expected or like, you know, what you were afraid of or something. When people remember that, they'll often remember, well, the doctor told the patient that he had cancer, even if that wasn't in the story, because they're infusing meaning into that story, right? So that's a minor distortion.

But what happens is that sometimes things can really get out of hand where people have trouble telling the difference in things that they've imagined versus things that happen. But also, as I told you, the act of remembering can change the memory.

And so what happens then is you can actually be exposed to some misinformation. And so Elizabeth Loftus was a real pioneer in this work, and there's lots of other work that's been done since. But basically, it's like if you remember some event and then I tell you something about the event,

Later on, when you remember the event, you might remember some original information from the event as well as some information about what I told you. And sometimes if you're not able to tell the difference, that information that I told you gets mixed into the story that you had originally.

So now I give you some more misinformation or you're exposed to some more information somewhere else. And eventually your memory becomes totally detached from what happened. And so sometimes you can have cases where people, this is very rare, but you can do it in lab too, or like a significant, not everybody, but you know, a chunk of people will fall for this where you can give people information.

misinformation about an event that never took place. And as they keep trying to remember that event more and more, what happens is they start to imagine, they start to pull up things from other experiences they've had, and eventually they can stitch together a vivid memory of something that never happened.

Because they're not remembering an event that happened. They're remembering the act of trying to remember what happened and basically putting it together into the wrong story. It's fascinating because this could probably happen at a collective level. This is probably what successful propaganda machines aim to do. It's creating false memory across communities.

thousands, if not millions of minds. Yeah, absolutely. I mean, this is exactly what they do. And so all these kind of foibles of human memory get magnified when you start to have social interactions. There's a whole literature on something called social contagion, which is basically when misinformation spreads like a virus. Like you remember the same thing that I did, but I give you a little bit of wrong information. Then that becomes part of your story of what happened.

because once you and I share a memory, like I tell you about something I've experienced and you tell me about your experience of the same event, it's no longer your memory or my memory, it's our memory. And so now the misinformation spreads and the more you trust someone or the more powerful that person is, the more of a voice they have in shaping that narrative, right? And there's all sorts of interesting ways in which misinformation can happen. There's a

Great example of when John McCain and George Bush Jr. were in a primary, and there were these polls where they would do these—I guess they were not robocalls but real calls—where they would poll voters.

But they actually inserted some misinformation about McCain's beliefs on taxation, I think. And maybe it was something about illegitimate children. I don't really remember. But they included misinformation in the question that they asked. Like, how do you feel about the fact that he wants to do this or something? And so people would end up becoming convinced he had these policy things or these personal things that were not true, just based on the polls that were being used.

So it was a case where, interestingly enough, the people who were using misinformation were actually ahead of the curve relative to the scientists who were trying to study these effects in memory. Yeah, it's really interesting. So it's not just about truth and falsehoods like us as intelligent reasoning machines.

but it's the formation of memories where they become visceral. You can rewrite history. If you just look throughout the 20th century, some of the dictatorships with Nazi Germany, with the Soviet Union, effective propaganda machines can rewrite our conceptions of history, how we remember our own culture, our upbringing, all this kind of stuff. You could do quite a lot of damage in this way. And then there's probably some kind of social contagion happening there.

like certain ideas that may be initiated by the propaganda machine can spread faster than others. You could see that in modern day, certain conspiracy theories, there's just something about them that they are like really effective at spreading. There's something sexy about them to people to, to where, uh,

Something about the human mind eats it up and then uses that to construct memories as almost, as if they almost were there to witness whatever the content of the conspiracy theory is. It's fascinating, 'cause once you feel like you remember a thing,

I feel like there's a certainty. It emboldens you to say stuff. It's not just you believe an idea is true or not. It's at the core of your being that you feel like you were there to watch the thing happen. Yeah, I mean, there's so much in what you're saying. I mean, one of the things is that...

people's sense of collective identity is very much tied to shared memories. If we have a shared narrative of the past, or even better, if we have a shared past, we will feel more socially connected with each other, and I will feel part of this group. They're part of my tribe if I remember the same things in the same way. And you brought up this weaponization of history, and it really speaks to, I think, one of the parts of memory, which is that if you have a belief that

you will find, and you have a goal in mind, you will find stuff in memory that aligns with it, and you won't see the parts in memory that don't. So a lot of the stories we put together are based on our perspectives.

And so let's just zoom out for the moment from misinformation, take something even more fascinating, but not as scary. I was reading Thanh Viet Nguyen, but he wrote a book about the collective memory of the Vietnam War. He's a Vietnamese immigrant who was flown out after the war was over. And so he went back to his family to get their stories about the war.

and they called it the American war, not the Vietnam war. Right. And,

And that just kind of blew my mind having grown up in the U.S. and I've always heard about it as the Vietnam War. But of course they call it the American War because that's what happened. America came in, right? And that's based on their perspective, which is a very valid perspective. And so that just gives you this idea of the way we put together these narratives based on our perspectives. And I think the...

The opportunities that we can have in memory is if we bring groups together from different perspectives and we allow them to talk to each other and we allow ourselves to listen. I mean, right now you'll hear a lot of just jammering people.

people going blah blah blah about free speech but they just want to listen to themselves right it's like let's face it the old days before people were supposedly woke they were trying to ban two live crew or you know just think about letty bruce got canceled for cursing jesus christ you know it's like this is nothing new yeah people don't like to hear things that disagree with them but um

If you're in a, I mean, you can see two situations in groups with memory. One situation is you have like people who are very dominant, who just take over the conversation. And they, basically what happens is the group remembers less from the experience and they remember more of what the dominant narrator says, right? Mm-hmm.

Now, if you have a diverse group of people, and I don't mean diverse in necessarily the human resources sense of the word. I mean, diverse in any way you want to take it, right? But diverse in every way, hopefully.

and you give everyone a chance to speak and everyone's being appreciated for their unique contribution, you get more accurate memories and you get more information from it, right? Even to people who come from very similar backgrounds, if you can appreciate the unique contributions that each one has, you can do a better job of generating information from memory. And that's a way to inoculate ourselves, I believe, from misinformation in the modern world, right?

But like everything else, it requires a certain tolerance for discomfort. And I think when we don't have much time and I think when we're stressed out and when we are just tired, it's very hard to tolerate discomfort.

And I mean, social media has a lot of opportunity for this because it enables this distributed one-on-one interaction that you're talking about where everybody has a voice, but still our natural inclination, you see this on social media, is there's a natural clustering of people and opinions and you just kind of form these kind of bubbles. I think that's a

To me personally, I think that's a technology problem that could be solved. If there's a little bit of interaction, kind, respectful, compassionate interaction with people that have a very different memory, that respectful interaction will start to intermix the memories and ways of thinking to where you're slowly moving towards truth. But that's a technology problem because naturally, left to our own devices, we want to cluster up in a tribe.

Yeah, and that's the human problem. I think a lot of the...

problems that come up with technology aren't the technology itself as much as the fact that people adapt to the technology in maladaptive ways. I mean, one of my fears about AI is not what AI will do, but what people will do. I mean, take text messaging, right? It's like it's a pain in the ass to text people, at least for me. And so what happens is the communication becomes very Spartan and devoid of meaning, right? And it's just very telegraphic.

And that's people adapting to the medium, right? I mean, look at you. You've got this keyboard, right? That's like got these like dome-shaped things. And you've adapted to that to communicate, right? That's not the technology adapting to you. That's you adapting to the technology. And I think, you know, one of the things I learned when Google started to introduce autocomplete in emails, I started to use it. And about a third of the time, I was like, this isn't what I want to say. Yeah.

Third of the time, I'd be like, this is exactly what I wanted to say. And a third of the time I was saying, well, this is good enough. I'll just go with it. Right. And so what happens is it's not that the technology necessarily is doing anything so bad as much as it's just going to constrain my language because I'm just doing what's being suggested to me.

And so this is why I say, you know, kind of like my mantra for some of what I've learned about everything in memory is to diversify your training data, basically, because otherwise you're going to be so like humans have this capability to be so much more creative than anything generative AI will put together, at least right now, who knows where this goes, but it can also go the opposite direction where people could become much, much less creative and,

If they just become more and more like resistant to discomfort, you know, and resistant to exposing themselves to novelty, to cognitive dissonance and so forth. I think there is a dance between natural human adaptation of technology and the people that, uh, the design, the engineering of that technology. So I think there's a lot of opportunity to create like this keyboard, things that are net are a positive for, uh,

human behavior. So we adapt and all this kind of stuff, but when you look at the long arc of history across years and decades, has humanity been flourishing? Are humans creating more awesome stuff? Are humans happier? All that kind of stuff. And so there I think technology on that is

has been, and I think, maybe hope, will always be on that positive thing. - Do you think people are happier now than they were 50 years ago or 100 years ago? - Yes, yes. - I don't know about that. - I think humans in general,

like to reminisce about the past, like the times are better. - That's true. - And complain about the weather today or complain about whatever today 'cause there's this kind of complainy engine that's just, there's so much pleasure in saying, you know, life sucks for some reason. - That's why I love punk rock. - Exactly, I mean, there's something in humans that loves complaining.

even about trivial things, but complaining about change, complaining about everything. But ultimately, I think on net, on every measure, things are getting better. Life is getting better. Oh, life is getting better. But I don't know necessarily that tracks people's happiness, right? I mean, I would argue that maybe, who knows? I don't know this, but I wouldn't be surprised if people in hunter-gatherer societies were

are happier. I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if they're happier than people who have access to modern medicine and email and cell phones.

- Well, I don't think there's a question whether you take hunter-gatherer folks and put them into modern day and give them enough time to adapt, they would be much happier. The question is in terms of every single problem they've had is now solved. There's now food, there's guarantee of survival, shelter, and all this kind of stuff. So what you're asking is a deeper sort of biological question. Do we want to be,

We're in a Herzog movie, Happy People, Life in the Taiga. Do we want to be busy 100% of our time hunting, gathering, surviving, worried about the next day? Maybe that constant struggle ultimately creates a more fulfilling life. I don't know, but I do know this modern society allows us to, when we're sick, to find medicine, to find cures.

when we're hungry to get food, much more than we did even 100 years ago. And there's many more activities that you could perform or create, all this kind of stuff that enables the flourishing of humans at the individual level. Whether that leads to happiness, I mean, that's a very deep philosophical question. Maybe struggle, deep struggle is necessary for happiness.

Or maybe cultural connection, you know, maybe it's about like functioning in social groups that are meaningful and like having time. But I do think this is there is an interesting memory related thing, which is that if you look at like things like reinforcement learning, for instance, you're not learning necessarily everything.

every time you get a reward if it's the same reward you're not learning that much you mainly learn if it deviates from your expectation of what you're supposed to get right so it's like you get a paycheck every you know month from mit or whatever right and it's like you're kind of you probably don't even kind of get excited about it when you get the paycheck but if they cut your salary you're going to be pissed and if they increase your salary oh good i got a bonus you know

And that adaptation and that ability that basically you learn to expect these things, I think, is a major source of, I guess, it's a major way in which we're kind of more, in my opinion, wired to strive and not be happy, to be in a state of wanting. And, you know, so people talk about dopamine, for instance, being this pleasure chemical.

And it's like there's a lot of compelling research to suggest it's not about pleasure at all.

It's about the discomfort that energizes you to get things, to seek a reward, right? And so you could give an animal that's been deprived of dopamine a reward and, oh, yeah, I enjoy it. It's pretty good. But they're not going to do anything to get it, you know? And just one of the weird things in our research is I got into curiosity from a postdoc in my lab, Matthias Gruber, and he

One of the things that we found is when we gave people a question, like a trivia question that they wanted the answer to, the question, the more curious people were about the answer, the more activity in these dopamine-related circuits in the brain we would see. And again, that was not driven by the answer per se, but by the question. So it was not about getting the information. It was about the drive to seek the information. Mm-hmm.

But it depends on how you take that. If you get this uncomfortable gap between what you know and what you want to know, you could either use that to motivate you and energize you, or you could use it to say, I don't want to hear about this. This disagrees with my beliefs. I'm going to go back to my echo chamber. I like what you said that maybe we're designed to be in a kind of constant state of wanting, which by the way is a pretty good

either band name or rock song name state state of state of wanting that's like a hardcore band name yeah yeah yeah it's pretty good i also like the hedonic treadmill hedonic treadmill is pretty good yeah yeah we could use that for like our uh techno project i think you mean the one we're starting yeah exactly okay great uh we're going on tour soon this is this is our announcement

We could build a false memory of a show, in fact, if you want. Let's just put it all together. We don't even have to do all the work to play the show. We can just create a memory of it. It might as well happen because the remembering self is in charge anyway. So let me ask you about, we talked about false memories, but in the legal system, false confessions. I remember reading 1984 where, sorry for the dark turn of our conversation, but through torture you can...

make people say anything and essentially remember anything. I wonder to which degree there's truth to that if you look at the torture that happened in the Soviet Union for confessions, all that kind of stuff. How much can you really get people to really, you know, to force false memories, I guess?

Yeah. I mean, I think, uh, um, there's a lot of history of this actually in, uh, the criminal justice system. Uh, you might've heard the term the third degree. If you actually look it up historically, it was a very intense set of beatings and, you know, starvation at physical, uh,

that they would place at people to get them to talk. And, you know, there's certainly a lot of work in the, that's been done by the CIA in terms of enhanced interrogation techniques. And from what I understand, the research actually shows that they just produce what people want to hear, not necessarily the information that is being looked for. And the reason is, is that

I mean, there's different reasons. I mean, one is people just get tired of being tortured and just say whatever. But another part of it is that you create a very interesting set of conditions where there's an authority figure telling you something that you did this. We know you did this. We have witnesses saying you did this. So now you start to question yourself.

then they put you under stress. Maybe they're not feeding you. Maybe they're kind of like making you be cold or, you know, exposing you to like music that you can't stand or something, whatever it is, right? It's like they're creating this physical stress. And so stress starts to act on, you know, starts to downregulate the prefrontal cortex. You're not necessarily as good at monitoring the accuracy of stuff.

Then they start to get nice to you and they say, imagine, you know, okay, I know you don't remember this, but maybe we can walk you through how it could have happened. And they feed you the information. And so you're in this weakened mental state and you're being encouraged to imagine things by people who give you a plausible scenario. And at some point, certain people can be very coaxed into creating a memory for something that never happened. And

And there's actually some pretty convincing cases out there where you don't know exactly the truth. There's a sheriff, for instance, who came to believe that he had a false memory. I mean, that he had a memory of doing sexual abuse based on, you know, essentially, I think it was...

You know, I'm not going to tell the story because I don't remember it well enough to necessarily accurately give it to you, but people could look this stuff up. There are definitely stories out there like this where people confess to crimes that they just didn't do and objective evidence came out later on. Um,

But there's a basic recipe for it, which is you feed people the information that you want them to remember. You stress them out. You have an authority figure kind of like pushing this information on them. Or you motivate them to produce the information you're looking for. And that pretty much over time gives you what you want. It's really tragic that...

centralized power can use these kinds of tools to destroy lives. Sad. Since there's a theme about music throughout this conversation, one of the best topics for songs is heartbreak, love in general, but heartbreak. Why and how do we remember and forget heartbreak? Asking for a friend. Oh, God, that's so hard to... Asking for a friend, I love that. Um...

Oh, it's such a hard one. Well, so, I mean, part of this is we tend to go back to particular times that are the more emotionally intense periods. And so that's a part of it. And again, memory is designed to kind of capture these things that are biologically significant. And attachment is a big part of biological significance for humans, right? Human relationships.

are super important. And sometimes that heartbreak comes with chain, massive changes in your beliefs about somebody, say they cheated on you or something like that, um, or regrets. And you kind of ruminate about things that you've done wrong. There's really so many reasons though, but you know, I mean, I, I've had this, I, um,

My first pet I had was, we got it for a wedding present as a cat and got it after, but it died of FIP when it was four years old.

And, you know, I just would see her everywhere around the house. You know, we got another cat, then we got a dog. Dog eventually died of cancer, and the cat just died recently. And, you know, so we got a new dog because I kept seeing the dog around, and I was just so heartbroken about this. But I still remember the pets that died. It just comes back to you. I mean, it's part of this. I think there's also something about attachment, right?

That's just so crucial that drives, again, these things that we want to remember and that gives us that longing sometimes. Sometimes it's also not just about the heartbreak, but about the positive aspects of it, right? Because the loss comes from not only the fact that the...

is over, but you had all of these good things before that you can now see in a new light, right? And so part of one of the things that I found from my clinical background that really, I think, gave me a different perspective on memory is so much of the therapy process was guided towards reframing

and getting people to look at the past in a different way, not by imposing, changing people's memories or not by imposing an interpretation, but just offering a different perspective and maybe one that's kind of more optimized towards learning and, you know, an appreciation maybe or gratitude, whatever it is, right, that gives you a way of taking, I think you said it in the beginning, right, where you can have this kind of like

dark experiences and you can use it as training data to, you know, grow in new ways, but it's hard. This, uh, I often go back to this moment, uh, the show Louie with, uh, Lucy K where he's all heartbroken about a breakup with a woman he loves and an older gentleman tells him that that that's actually the best part, that heartbreak, uh,

Because you get to intensely experience how valuable this love was. He says the worst part is forgetting it. It's actually when you get over the heartbreak. That's the worst part. So I sometimes think about that because, you know, having the love and losing it, like the losing it is when you sometimes feel it the deepest, which is an interesting way to celebrate the past and relive it.

It sucks that you don't have a thing, but when you don't have a thing, it's a good moment to viscerally experience the memories of something that you now appreciate even more. So you don't believe that an owner of a lonely heart is much better than an owner of a broken heart?

- You think an owner of a broken heart is better than the owner of a lonely heart? - Yes, for sure, I think so. I think so. But I'm gonna have to, day by day, I don't know, I'm gonna have to listen to some more Bruce Springsteen to figure that one out.

Well, you know, it's funny because it's like after I turned 50, I think of death all the time. Like, I just think that, you know, I'm in like, I probably, I have fewer, probably a fewer years ahead of me than I have behind me. Right. So you think about, I think about one thing, which is what are the memories that I want to carry with me for the next period of time. And also about like, just the fact that everything around me could be, you know, I know more people who are, you know,

you know, dying for various reasons. And so, um, I'm not lots, I'm not that old. Right. But, you know, it's, uh, um, it's something I think about a lot and I'm reminded of like how, um,

I talked to somebody who's like, you know, who's a Buddhist, and I was like, you know, the whole idea of Buddhism is renouncing attachments. Some way, the idea of Buddhism is like staying out of the world of memory and staying in the moment, right? And they talked about, you know, it's like, how do you

how do you renounce attachments to the people that you love, right? And they're just saying, well, I appreciate that I have this moment with them and knowing that they will die makes me appreciate this moment that much more. I mean, you said something similar, right? In your daily routine that you think about things this way, right? Yeah, I meditate on mortality every day, but I don't know. At the same time, that really makes you appreciate the moment and live in the moment and

I also appreciate the full, deep rollercoaster of suffering involved in life, the little and the big, too. So I don't know. The Buddhist kind of removing yourself from the world, or the Stoic removing yourself from the world, the world of emotion. I'm torn about that one. I'm not sure. Well, you know, this is where Hinduism and Buddhism, or at least some strains of Hinduism and Buddhism, differ. In Hinduism, like if you read the Bhagavad Gita,

The philosophy is not one of renouncing the world because the idea is that not doing something is no different than doing something, right? So what they argue, and again, you could interpret in different ways, positive and negative, but the argument is that you don't want to renounce action, but you want to renounce the fruits of the action. You don't do it because of the outcome. You do it because of the process. Right.

Because the process is part of the balance of the world that you're trying to preserve, right? And of course, you could take that different ways, but I really think about that from time to time in terms of like, you know...

letting go of this idea of does this book sell or trying to impress you and get you to laugh at my jokes or whatever and just be more like I'm sharing this information with you and getting to know you or whatever it is. But it's hard, right? Because we're so driven by the reinforcer, the outcome. You're just part of the process of telling the joke. And if I laugh or not,

- That's up to the universe to decide. - Yep, it's my therma. - How does studying memory affect your understanding of the nature of time? So like we've been talking about us living in the present and making decisions about the future, standing on the foundation of these memories and narratives about the memories that we've constructed. So it feels like it does weird things to time.

Yeah. And the reason is, is that in some sense, I think, especially the farther we go back, I mean, there's all sorts of interesting things that happen. So your sense of like, if I ask you, how different does one hour ago feel from two hours ago? You'd probably say pretty different.

But if I ask you, okay, go back one year ago versus one year and one hour ago, it's the same difference in time. It won't feel very different, right? So there's this kind of compression that happens as you look back farther in time.

So it's kind of like why when you're older, the difference between somebody who's like 50 and 45 doesn't seem as big as the difference between like 10 and 5 or something, right? When you're 10 years old, everything seems like it's a long period of time. Here's the point is that, you know, so one of the interesting things that I found when I was working on the book actually was during the pandemic.

I just decided to ask people in my class when we were doing the remote instruction. So one of the things I did was I would poll people. And so I just asked people, do you feel like the days are moving by slower or faster or about the same? Almost everyone in the class said that the days were moving by slower. So then I would say, okay, so do you feel like the weeks are passing by slower, faster, or the same? And the majority of them said that the weeks were passing by faster.

So according to the laws of physics, I don't think that makes any sense. Right. But according to memory, it did, because what happened was people were doing the same thing over and over in the same context. And without that change in context, their feeling was that they were in one long, monotonous event. Right.

And so but then at the end of the week, you look back at that week and you say, well, what happened? No memories of what happened. So it must that week just went by without even my noticing it. But that week went by during the same amount of time as an eventful week where you might have been going out, hanging out with friends on vacation or whatever. Right.

It's just that nothing happened because you're doing the same thing over and over. So I feel like memory really shapes our sense of time, but it does so in part because context is so important for memory. Well, that compression you mentioned, it's an interesting process. Because what I think about when I was like 12 or 15, I just fundamentally feel like the same person.

It's interesting what that compression does. It makes me feel like it's all, we're all connected, not just amongst humans and spatially, but in terms, back in time. There's a kind of...

eternal nature, like the timelessness, I guess, to life. That could be also a genetic thing just for me. I don't know if everyone agrees to this view of time, but to me it all feels the same. Like you don't feel the passage of time? No, I feel the passage of time the same way that your students did from day to day. There's certain markers...

that lets you know that time has passed, you celebrate birthdays and so on. But the core of who I am and who others I know are or events, that compression of my understanding of the world,

removes time because time is not useful for the compression. So like the details of that time, at least for me is not useful to understanding the core of the thing. So maybe what it is, is that you really like to see connections between things. This is like really what motivates me in science actually too. But it's like when you start recalling the past to, you know, and seeing the connections between the past and present, um,

Now you have this kind of web of interconnected memories, right? And so I can imagine in that sense, there is this kind of the present is with you, right? But what's interesting about what you said too that struck me is,

that your 16 year old self was probably very complex, you know? And I'm, by the way, I'm the same way, but it's like, it really is the source of a lot of darkness for me. but, but when like, you can look back at like, let's say you hear a song that you used to play, like before you would go do a sports thing or something like that. And you might not think of yourself as an athlete, but once you, you get back to that mental, you mentally time traveled to that particular thing,

you open up this little compartment of yourself that wasn't there before, right? That didn't seem accessible for him.

Dan Schachter's lab did this really cool study where they would ask people to either remember doing something altruistic or imagine doing something altruistic. And that act made them more likely to want to do things for other people. So that act of mental time travel can change who you are in the present. And we tend to think of, this goes back to that illusion of stability, and we tend to think of

in this very deterministic way that I am who I am because I have this past. But we have a very multifaceted past and can access different parts of it and change in the moment based on whatever part we want to reach for, right? How does nostalgia connect into this? Like this desire and pleasure associated with going back? Yeah, so my friend Felipe de Brigard said,

wrote this and it just like blew my mind where the word nostalgia was coined by a Swiss physician who was actually studying traumatized soldiers. And so he described nostalgia as a disease. And the idea was it was bringing these people extraordinary unhappiness because they're remembering how things used to be. And I think it's very complex. So as people get older, for instance, nostalgia can be an enormous source of happiness, right? And

And being nostalgic can improve people's moods in the moment.

But it just depends on what they do with it, because what you can sometimes see is nostalgia has the opposite effect of thinking those were the good old days and those days are over. Right. It's like America used to be so great and now it sucks. You know, my life used to be so great when I was a kid and now it's not. Right. And you're selectively remembering the things that we don't realize how selective our remembering self is.

And so, you know, I lived through the 70s. It sucked. Partly it sucked more for me, but I would say that even otherwise, it's like there's all sorts of problems going on. Gas lines, people were like, you know, worried about like Russia, nuclear war, blah, blah, blah. So, I mean, it's just this idea that people have about the past can be very useful to

If it brings you happiness in the present, but if it narrows your worldview in the present, you're not aware of those biases that you have, you will end up, you can end up, it can be toxic, right? Either at a personal level or at a collective level. Let me ask you both a practical question and an out there question. So let's start with a more practical one. What are your thoughts on

about BCIs, brain computer interfaces, and the work that's going on with Neuralink. We talked about electrodes and different ways of measuring the brain, and here Neuralink is working on basically two-way communication with the brain. And the more out there question would be like, where does this go? But more practically in the near term, what do you think about Neuralink?

Yeah. I mean, I can't say specifics about the company because I haven't studied it that much, but I mean, I think there's two parts of it. So one is they're developing some really interesting technology, I think, with these like surgical robots and things like that. BCI, though, has like a whole lot of innovation going on. I'm not necessarily seeing any scientific evidence of

from Neuralink, and maybe that's just because I'm not looking for it, but I'm not seeing the evidence that they're anywhere near where the scientific community is. And there's lots of startups that are doing incredibly innovative stuff. One of my colleagues, Sergey Stavisky, is just a genius in this area, and they're working on it. I think speech prosthetics that are incorporating decoding techniques with AI and movement prosthetics, the rate of

is just enormous. So part of the technology is having good enough data and understanding which data to use and what to do with it, right? And then the other part of it then is the algorithms for decoding it and so forth. And I think part of that has really resulted in some real breakthroughs in neuroscience as a result. So,

there's lots of new technologies like Neuropixels, for instance, that allow you to harvest activity from many, many neurons from a single electrode. I know Neuralink has some technologies that are also along these lines, but I haven't, again, because they do their own stuff. The scientific community doesn't see it, right? But I think BCI is much, much bigger than Neuralink and there's just so much innovation happening there.

I think the interesting question, which we may be getting into, is I was talking to Sergey a while ago about, you know, so a lot of language is not just what we hear and what we speak.

But also our intentions and our internal models. And, you know, so are you really going to be able to restore language without dealing with that part of it? And he brought up a really interesting question, which is the ethics of reading out people's intentions and understanding of the world as opposed to the more, you know,

the more concrete parts of hearing and producing movements, right? - Just so we're clear, 'cause you said a few interesting things. When we talk about language and BCIs, what we mean is getting signal from the brain and generating the language, say you're not able to actually speak, it's as a kind of linguistic prosthetic, it's able to speak for you,

exactly what you wanted to say, and then the deeper question is, well, saying something isn't just the letters, the words that you're saying, it's also the intention behind it, the feeling behind it, all that kind of stuff. And is it ethical to reveal that full shebang, the full context of what's going on in our brain? That's really interesting. That's really interesting. I mean, our thoughts. Is it ethical for anyone to have access to our thoughts?

Because right now the resolution is so low that we're okay with it, even doing studies and all this kind of stuff. But if neuroscience has a few breakthroughs to where you can start to map out the QR codes for different thoughts, for different kinds of thoughts, maybe political thoughts, McCarthyism. What if I'm getting a lot of them communist thoughts or however we want to categorize or label it?

That's interesting. That's really interesting. I think ultimately this always, the more transparency there is about the human mind, the better it is. But there could be always intermediate battles with how much control does a centralized entity have, like a government and so on. What is the regulation? What are the rules? What's legal and illegal? If you talk about the police whose job is to control

track down criminals and so on, and you look at all the history, how the police could abuse its power to control the citizenry, all that kind of stuff. So people are always paranoid and rightfully so. It's fascinating. It's really fascinating. We talk about freedom of speech, freedom of thought, which is also a very important liberty.

at the core of this country and probably humanity, starts to get awfully tricky when you start to be able to collect those thoughts. But what I wanted to actually ask you is do you think for fun and for practical purposes, we would be able to modify memories? So how difficult is it to, how far away we are from understanding the different parts of the brains, everything we've been talking about?

in order to figure out how can we adjust this memory at the crude level from

unpleasant to pleasant. You talked about, we can remember the mall and the people like location, the people, can we keep the people and change the place like this kind of stuff? How difficult is that? Well, I mean, in some sense we know we can do it just behaviorally, right? I can just like tell you give, you know, under certain conditions anyway, it can give you the misinformation and then you can change the people and places and so forth. Right. Um,

On the crude level, there's a lot of work that's being done on a phenomenon called reconsolidation, which is the idea that essentially when I recall a memory, what happens is that the connections between the neurons and that cell assembly that give you the memory are going to be more modifiable.

And so some people have used techniques to try to like, for instance, with fear memories, to reduce that physical visceral component of the memory when it's being activated. Right now, I think I've, as an outsider looking at the data, I think it's like mixed results. And part of it is, and this speaks to the more complex issue, is that you need somebody to actually fully recall that traumatic memory in the first place.

And in order to actually modify it, then what is the memory? That is the key part of the problem. So if we go back to reading people's thoughts, what is the thought? I mean, people can sometimes look at this like behaviorists and go, well, the memory is like I've given you A and you produce B. But I think that's a very bankrupt concept about memory. I think it's much more complicated than that. And, you know, one of the things that when we started studying naturalistic memory, like memory from movies, we were able to

That was so hard was we had to change the way we did the studies because if I show you a movie and I show and I watch the same movie and you recall everything that happened and I recall everything that happened.

we might take a different amount of time to do it. We might use different words. And yet to an outside observer, we might've recalled the same thing, right? So it's not about the words necessarily. And it's not about how long we spent or whatever. There's something deeper that is there. That's this idea, but it's like, how do you understand that thought? I encounter a lot of concrete thinking that it's like, if I show something,

model, like the visual information that a person sees when they drive, I can basically reverse engineer driving. Well, that's not really how it works. I once saw a talk by somebody, or I saw somebody talking in this discussion between neuroscientists and AI people, and he was saying that

The problem with self-driving cars that they had in cities as opposed to highways was that the car was okay at doing the things it's supposed to, but when there were pedestrians around, it couldn't predict the intentions of people. And so that unpredictability of people was the problem that they were having in the self-driving car design because it didn't have...

a good enough internal model of what the people were, you know, what they were doing, what they wanted. And what do you think about that? Well, I spent a huge amount of time watching pedestrians, thinking about pedestrians, thinking about what it takes to solve the problem of measuring, detecting the intention of a pedestrian, really of a human being in this particular context of having to cross the street and

And it's fascinating. I think it's a window into how complex social systems are that involve humans. Because, you know, I would just stand there and watch intersections for hours. And what you start to figure out is every single intersection has its own personality. So, like, there's a history to that intersection. Like, jaywalking certain intersections,

allow jaywalking a lot more because what happens is we're leaders and followers. So there's a regular, let's say, and they get off the subway and they start crossing on red light and they do this every single day. And then there's people that don't show up to that intersection often and they're looking for cues of how we're supposed to behave here. And if a few people start to jaywalk and cross on red light,

they will also, they will follow. And there's just a dynamic to that intersection. There's a spirit to it. And if you look at Boston versus New York versus a rural town, even Boston, San Francisco, or here in Austin, there's different personalities citywide, but there's different personalities area, regionwide, and there's different personalities, different intersections. And it's just fascinating for a car to be able to determine that, it's tricky.

Now, what machine learning systems are able to do well is collect a huge amount of data. So for us, it's tricky because we get to understand the world with very limited information and make decisions grounded in this big foundation model that we've built of understanding how humans work. AI could literally, in the context of driving, this is where I've often been really torn in both directions. If you just collect a huge amount of data

All of that information, and then compress it into a representation of how humans cross streets, it's probably all there. In the same way that you have a Noam Chomsky who says, no, no, no, AI can't talk, can't write convincing language without understanding language. And more and more you see large language models without quote-unquote understanding language.

can generate very convincing language. But I think what the process of compression from a huge amount of data, compressing into a representation is doing is in fact understanding deeply. In order to be able to generate one letter at a time, one word at a time, you have to understand

the cruelty of Nazi Germany and the beauty of sending humans to space. And you have to understand all of that in order to generate, like, I'm going to the kitchen to get an apple and do that grammatically correctly. You have to have a world model that includes all of human behavior. You think an LLM is building that world model? It has to in order to be good at generating one word at a time, a convincing sentence. And in the same way, I think

AI that drives a car, if it has enough data, will be able to form a world model that will be able to predict correctly what the pedestrian does. But when we, as humans, are watching pedestrians, we slowly realize, damn, this is really complicated. In fact, when you start to self-reflect on driving, you realize driving is really complicated. There's subtle cues we take about just driving

There's a million things I could say, but one of them, determining who around you is an asshole, aggressive driver, potentially dangerous. Yes, yes. I was just thinking about this. You can read it. Once you become a great driver, you can see it a mile away. This guy is going to pull an asshole move in front of you. Exactly. He's way back there, but you know it's going to happen. I don't know what... Because we're ignoring all the other cars, but for some reason, the asshole, like a glowing...

obvious symbol is just like right there, even in the periphery vision. Because we're, again, we're usually when we're driving, just looking forward, but we're like using the periphery vision to figure stuff out. And it's like a little puzzle that we're usually only allocating a small amount of our attention to, at least like cognitive attention to. And it's fascinating, but I think AI just has a fundamentally different suite of sensors in terms of the bandwidth of data that's coming in

that allows you to form the representation and perform inference on the representation using the representation you form. That for the case of driving, I think it could be quite effective. But one of the things that's currently missing, even though OpenAI just recently announced adding memory,

And I did want to ask you, like, how important it is, how difficult is it to add some of the memory mechanisms that you've seen in humans to AI systems? I would say superficially, not that hard, but then in a deeper level, very, very hard because we don't understand episodic memory, right? So one of the ideas I talk about in the book is one of the oldest kind of

uh, dilemmas in computational neuroscience is what, uh, Steve Grossberg called the stability plasticity dilemma, right? When do you say something is new and overwrite your preexisting knowledge versus going with what you had before and making incremental changes? And so, you know, part of the problem with going through like massive, you know what I mean?

Part of the problem of things like if you're trying to design an LLM or something like that is, especially for English, there's so many exceptions to the rules, right? And so if you want to rapidly learn the exceptions, you're going to lose the rules. And if you want to keep the rules, you have a harder time learning the exception.

And so David Marr is one of the early pioneers in computational neuroscience. And then Jay McClelland and my colleague Randy O'Reilly, some other people like Neil Cohen, all these people started to come up with the idea that maybe that's part of what we need and what the human brain is doing is we have this kind of a, actually a fairly dumb system, which just says this happened once at this point in time.

which we call episodic memory, so to speak. And then we have this knowledge that we've accumulated from our experiences as semantic memory. So...

Now, when we want to, we encounter a situation that's surprising and violates all our previous expectations, what happens is that now we can form an episodic memory here. And the next time we're in a similar situation, boom, we can supplement our knowledge with this information from episodic memory and reason about what the right thing to do is, right? So it gives us this enormous amount of flexibility to think about what to do next.

to stop on a dime and change without having to erase everything we've already learned. And that solution is incredibly powerful because it gives you the ability to learn from so much less information, really, right? And it gives you that flexibility.

So one of the things I think that makes humans great is having both episodic and semantic memory. Now, can you build something like that? I mean, you know, computational neuroscience people would say, well, yeah, you just record a moment and you just get it and you're done, right? But when do you record that moment? How much do you record? What's the information you prioritize and what's the information you don't? These are the hard questions. When do you use episodic memory? When do you just throw it away?

And these are the hard questions we're still trying to figure out in people.

And then you start to think about all these mechanisms that we have in the brain for figuring out some of these things. And it's not just one, but it's many of them that are interacting with each other. And then you just take not only the episodic and the semantic, but then you start to take the motivational survival things, right? It's just like the fight or flight responses that we associate with particular things or the kind of like reward motivation that we associate with certain things, so forth.

And those things are absent from AI. I frankly don't know if we want it. I don't necessarily want a self-motivated LLM, right? And then there's the problem of how do you even build the motivations that should guide a proper reinforcement learning kind of thing, for instance. So

A friend of mine, Sam Gershman, I might be missing the quote exactly, but he basically said, you know, if I wanted to train like a typical AI model to make me as much money as possible, first thing I might do is sell my house. Right.

So it's not even just about having one goal or one objective, but just having all these competing goals and objectives, right? And then things start to get really complicated. Well, it's all interconnected. I mean, just even the thing you've mentioned is the moment. You know, if we record a moment, it's difficult to express concretely what a moment is, like how deeply connected it is to the entirety of it.

Maybe to record a moment, you have to make a universe from scratch. You have to include everything. You have to include all the emotions involved, all the context, all the things that built around it, all the social connections, all the visual experiences, all the sensory experience, all of that. All the history that came before that moment is built on. And we somehow take all that and we compress it and keep the useful parts and then integrate it into the whole thing, into our whole narrative.

And then each individual has their own little version of that narrative, and then we collide in a social way, and we adjust it, and we evolve. Yeah, yeah. I mean, well, even if we want to go super simple, right? Like Tyler Bonin, who's a postdoc who's collaborating with me, he actually studied a lot of computer vision at Stanford. Yeah.

And so one of the things he was interested in is some people who have brain damage in areas of the brain that were thought to be important for memory. But they also seem to have some perception problems with particular kinds of object perception. And this is super controversial. Some people found this effect, some didn't. And he went back to computer vision and he said, let's take the best state-of-the-art computer vision models and let's give them the same kinds of perception tests that we were giving to these people.

And then he would find the images where the computer vision models would just struggle, and you would find that they just didn't do well. Even if you add more parameters, you add more layers, on and on and on, it doesn't help, right? The architecture didn't matter. It was just there, the problem. And then he found those were the exact ones where these humans with particular damage to this area called the perirhinal cortex, that was where they were struggling.

So somehow this brain area was being, was important for being able to do these things that were adversarial to these computer vision models.

So then he found that it only happened if people had enough time they could make those discriminations. But without enough time, if they just get a glance, they're just like the computer vision models. So then what he started to say was, well, maybe let's look at people's eyes, right? So a computer vision model sees every pixel all at once, right? It's not, you know, and we don't. We never see every pixel all at once. Even if I'm looking at a screen with pixels, I'm not seeing every pixel at once. I

I'm grabbing little points on the screen by moving my eyes around and getting a very high resolution picture of what I'm focusing on and kind of a lower resolution information about everything else. But I'm not necessarily choosing, but I'm directing that exploration and

And allowing people to move their eyes and integrate that information gave them something that the computer vision models weren't able to do. So somehow integrating information across time and getting less information at each step gave you more out of the process. I mean, the process of allocating attention across time

seems to be a really important process. Even the breakthroughs that you get with machine learning mostly has to do attention is all you need. It's about attention. Transform is about attention. So attention is a really interesting one. But then like, yeah, how you allocate that attention, again, is at the core of what it means to be intelligent, what it means to process the world differently

integrate all the important things, discard all the unimportant things. Attention is at the core of it. It's probably at the core of memory too. There's so much sensory information. There's so much going on. There's so much going on. To filter it down to almost nothing and just keep those parts. And to keep those parts and then whenever there's an error to adjust the model such that you can

allocate attention even better to new things that would resolve, maybe maximize the chance of confirming the model or disconfirming the model that you have and adjusting it since then. Yeah, attention is a weird one. I was always fascinated. I mean, I got a chance to study peripheral vision for a bit and indirectly study attention through that. It's just fascinating how humans, how good humans are at looking around and gathering information.

Yeah. At the same time, people are terrible at detecting changes that can happen in the environment if they're not attending in the right way, if their predictive model is too strong, you know? So you have these weird things where, like, the machines can do better than the people. It's not that it's like, you know, so this is the thing is people go, oh, the machines can do this stuff that's just like humans. Right.

It's like, well, the machines make different kinds of mistakes than the people do. And I will never be convinced unless I, that, you know, we've replicated human mistakes

I don't even like the term intelligence because it is a stupid concept, but it's like, I don't think we've replicated human intelligence unless I know that the simulator is making exactly the same kinds of mistakes that people do. Because people make characteristic mistakes. They have characteristic biases. They have characteristic, like, you know, heuristics that we use. And those, I have yet to see evidence that ChatGPT will do that.

Since we're talking about attention, is there an interesting connection to you between ADHD and memory? Well, it's interesting for me because when I was a child, I was actually told my school, I don't know if it came from a school psychologist. They did do some testing on me, I know, for like IQ and stuff like that. Or if it just came from teachers who hated me, but they told my parents that I had ADHD.

And so this was, of course, in the 70s. So basically they said, like, you know, he has poor motor control and he's got ADHD. And so and, you know, there was social issues. So, like, I could have been put a year ahead in school. But then they said, oh, but he doesn't have the social social capabilities. Right. So I still ended up being like, you know, like.

an outcast even in my own grade. But then my parents said, okay, well, they got me on a diet free of artificial colors and flavors because that was the thing that people talked about back then. So I'm interested in this topic because I've come to appreciate now that

that I have many of the characteristics, if not, you know, full-blown. It's like I'm definitely time blindness, rejection sensitive, you name it. They talk about it. It's like impulsive behavior. I can tell you about all sorts of fights I've gotten into in the past. Just you name it. But yeah, so ADHD is fascinating though because right now we're seeing like more and more diagnosis of it and I don't know what to say about that.

I don't know how much of that is based on kind of inappropriate expectations, especially for children, and how much of that is based on true kind of like maladaptive kinds of tendencies. But what we do know is this, is that ADHD is associated with differences in prefrontal function, so that...

attention can be both more, you're more distractible. You have harder time focusing your attention on what's relevant. And so you shift too easily. But then once you get on something that you're interested in, you can get stuck. And so, you know, the attention is this beautiful balance of being able to focus when you need to focus and shift when you need to shift. And so it's that flexibility plus stability again.

And that balance seems to be disrupted in ADHD. And so as a result, memory tends to be poor in ADHD. But it's not necessarily because there's a traditional memory problem, but it's more because of this attentional issue, right? And so people with ADHD often will have great memory for the things that they're interested in and just no memory for the things that they're not interested in. Is there advice?

from your own life on how to learn and succeed from that, from just how the characteristics of your own brain with ADHD and so on. How do you learn? How do you remember information? How do you flourish in this sort of education context?

I'm still trying to figure out the flourishing per se, but education, I mean, being in science is enormously enabling of ADHD. It's like you're constantly looking for new things. You're constantly seeking that dopamine hit and, and,

And, uh, and that's great, you know, and, uh, you, they tolerate you're being late for things. Nothing is really, nobody's going to die if you screw up, you know, that's nice. It's not like being a doctor or something where you have to be like much more responsible and focused that you can just freely follow your curiosity, which is just great. Um, but what I'd say is, is that like, I'm learning now about, um,

So many things like about how to structure my activities more.

And basically say, okay, if I'm going to be... Email is like the big one that kills me right now. I'm just constantly shifting between email and my activities. And what happens is that I don't actually get the email. I just look at my email and I get stressed because I'm like, oh, I have to think about this. Let me get back to it. And I go back to something else. And so I've just got fragmentary memories of everything, right? So what I'm trying to do is set aside a time where I'm like, this is my email time. This is my...

you know, writing time. This is my goofing off time. And so blocking these things off, you give yourself the goofing off time. Sometimes I do that. And sometimes I have to be flexible and go like, okay, I'm definitely not focusing. I'm going to give myself the downtime. And it's an investment. It's not like wasting time. It's an investment in my attention later on. And I'm very much with...

Cal Newport on this. He wrote Deep Work and a lot of other amazing books. He talks about task switching as a sort of

the thing that really destroys productivity. So like, you know, switching, well, it doesn't even matter from what to what, but checking social media, checking email, maybe switching to a phone call and then doing work and then switching, even switching between, if you're reading a paper, uh, switching from paper to paper to paper. Yeah. Because like curiosity and, uh,

whatever the dopamine hit from the attention switch, like limiting that 'cause otherwise your brain is just not capable to really like load it in and really do that deep deliberation. I think that's required to remember things and to really think through things. - Yeah, I mean, you probably see this, I imagine, in AI conferences, but definitely in neuroscience conferences, it's now the norm that people have their laptops out during talks.

And, you know, conceivably they're writing, you know, they're writing notes. But in fact, what often happens if you look at people, and we can speak from a little bit of personal experience, is you're checking email and you're like, or I'm working on my own talk, but often it's like you're doing things that are not paying attention. And I have this illusion, well, I'm paying attention and then I'm going back. And then what happens is I don't remember anything from that day. It just kind of vanished because what happens is,

I'm creating all these artificial event boundaries. I'm losing all this executive function. Every time I switch, I'm getting like a few seconds slower and I'm catching up mentally to what's happening.

And so instead of being in a model where you're meaningfully integrating everything and predicting and generating this kind of like rich model, I'm just catching up, you know? And so, yeah, there's great research by Melina Unkifer and Anthony Wagner on multitasking that people can look up that talks about just how bad it is for memory. And, you know, it's becoming worse and worse of a problem. So you're a musician.

Take me through, how'd you get into music? Like what made you first fall in love with music, with creating music? I, yeah, so I started playing music just when I was like doing trumpet in school for a school band and I would just read music and play and, you know, it was,

pretty decent at it. Not great, but I was decent. How'd you go from trumpet to guitar? Especially the kind of music you're into. Yeah, so basically in high school, I kind of was a late bloomer to music, but just kind of MTV grew up with me. I grew up with MTV. And so then you started seeing all this stuff and then I got into metal was kind of like my early genre. And I always reacted to

just things that were loud and had a beat like, uh, I mean, ADHD, right? It's like, uh, uh, like, you know, everything from Sergeant Pepper's by the Beatles to like, uh, um, Led Zeppelin too. My dad had both, my parents had both those albums. So I'd listen to them a lot. And then like, uh, the police ghost in the machine and, uh,

But then I got into metal, Def Leppard and ACDC, Metallica, went way down the rabbit hole of speed metal. And that time was kind of like, oh, why don't I play guitar? I can do this. And I had friends who were doing that.

And I just never got it. Like I was, I took lessons and stuff like that, but it was different because when I was doing trumpet, I was reading sheet music. And this was like, I was learning by looking, there's a thing called tablature, you know, this where it's like, you see like a drawing of the fretboard with numbers and that's where you're supposed to put your, it's kind of like paint by numbers. Right. And so I learned it in a completely different way, but I was still terrible at it.

And I didn't get it. It's actually taken me a long time to understand exactly what the issue was, but it wasn't until I really got into punk and I saw bands like I saw Sonic Youth. I remember especially, and it just blew my mind because they violated the rules of what I thought music was supposed to be. I was like,

this doesn't sound right. These are not power chords. And this isn't just have like a shouty verse and then a chorus part. It's not going, but this is just like weird. And then it occurred to me, you don't have to write music to,

Mm-hmm.

And I realized a part of my problem with doing music before was I didn't enjoy trying to play stuff that other people played. I just enjoyed music just dripping out of me and just, you know, spilling out and just doing stuff. And so then I started to say, well, what if I don't play a chord? What if I just play like notes that shouldn't go together and just mess around with stuff? And I said, well, what if I don't do four beats going, nah, nah, nah, nah, one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four.

Whatever I go, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and started messing around time signatures. Then I was playing in this band with a great musician who was really Brent Ritzel, who was in this band with me. And he taught me about arranging songs. And it was like, what if we take this part and instead of make it go like back and forth, we make it like a circle? Or what if we make it like a straight line, you know, or a zigzag, you know, just make it like nonlinear in these interesting ways.

And then next thing you know, it's like the whole world sort of opens up as like the, and then what I started to realize, especially so you could appreciate this as a musician, I think. So time signatures, right? So we are so brainwashed to think in four, four, right? Every rock song you can think of almost is in four, four. I know you're a Floyd fan. So think of money by Pink Floyd, right? Yeah. Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum. Yeah.

You feel like it's in 4-4 because it resolves itself, but it resolves on the last note of the... Basically, it resolves on the first note of the next measure. So it's got seven beats instead of eight where the riff is actually happening. Interesting. But you're thinking in 4 because that's how we're used to thinking. So the music flows a little bit faster than it's supposed to. Mm-hmm.

And you're getting a little bit of prediction error every time this is happening. And once I got used to that, I was like, I hate writing at 4-4 because I was like, everything just feels better if I do it in 7-4 or if I alternate between 4 and 3 and doing all this stuff. And then it's like, jazz music is like that. They just do so much interesting stuff with this. So playing with those time signatures allows you to really break it all open and just...

I guess there's something about that where it allows you to actually have fun. Yeah. Yeah. And it's like, so I'm actually like a very, uh, the genre, the, one of the genres we used to play in was math rock. That's what they called it. It was just like, is this so many weird time signals? What is math? Oh, interesting. Yeah. So that's, that's the math part of rock is what the, uh,

the mathematical disturbances of it or what? Yeah, I guess it would be like, so instead of you might go like, instead of playing four beats in every measure, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

And then five measures of chorus and then two measures. So you could just mess around with everything, right? What does that feel like to listen to? There's something about symmetry or like patterns that feel good and like relaxing for us or whatever. It feels like home. And disturbing that can be quite disturbing. Yeah. So is that...

Is that the feeling you would have if you keep messing? Math rock? I mean, yeah, yeah. It's stressing me out just listening. Well, yeah, yeah. Learning about it. So, I mean, it depends. So a lot of my style of songwriting is very much like in terms of like repetitive themes, uh,

but messing around with structure because I'm not a great guitarist technically. And so I don't play complicated stuff. And there's things you can hear stuff where it's just like so complicated, you know? But often what I find is, is like having a melody or, and then adding some dissonance to it just enough. And then adding some complexity that gets complicated.

gets you going just enough. But I have a high tolerance for that kind of dissonance and prediction. I think I have a theory, a pet theory, that it's like basically you can explain most of human behavior as some people are lumpers and some people are splitters, you know? And so it's like some people are very kind of,

excited when they get this dissonance and they want to like go with it. And so people are just like, no, I want to lump every, you know, I don't know. Maybe that's even a different thing, but it's like, basically it's like, I think some people get scared of that discomfort. Yeah. And I really thrive on it. Yeah.

I love it. What's the name of your band now? The cover band I play in is a band called Pavlov's Dogs. Yeah. So it's a band, unsurprisingly, of mostly memory researchers, neuroscientists. I love this. I love this so much. Actually, one of your MIT colleagues, Earl Miller, plays bass. Plays bass. Do you play a rhythm or a lead? You could compete if you want. Maybe we could audition you. For audition? Oh, yeah. Yeah.

I'm coming for you, Earl. Earl's going to kill me. He's very precise. I'll play Triangle or something. Or the cowbell. I'll be the cowbell guy. What kind of songs do you guys do? It's mostly late 70s punk and 80s new wave and post-punk.

Blondie, Ramones, Clash. I sing Age of Consent by New Order and Love, Will, Terror, Spark. You said you have a female singer now? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Carrie Hoffman and also Paula Croxon. And so they do, yeah, so Carrie does Blondie amazingly well. And we do like Gigantic by the Pixies. Paula does that one.

Which song do you love to play the most? What kind of song is super fun for you? Of someone else's? Yeah, cover, yeah. Cover, okay. And it's one we do with Pavlov's dogs. Mm-hmm.

I really enjoy playing I Want to Be Your Dog by Iggy and the Stooges. Yeah, it's a good song. Which is perfect because we're Pavlov's dogs. And Pavlov, of course, was like basically created learning theory. So, you know, there's that. But also it's like, but I mean, Iggy and the Stooges, that song. So I play and sing on it, but it's just like it devolves into total noise. And I just like fall on the floor and generate feedback. I've like...

I think in the last version, it might've been that or a Velvet Underground cover in our last show, I actually, I have a guitar made of aluminum that I got made and I thought this thing's indestructible. And so I kind of like was just, you know, moving it around, had it upside down and all this stuff to generate feedback. And I think I broke one of the, I broke one of the tuning pegs. Oh wow. I've had to break an all metal guitar. Go figure. Yeah.

- A bit of a big ridiculous question, but let me ask you, we've been talking about neuroscience in general. You've been studying the human mind for a long time. What do you love most about the human mind? Like when you look at it, we look at the fMRI, just the scans and the behavioral stuff, the electrodes, the psychology aspect, reading the literature on the biology side, neurobiology, all of it. When you look at it,

What is most like beautiful to you? I think the most beautiful, but incredibly hard to put your finger on is this idea of the internal model that it's like, there's everything you see and there's everything you hear and touch and taste, you know, every breath you take, whatever, but it's all connected by this like dark,

energy that's holding that whole universe of your mind together. Right. And without that, it's just a bunch of stuff.

And somehow we put that together and it forms our, so much of our experience and being able to figure out where that comes from and how things are connected to me is just amazing. But just this idea of like that the world in front of us, we're only sampling this little bit and trying to take so much meaning from it. And we do a really good job, not perfect. I mean, you know, but

But that ability to me is just amazing. Yeah, it's an incredible mystery, all of it. It's funny you said dark energy because it's the same in astrophysics. You look out there, you look at dark matter and dark energy, which is this loose term assigned to a thing we don't understand, which helps make the equations work better.

in terms of gravity and the expansion of the universe, in the same way, it seems like there's that kind of thing in the human mind that we're like striving to understand. - Yeah, yeah, you know, it's funny that you mentioned that. So one of the reasons I wrote the book, amongst many, is that I really felt like people needed to hear from scientists, and like COVID was just a great example of this, because like people weren't hearing from scientists. One of the things I think that people didn't get was the uncertainty of science.

and how much we don't know. And I think every scientist lives in this world of uncertainty. And when I was writing the book, I just became aware of all of these things we don't know. And so I think of physics a lot. I think of this idea of like,

majority of the stuff that's in our universe cannot be directly measured. I used to think, haha, I hate physics. Physicists get the Nobel Prize for doing whatever stupid thing. It's like there's 10 physicists out there. I'm just kidding. Strong words. Yeah, no, no, no. I'm kidding. The physicists who do neuroscience could be rather opinionated, so sometimes I like to dish on that. It's all love. It's all love. That's right. This is the ADHD talking. So, um...

But at some point I had this aha moment where I was like, to be aware of that much that we don't know

and have a bead on it and be able to go towards it. That's one of the biggest scientific successes that I could think of. You are aware that you don't know about this gigantic section, overwhelming majority of the universe, right? And I think the more, what keeps me going to some extent is,

realizing the changing the scope of the problem and figuring out, oh my God, there's all these things we don't know. And I thought I knew this because science is all about assumptions, right? So have you ever read The Structure of Scientific Revolutions by Thomas Kuhn?

Yes. That's like my only philosophy really that I've read, but it's so brilliant in the way that they frame this idea of like, he frames this idea of assumptions being core to the scientific process and the paradigm shift comes from changing those assumptions and this idea of like finding out this kind of whole zone of what you don't know to me is the exciting part, you know?

Well, you are a great scientist and you wrote an incredible book. So thank you for doing that. And thank you for talking today. You've decreased the amount of uncertainty I have just a tiny little bit today and revealed the beauty of memory. This is a fascinating conversation. Thank you for talking today. Oh, thank you. It's been a blast.

Thanks for listening to this conversation with Charon Ranganath. To support this podcast, please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, let me leave you with some words from Haruki Murakami. Most things are forgotten over time. Even the war itself, the life and death struggle people went through, is now like something from the distant past. We're so caught up in our everyday lives that events of the past are no longer in orbit around our minds.

There are just too many things we have to think about every day, too many new things we have to learn. But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone. Thank you for listening. I hope to see you next time.